RashaeAmEmo

My name is Rashae Nalae Sam I am a foster child, Im 15 and in Sept im going to be 16. Which means 15 years in DCYF'S care and a foster child and away from my mom. I love my momma with my whole heart and they took her away from me. She was there when i needed her and when my dad would beat us. My nanna died and i was there. I know because i lived with her for 13 years I took care of her she died 5 years ago of lung cancer. I love her she was my other mother. my dad is sick he hears voices and would yell at me saying no one wanted me and he called me pregnent and said god tould him. My mom is bipolor and did drugs I dont care though. She will always be my mom. My brothers and sister all 6 of us miss her they get to see her but not me. I AM A CUTTER. I cut when im sad because i dont have anyone. When i was younger i was locked in a closet and hit. I still wish on stars god will give me my family back. But it doesnt work. Im in another foster home and I dont wanna be here but im only 15 and have no where else to go so I have to stay. i tryed to commite suicide a couple of times. I look around and get jelous of others with happy familys. But I just graduated URI for foster kids and got 3 collage credits. That is half of my life story and im still here.

Finaly happy for the first time in a year!

DUSTIN IS THE NAME OF MY EX, FOR LAST NIGHT HE DECIDED TO REPENT AND END THE LIFE OF ME.

I WANT TO BE LIKE OTHER PEOPLE D NOT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT MY PILLS, GETTING ADOPTED, AND SO MUCH MORE. I WANT TO BE LIKE YOU!

Will anyone come and set me free from these chains of horror?

IF YOU EVER HAD A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND AND THINK THAY WERE THE ONE ONLY TO FIND OUT THEY WAS USING YOU OR CHEATED?
I WANNA SEE THAT IM NOT THE ONLY HEARTBROKEN ONE.
SO PLEASE LIKE IF THIS RELATES TO YOU.

FEELING LOST,  STILL ALONE, OUT AND ABOUT FULL OF DOUBT.
IM THE NEW GIRL AGAIN STARTING THURSDAY. NEW FAMILY. NEW LIFE. FILLED WITH REGRET.