My
Confessions:
Everyday someone asks me if I am okay and I lie
and say "Yes," I feel like crying.
I keep trying to tell myself that
I'm forever over him, but then I realize if you take off the
"for" and add a "n" its never which makes a
lot of sense.
He always asks me if I am in a good
mood and I just plaster a fake smile on my face and say
"Yeah,"
I hate how books refer to everyone
as "him" sometimes instead of "him/her" We
are not all males!
When I'm at school i never feel
pretty.
And I hate how he always looks so
good and smells so great but is such a jerk.
I'VE GOT A SECRET FOR YOU.
you've gotta lean in real close to hear it.
I love ya babe, you could tell me right now your gay y'know what I'd say?
Im wit ya the whole way, your still mine and I'm still yours no matter what, you ever need it my fist is available for face punching.
You could tell me,
"Your butt does look big in those jeans."
And I wouldn't care I'd thank you for being
honest.
Ever need bailin outta jail?
Don't call me I'll be sittin right next to you
saying,
"D♦mn I don't remember much but that was the most
fun I've had in
years!"
So I'll always love you cus your my bestie your real, your nice,your beautiful, and without you I'd be in tears my whole life.
Everytime I see him my <3 breaks a little
more cus i know hes not mine
He texts me and my </3 skips a beat.
Then I read it and It says, "Are you always gonna be a
self-centered b•tch?"
And I think, "Well f••k you, I don't need you anymore!"
That's when I realise I spent a whole year crushing on the player believing he wasn't that bad when he was a a$$hole
Kinda pathetic right?
</3
I think I'm beautiful because:
My smile lights up my
world.
I think
I'm beautiful because:
I don't cry when I see her hanging off your arm
I think I'm beautiful because:
when I see that girl in the mirror I know she's smiling
with me.
I think I'm beautiful
because:
I know I'm beautiful because I don't have to change myself for you.