Status: self proclaimed teen queen
Joined: July 25, 2012
Last Seen: 1 year
user id: 320230
Location: platform 9 and 3/4
Gender: F

Saadiya // 16 //Dubai

an extremely boring teenager who likes to write
(even though she sucks at it)
and spends most of her times reading and
doesn't know much about herself.

Quotes by wanderlust*

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the best parts of life are the things we can’t plan. 
and it’s a lot harder to find happiness if you’re only searching in one place.
 sometimes you just have to throw away the map. 
admit that you don’t know where you’re going and stop pressuring yourself to figure it out. 
besides, a map is a life someone else already lived. 
it’s more fun to make it your own.

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yourself the way you would treat a small child.
feed yourself healthy food and make sure you spend time outside.
put yourself to bed early.
let yourself take naps.
don’t say mean things to yourself.
don’t put yourself in danger.

(your skull and your heart are as fragile as eggshells)

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living is hard.
everyday our feet gets heavier and we pick more baggage.
so, we stop and take a breath, close our eyes, rest our minds.
it’s natural as long as you open your eyes and keep going.

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100 truths
1. Real Name : saadiya
2. Nickname: sadie,sadu,iya
3. Favorite color: green
4. Male or female: female
5. Playschool School: never been to one
6. Primary School: our own english high school
7. Secondary School: our own english high school
8. College: really donno
9. Hair Color: black
10. Tall or Short: short
11. Sweats or Jeans: sweats
12. Phone or Camera: phone (duh)
13. Health freak: sometimes...
14. Orange or Apple: none
15. Do you have a crush on someone: never had one
16. Eat or Drink: drink
17. Piercings: ears
18. Pepsi or Coke: both

19. Been in an airplane: yup
20. Been in a boat? yes
21. Been in a car accident: nope
22. Been in a fist fight: not really
23. First piercing: ears
24. Longest Friend: sruthy,supriya and shreya
25. First award: dpnt' remember
26. First crush: like i said,never had one

29. Last person you texted: surabhi
30. Last person you talked to: mum
31. Last person you watched a movie with:  brother
32. Last food you ate: apple
33. Last movie you watched: narnia
34. Last song you listened to: superheroes
35. Last thing you bought: a book

37. Food: shawarma
38. Drink: coffee
39. Hate: nobody
40. Flower: none
41. Animal: cats
43. Movie: taare zameen par
44. Subject: english

(Put an x in the bracets if you have)
45. [[ fallen in love with someone.
46. [] celebrated Halloween.
47. [x] had your heart broken.
48. [] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.
49. [x] had someone like you
51. [ ] got pregnant.
52. [ ] had an abortion.
53. [xxx] did something I regret.
54. [x] broke a promise.
55. [x] hid a secret.
56. [x] pretended to be happy.
57. [x] met someone who changed your life.
58. [x] pretended to be sick.
59. [] left the country
60. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.
61. [x] cried over the silliest thing.
62. [] ran a mile.
63. [] went to the beach with your best friend.
64. [x] got into an argument with your friends.
65. [x] disliked someone.
66. [] stayed single for 2 years since the first time you had a boyfriend/girlfriend.

67. Eating: nothin'
68. Drinking: nothin'
69. Listening: football
70. Sitting/Laying: sitting
71. Plans for today: homework

73. Want kids: adopt some
74. Want to get married: nope
75. Career: teacher
76. Lips or eyes:  eyes
77. Shorter or Taller: taller
78. Romantic or Spontaneous: both
81. Hook-up or relationship: none
82. Looks or personality: personality

83. Lost glasses/contacts: nope
84. Snuck out of a house: no
85. Held a gun/knife for self defense: nnope
86. Killed somebody: noope
87. Broken someone's heart: don't know.
88. Been in love: nope
89. Cried when someone died: no.

90. Yourself:  not really
91. Miracles:  kindof
92. Love at first sight: haha,no way
94. Santa Clause: yuus
95. Aliens:  no
96. Ghosts: only at night...

97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? yes (so badly)
98. Do you know who your real friends are: yups
99. Do you believe in God: yep
100. The End? The end (tfios reference)

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sometimes at night I suddenly become aware of all the things I'm missing out right now, and all the people I'm not close to anymore, and all the good times that'll never happen again, and all the people who meant the world to me who've forgotten about me forever, and I get this awful feeling that's kind of like a mix between loneliness and nostalgia.

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the truth is that we're all waiting,
 all of us, against some insurmountable odds,
 for something extraordinary to happen.

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Have you ever had that feeling?
That feeling when you want to cry,but you have no idea why?