Rawrloves

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Joined: November 13, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
Birthday: September 9
user id: 238108
Location: Atlantic Highlands, NJ
Gender: F
Hey, i'm alyssa. i'm 15, and i'm currently a sophomore. Well, if you ever need help, i'm here to help to the best of my abilities. i want to try and help you, no matter what. If you're feeling depressed, come and talk. I know how it feels. if you self harm. come talk. been there, done that. i'm here to help, no matter what. So, just come on. 
thanks, love you guyys <3

Quotes by Rawrloves

if you've been told you're worthless, think again.
If you aren't now, someday someone will find you're perfect.. someone will love you unconditionally. Someone will need you. Someone who will love you, for you.
I'm tired of being told I'm worthless.
Maybe I am to you.
But someday, someone will find I'm worth all of their time, and think they have the best thing in the world.
All of those words you've said to me finally started to take their effect. They have led me to harm myself, just like the past.. The pain of being told these have led me to realize how horrible I truly am...
Maybe I'm ugly. Maybe I'm stupid.. maybe, just maybe, you're right...
I love you so much,
you have no clue.
It's funny, because, when I tell them why I started cutting in the first place they say that they will always be there for me. But when I need their help, they aren't there for me...
My boyfriend and I talking about something my uncle did.
Him: we won't be like that with our kids.
Me: nope, never.
Him: if anything, I might shoot a nerf gun or two at them.
Me:
Him: from across the room...
Me:
Him: in a fort...
Me:
Him:
Me:
Him:
Me: -evil smile-
Him: what?
Me: nothing. Just picturing that.
I told my boyfriend that I've cut recently within the past 24 hours.
He told me he loves me too much to see me in pain, and that he would love me forever. That he would never judge me, and he doesn't understand why I did it.
It's funny because, when I told him my insecurities (which included my weight), he told me that he doesn't care about my weight. But I could afford to lose a few pounds..
He really hurt me. But I don't want to hurt him by telling him how much it hurt..
And after being a little over a year cut free, I picked up the knife, and slid it across my wrist once more..
everything was supposed to be perfect.
Me during school: Oh yeah, can't wait for summer!!
Me during summer: ...okay, now what...?
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