RandomRampage6

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Joined: June 7, 2010
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i'm really nothing special. 
Just another heart broken girl living in a small world.
I use to live for my dreams, but none of them ever came true.
I'm always up for talking.
I can always give advice, but couldn't never follow my own.
I'm trying to find where I belong in this world.
My name is Lexii & I am ready for what's to come.

 

Quotes by RandomRampage6

How can someone feel so lost?
Is there anyway to make this pain disappear?
Why do I feel so alone in a crowded room?
I can’t even begin to describe how I wish I could find someone just like me.

I’m so lost in this big world of ours.
I can’t express any emotions, I’m numb.
I just need to find someone I can trust.
Someone I can actually talk to without feeling judged.

I wish he would notice how much pain he's put me through.
I wish my family knew I'm not the perfect child they think I am, or was.
I'm tired of crying myself to sleep the nights I can't be with you.

I don't want to put this blade to my wrist,
but it's the only thing I can control in this life. 
I hate the feeling I'm losing everyone I'm close to day-by-day.
Some just save me from all this madness.

I want someone to finally make me feel like I'm something.
I want someone to catch me when I'm about to fall.
Is there anyone in this world like that?

 

My wrists have been clean since,
November 10, 2010.
<3

 

I promised myself that when it was over, I’d laugh at the memories, but here I am without a smile in sight. I promised myself that I would call you, just to see if you were ok, But here I am, and I cant even dial your number. I promised myself, that when it was over, I would not shed a tear, But here I am, pillow almost soaked. I promised myself I would let you go gracefully, But here I am, hating myself for letting you leave. I promised myself that when it was over, I wouldn’t look back, but here I am, unable to walk forward. I promised myself I would say goodbye But here I am, still saying I love you.
 

Ladies and Gentlemen, skinny and stout,
I'll tell you a tale I know nothing about;
The Admission is free, so pay at the door,
Now pull up a chair and sit on the floor.

One fine day in the middle of the night,
Two dead boys got up to fight;
Back to back they faced each other,
Drew their swords and shot each other.

A blind man came to watch fair play,
A mute man came to shout "Horray!"
A deaf policeman heard the noise and
Came and killed those two dead boys.


He lived on the corner in the middle of the block,
In a two-story house on a vacant lot;
A man with no legs came walking by,
and kicked the lawman in his thigh.

He crashed through a wall without making a sound,
into a dry creek and suddenly drowned;
The long black hearse came to cart him away,
But he ran for his life and is still gone today.

I watched from the corner of the big round table,
The only eyewitness to facts of my fable;
But if you doubt my lies are true,
Just ask the blind man, he saw it too.




I love this poem. <3
Credit to: Edgar Allen Poe

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Today, I wore Purple because i believe suicide should not have been those 6 boys' only choice.
I wore Purple today because I am willing to stand up for gay rights and I am willing to stop the abuse and bullying.
I wore Purple today because I care. do you?
 

Just Keep Dreaming, Darling. ♥ 

I'm Straight,
and 
I Support
Gay Marriage.

 

I'm Still Fly,
I'm Sky High,
& I Dare Anybody To Try 
& Cut My Wings. (;
 

No matter how careful you are,
there's going to be the sense you missed something,
the collapsed feeling under your skin that you didn't experience it all.
There's that fallen heart feeling that you rushed right through the moments where you should've been paying attention.
 

I'm only as tall as my heart will let me
be and I'm only as small as the
world will make me seem.
- christofer drew ingle