Rawrloves

I'm just so done with everything. I'm done with the people that say they care, because they lied. Everything is a lie nowadays.. I'm abusive when i say my phone is dying. I'm abusive if I don't clean up. It's my grandmas excuse for everything.. I don't do anything right, and she say's I'm ending up like my mother. She says I get more and more like her everything. I'm just done. I can't deal with everyone anymore. My whole darn family is full of messed up, two faced idiots. My grandma says she hates my sister, but if my sister comes over, she treats her 30x better than she has ever treated me. I'm barely allowed to see my boyfriend, whom she CLAIMS she likes. My family is a poor excuse. I just want to leave. or better yet, disappear.. Leave everything, and everyone. Start over..

Learned today that its abusive to say that my phone is dying, and that I'm a horrible person. If I'm such a horrible person, maybe I shouldn't be alive. Time to go back to taking it out on myself. Time to start failing school again. Time to quit.

                                       and the best part is having the last name "Boggs"
                                and having people tell me i shouldn't be so obsessed with
             The Hunger Games that I changed my last name to be like one of the characters.

                        Everytime I see somebody spell a word wrong, I look down at the keyboard
                        and see how close the letter is to the letter that's supposed to be there. Just
                                        to see if it is socially acceptable to misspell said word. 

                                                               ~ We are meant to be. ~
                       I know we met in the most random of places, but I know it in my heart
                    that you're the one I want to be with for the rest of my life. You're the one
                     I want to continue that time with for the rest of our lives. I hope you know
               how special our time together is to me. I wouldn't want my future any other way. 

                                                   It's kind of messed up, isn't it?
           How all of a sudden, someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again.
         No reason. No explanation. No words said. They just leave you hanging like you never      
                meant anything to them, and what hurts the most is how they made it look so
                                                                   easy.

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                                                all i want is someone who will stay, 
                                              no matter how hard it is to be with me..

                                                  And then my soul saw you and it kind of went
                                                   "Oh there you are. I've been looking for you."
                                                                                ~♥~

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