SalladCrazyy

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Sooooo, me and my friend were bored...
We made a video for boyfriend. 
If you watch it, I'll consider you awesome. Forever. 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tspnz0P1Di0&feature=share

You say you have a bad life.
Yeah, I get that,

But you have no idea of what I go through, every time the sun sets.  

&&And,
One of the worst things ever is feeling someone pull away from you. they're just
slipping through your fingers like sand, slowly fading out of your life. You know
you're losing them, but you also know there is absolutley nothing you can do
about it. If anything, the tighter you try to hold on, the quicker you drive them
away. And you just feel so helpless... beacuse all you can do is sit there and watch
this person who once was your eveything turn into a shadow of the past. 

All it takes,
I S  J U S T  O N E .
Kiss.
Just one...

Just smile and say you're fine,

nobody really cares anyways.

mamihlapinatapai-

          (n.) a look shared between two people, each

wishing that the other would initiate

    something they both desire but which

neither wants to begin.

My two main moods.

Do you ever feel like there's something missing?

Like there is something that you've been waiting for,

all your life and you're wondering if you'll ever have it?

I'm tired of crying.
I'm tired of yelling.
I'm tired of being sad.
I'm tired of pretending.
I'm tired of being alone.
I'm tired of being angry.
I'm tired of feeling crazy.
I'm tired of feeling stuck.
I'm tired of needing help.
I'm tired of remembering.
I'm tired of missing things.
I'm tired of being different.
I'm tired of missing people.
I'm tired of feeling worthless.
I'm tired of feeling empty inside.
I'm tired of not being able to just let go.
I'm tired of wishing I could start all over.
I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never have.
But most of all, I'm just tired of being tired.