Sam030798

Close your eyes. Listen to my voice its my disguise, i'm boy your side. <3

I really don't know how i feel. Have you ever had that feeling when you wish there was an on and off button on your brain thats how i feel today. 

Dear Friend,
I am so sorry. I don't know why I did it. I shouldn't have told him about it. If you read this I hope you know what i'm talking about. I don't want to lose you as a friend. We were such good friends this past year in 8th grade. *Best Friends* I'm seriously so sorry. SHow everyone my story! I feel awful. It really is all my fault. I sent you a text. :(
Love,
Sam <3


*Skyegirl1998* 

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So if you and your friend were invited out for a girls birthday and you winded up paying a little more for her and her two friends would you yell at a girl for it?

Dear Reader's
I am ending Summer Romance? I Hope. The guy is being a jerk and I realized i'm way over him now. So i decided to end it and not make myself upset. 
Thanks, there will be another story soon :)
 

 Summer Romance? I Hope.
Chapter 9
It was maybe about two weeks after and there was a saint peters dance. It was the 2nd to last one ever, since we would be freshman next year and weren't aloud back in. So Shea and I got ready together at my house. I wore a pink Billabong shirt with an anchor on it with jean shorts and Nike high tops, since i was never two stepping in vans again. I remember from that night putting loads of sparkles in are hair and all over us. It was then 6:55 and we decided to leave so we would be on time. We hopped in the car and were off. When we arrived Abby, Jenny, Jamie, and Cassidy were on line. We all started screaming and hugging each other. We waited on line and paid, put are stuff down and hit the dance floor. I saw Jimmy it was awkward. I mean we walked out of school occasionaly together when we would meet up at the top of the stairs. He waved, I waved back. We saw Brendan and Ethan too and walked over and talked to them. Then around 8pm that place was hoppin. I wasn't in my great dance mood and Shea kept telling me just to have fun. I just kept looking over at Jimmy dancing with Lucy, Hayley and Olivia. I knew Brendan was going to try to get him to slow dance with me. I was almost positive that he didn't want to because Jamie asked him and he said "Nah." So it was then around 9pm and I Don't Wanna Miss a Thing came on by Aerosmith. Next thing I knew Jimmy was getting shoved into me and I was getting pushed into him. We were finally close enough and I just played it cool and rolled my eyes and put my arms around him. Next thing I knew his hands were on my waist. Jimmy looked at me and started talking. He said "They all said this would make your night." So i just answered with "Uh....I don't know." Then he smiled. I couldn't help to keep smiling because....God. I was slow dancing with Jimmy Malta. Then he said "Uh. I'm just so tired of all this." I replied with "I'm sorry." He smiled again and I smiled. Then we saw Brendan standing there and Jimmy was like "God. He keeps watching us like i'm gonna just leave you standing here or something. Then I looked at him, and smiled.  

 

Summer Romance? I Hope. 
Chapter 8
We all piled into Abby's car and were off to her house. I sat in the front since i nearly broke my ankle. Everyone was piled in the back seats laughing and talking about stuff. We finally arrived at her house and went into Jenny's room where for some reason we always hangout. Cassidy was on her phone and Jimmy texted her. He asked "Is Sam mad at me?" She said text her. Then he said nah. I will tommorow i'm going to bed. So then I decided to. I said we need to talk and he replied okay. I told him how I liked him and that I was crying at the dance and how I really liked him. He replied saying I don't like Abby and that he dosen't like me like that not to hurt my feelings or anything. So i replied saying okay, were okay now and we should hangout over the summer. Then he said I might have a job this summer so i don't know if I can. Okay WTF? I thought to myself when I saw that. I just replied kk. After that whole episode was over everything went Cray at the Blaney/Kedves household. We probabally stayed up until 5 in the morning, flashed eachother, made pancakes, ate a whole jar of pickles and laughed. Alot. The next day Jenny, Abby, Emily, Cassidy and I went to the mall. It was fun, it helped me get my mind off everything. 

 

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Summer Love? I Hope.
Chapter 6
A Couple weeks later was the Spring Fling Dance, I was super excited. The usual crew, Jamie, Abby, Jenny, Cassidy, Shea and me got ready together that night at Abby and Jenny's. I was so hoping that we would slow dance. All my friends thought he was nice and funny and that we would make an adorable couple. Which was totally true. It was 6:55 and we decided to leave so we would be right on time. We hopped in Christine's car, which is Jenny's mom, and all piled on top of one another trying to fit all 5 of us in the back and Abby in the front. We slowly pulled up to the middle school and unpiled out of the car one by one. We all walked on the dance floor feeling the breeze in are hair like we looked damn sexy. We started talking to Brendan and Ethan, they said that Jimmy was going to be like 15 mins late. Which was okay by me because as long as he was there and i got to see him, it was great. Ethan was Jamie's boyfriend, they were so cute together. Finally almost everyone was on the dance floor and the lights went out and everyone was dancing. It was about 20 mins later, I was getting scared Jimmy wasn't going to show, but soon enough I saw him come through the door. God he looked adorable, I mean it was dark but i obiuosly new he looked hot. He came by us and started talking to us all. Everyone was trying to set me and him up to slow dance. Then I was hanging out with Shea and was dancing with her. I was saying that I really hope 2 step comes on because thats my song. I really was beast at it and every dance all the guys and girls would be like woah how do you do that. So i started 2 stepping to Party Rock Anthem by LMFAO in my navy blue vans. Then my ankle twisted really badly. I was about to cry, and it hurt i definitely could have. Shea put my arm on her shoulder and hobbled me over to a chair. Brendan and this kid Peter came over and asked if I was okay and I told them what happened and they helped twist my ankle and so did Shea. Then Shea suggested we go in the lunch room. She stayed with me in there till about 8:00 and the dance ended at 9:00. I really did feel bad but thats why she's my best friend. 

Summer Love? I Hope.
Chapter 5
For the next couple of weeks we texted a lot and smiled at each other in the halls. Then one night i texted him and asked if he wanted to go to the movies with me and Abby. We were trying to get John to go but he brought this kid Brendan instead who is madly in love with abby. My mom dropped us off at Jimmy's house and we hopped in his car and picked up Brendan. God Jimmy looked so cute. We were going to see A Thousand Words. It was funny, but really good because I was with Jimmy Malta. After the movie was over we sat in the movie waiting area until Abby's dad picked us up. We were all sitting and Jimmy was leaning over saying "Ahhh... I'm tired" I just laughed. He was on the oppisote side of me. We were face to face, I really thought he was going to kiss me....He didn't which sucked. Then finally Abby's dad arrived and he dropped me off home and i went to bed and could not stop smiling.