Sammich51

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Joined: October 24, 2012
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 335953
Gender: F


I'm Samaantha and I'm 18. I love drawing, acting and singing.
My family and my fiance are the most important things in my life..
My life's been crazy and I just can't wait to begin really living
and with the best people ever :)




 

Quotes by Sammich51

On Sunday at my graduation, I felt my great grandpa with me..
Feeling his love held me together and kept me from falling apart 
because he couldn't be there in person.

That feeling of love, even after he has passed, is giving me hope that someday,
even if in the very distant future, that I'll get to see him again.

I'll get to hug him and tell him how much I love him.. 
Just like he did for the 17 years I had with him.


 
I came across an old picture of you..
It made me think about all of the good times we had.
Well, the bad also.

And my first thought was about how
I've never once hated you, but you seem to hate me..

I can't help but wonder if you've ever seen my picture and thought about me too..

All I know is, 
You don't love someone and forget them.
Their smile and their laugh all remain
as one big hopeful yet crushing memory.


So, I haven't forgotten.
But have you?


 


My request for early graduation was filled and I'm officially done with high school...

I never thought I'd be this sad about something that I really wanted.

I mean I'm happy, but you don't realize how much school has changed
your life until you no longer have to go and you're sitting on your couch
contemplating the meaning of life or trying to figure out how they get so much
air into a potato chip bag..

Like, seriously.. How do they manage to not pop every single bag during shipment?


 
If I could do anything, I'd help everyone that's feeling down just be happy.
You do matter.
You are here for a reason.
Everyone would miss you once you were gone.

Whether or not you have a religion or believe in mine,
I was taught from a very smart man that God put each and every one of us here for a reason.
Why would you want to take yourself away..

You're important.

You matter.

"Only naughty girls go on the carpet, Rocky."
"Wait, then why haven't I gone on the carpet?"
"Oh shut up, John. I was talking to the puppy.. Jeesh."

Some friends are just complete weirdos... Like John.

 


I got him a puppy for his birthday today 
and I think he's more attached to her than I am..


Can you say, "Adorable"? :)


 
When I look around me, I wouldn't change a thing..
 
I have a roof over my head, friends that love me, and the sweetest guy in the world.

Supporting myself and being in the adult world is difficult..

But I wouldn't change a thing.

Life is just... amazing.

 

I sit here all day and think about you..
I think about all of the things that you've taught me
and all of the times you were there for me.

You'll always be my best friend, Grandpa. 
Nobody can take away the happiness I feel from
knowing you and having you in my life for 17 years.

You've been gone for 2 months now and still everyday I'm reminded of you..
From the simple little things I see when I look around me,
to the things I hear my fiance say in support of me..


You are in everything I do..
A part of you still lives in me and
I can't wait until I can see you again.

I will always love you..


 

Only after going to his funeral did I realize that he was really gone.
It's difficult:
losing someone...
He was more than just my great grandfather.
He was like a dad to me too.
He's been my best friend since the day I was born.

Why does losing someone have to be so darn difficult??
</3



 


Sunday he asked me to marry him...
And I s
aid,

"
Yes."