Yes! The only downside is that I can't have a birthday party /on/ New Year's Eve, because so many of my friends go out of town to celebrate. I have to wait until January to throw a party so people will actually show up.
That's how it use to be for me, but now that I'm older everyones always here. Plus at my elementary school in my class there was three birthdays right after eachother so people always had to choose which party they went to, which was dumb.
I don't really have parties anymore, not by my choice, but by my mom's. She thinks I'm ''too old'' now, which I completely disagree with. I talked her into letting me have a party this year because I turned sixteen, and I think she was aware that it's socially taboo to not allow your daughter to have a sweet sixteenth. We waited until February to have it, just so we'd have a big turnout.
Ah, I remember those days. The simpler, happier times, when invitations were handed out to everyone and no one felt left out. Kind of miss it, TBH. (And I realize this comment is unnecessarily long, so I apologize. I talk too much.)
It's totally fine, I talk too much also, and oh my we are exactly the same age, thats awesome! & I know I miss those days too. For my sixteenth birthday it was suppose to be big and awesome (according to my mom) but me and 4 of my friends went and saw frozen. That's all. And my mom was upset because I didn't have a bigger party and invite all my friends. Which I did and 3 of them were out of town and she was like that's not all of your friends. She thinks I'm friends with like the whole school, I don't think she remembers high school.
I have a twin, rad! (Pity I don't look like you, though. ]:) I feel like I'm missing out on some glorious life experience because I've yet to see Frozen. My mom's the same way, and I'm like, ''Hate to break it to you, but I'm not as popular and loved as you think I am.''
You do not look like me true, but you are very pretty, we can be fraternal twins! And Frozen is good but it's not as good as everyone says it is, although I love it. And yeah exactly that's exactly how I am with my mom.
Okay.. I just want start off right. I refuse to hurt you again. And maybe one day we can back to how we were. But O need to learn my lesson. So what are you listening to?
oh, cool. I don't have drama, well I didn't sign up for it. But I have Photoshop and I didn't sign up for that either. But its a fun class only because I put cats in galaxies everywhere
Cuz you say water you doing and thats super cute :3 and I have decided that when you ask me what I'm doing I'm gonna just a ask you what you're listening too c:
Haha see? Thats just what I'm gonna do and you will deal with it c; <3 today was not my day, I swallowed a cherry seed and then I ran into a trash can and then my popcorn bag ripped and I dropped it all over the floor. It was sad.
Well I just finished listening to Personal by Stars, Now I'll be listening to This Place Is A Prison by Postal Service. By the way don't die, I know my cuteness can be to much too handle sometimes c;
I think Joeys losing interest in me, it hurts a lot. And I feel like your starting to hate me.. I broke my promise I made to a lot of people and here I am crying my eyes out
I'm sorry your feeling this way... and no darling I'm not even close to hating you, but something is still wrong between us.. and I know how you feel..
I'm going to be the biggest hypocrite right now, but I for one cut too. I have no reason to stop, but you do. You're so loved, life may suck right now but things get better. Remember what I said about life being a rollercoaster? You just have to be strong and push through it. Addictions can stop. When you feel like cutting come straight to me. I don't care if you don't want or if something between us is wrong, just do it.
I've tried to stope, I've tried to lose the addiction, but no matter how long I go with out it I start to freaking crave it. I can't stop, believe me if I could I would. And no Emma, I am not so loved, few people care about me, If I were to die people would be happy. Everyone replaces me as quickly as I became their friend. The only people who have ever held on to my friendship with them, are you, Meagan, and Justin. But even then Meagans replaced me before too. I've been done for so long, the only reason I'm even still here, is because you are, and I want to hold on to Justin for as long as I can.
For now just talk to me when you want to cut.. please. Or put ice or your wrist It supposedly helps. Rubi, you don't need to become friends with everyone. You don't need a lot of friends. But just become friends with the right people. Don't let the ones that leave you hold you back. I don't personally have a problem with Meagan, but she's hurt you and that the only thing that bothers me, if she hurts you again, I will have a problem with her and I will honestly speak up. And trust me many people actually do care about you.. even people you don't know. But wanna know why I've never left you? Because I know how much it sucks to be alone, I know what it feels like to be forgotten and replaced. It hurts. And lets not forget how much of a sweet and loving person you are.
...I know being loved might not fix problems but the ones who love you want you to be okay.. want you to not harm. They don't want to see scars on such a beautiful person
...It may be to late to have a scar free body but why put on more than you already have.. I just want to help you stop, and I will. Even if it's the last thing I do..
refuse to stop making others happy? The monster is you, you created your own monster. You have control over it even though you think you don't. You created the monster but you can also take it down.
I've made you mad? Mad for what? being honest? Talking you out of harming yourself? Are you serious? For f*cks sake Rubi. I'm so sorry I care and want you to stop, I know its not easy. Of course I know I've been doing this sh//t since I was a little kid. Listen I just don't want you to end up where I am, And you wanna know where I am? I'm on the f//cking path of suicide. Self murder. Rubi you don't understand how much I actually care about you, and you basically showing me you don't really care that I care about you. Self harm isn't going to make your problems any better. Yes, it takes away pain, yes its an addiction. But think about this is it really worth it..
This is going to sound rude, but are you really trying to fix it, or are you just telling me that and end up hurting me? I trust you not to hurt me, but it's really the last thing I need.
Well hey there best friend c: I mish yeww <3 I'm counting the minutes till I can see your beautiful smiling face. The anticipation is KILLING me. I can't wait till next month.
I LOVE YOU!! TILL DEATH DO US PART!
Ah, I remember those days. The simpler, happier times, when invitations were handed out to everyone and no one felt left out. Kind of miss it, TBH. (And I realize this comment is unnecessarily long, so I apologize. I talk too much.)
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I LOVE YOU!! TILL DEATH DO US PART!