So what if you actually want to
do something with your life?
So what if your smart?
So what if you aren't smart?
So what if you don't have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
So what if the back of your boots don't say Ugg?
So what if the front of your shirt doesn't say
Abercrombie?
So what if your shoes aren't Jimmy Choo?
So what if your earrings aren't real diamonds?
So what if your jewerly isn't from Tiffany's?
So what if your purse isn't designer?
So what if you have braces?
So what if you wear glasses?
So what if your teeth are crooked?
So what if you have flaws?
So what if your different?
♥
Do you ever feel like
breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of
place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no
one understands you
Do you ever wanna run
away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears
you screaming
Do
you wanna be somebody
else?
Are you sick of
feeling so left out?
Are
you desperate to find something
more?
Before your life
is over
Are you stuck
inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their
big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside
you're bleeding
No, you don't know what
its like
to be like me.
Spring Fling
part one
I remembered the day I met Brett like it was yesterday, and I
relive it everyday.
I was laying on a pink and green polkadotted beach towel tanning
when someone kicked sand on my face.
"Gabrielle! That's not funny!" I said sitting
up.
"Names Brett, not Gabrielle. Sorry for uh.. you know..
kicking sand in your face he said smiling."It's
fine," I said standing up and brushing away the sand on my
stomach and face.
"Are you sure you don't want me to buy you a smoothie or
something?" he asked squinting his eyes to block them from
the sun, his eyes were an intense shade of golden
yellow.
I bit my lip like people do in movies when they're
flirting.
"Sure, that'd be nice. But not right now, I'm going
somewhere with my friends. How about 5:30?" I asked smiling
and flipping my hair behind my back.
"Sure, meet me a the Snack Shack?" he said.
"Sure, heres my number," I said getting a pen out of my
bag and writing my name and number in loopy letters.
"I'll see you around," I said picking up my stuff
and strutting away like a beach model.
* * *
"You should've seen him! I would let him kick sand in my
faces any day anytime," I said telling Gabrielle what had
happened.
"OMG! You have to let me spy on you!! Are you gonna put
out?! 'Cause if you are, here's a condom!" she said
putting a foil wrapped condom in my hand.
"No, no, no, I am not, I don't need this!" I said
setting the condom on my nightstand and laughing.
"Whatever, it's better to be safe than sorry!" she
said taking off her bikini top and putting on a t-shirt.
* * *
I stood outside the Snack Shack waiting for Brett to come out of
nowhere for an excuse for his absense.
He finally showed, "Hey, sorry! I had to give my baby sister
a bath and that took longer than usual, anyway sorry to keep you
waiting."
"It's fine," I said as he opened the door for me, I
turned my head and looked over at Gabrielle, who was gaping at
Brett, "He is so hot!" she mouthed!
I nodded and smiled.
The whole time there we chatted and I told him things only a few
people knew.
He was easy to talk to and laid back, he walked me home that
night even though he had a car.
When we got the door to the beach house, he looked deep into my
eyes as I put my hand on the doorknob.
He quickly grabbed my hand and pulled me close to him
passionately kissing me for at least 2 minutes.
"Goodnight! I'll text you," he said walking back to
the boardwalk.
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