Saphacier

Status: Without you there is no sunshine.
Joined: February 16, 2012
Last Seen: 8 years
user id: 274742
Location: Johnson City, NY
Gender: M

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barakat* 8 years ago
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Uhm hi, you're awesome, I looked at your profile after that comment on Chlohoey's quote, so uhm, just one thing...

Thank you for being more intelligent than the majority of the human race. Congrats on having a higher level of intelligence as well.

Alright, byee xx
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H3LL0G00DBY3 8 years ago
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eliii i miss talking to youuuu
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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ERMAHGERD hi
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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ERMAHGERD hi
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summerloverboylover 8 years ago
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Aw I'm sorry you think that
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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GET ONLINE SO WE CAN BOND THROUGH MUTUAL INTERESTS :D
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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I fell asleep. My bad,
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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I'm sorry chats being a biiiiiiiiiittttttch.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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It's okay. My mom is coming down the stairs though o.o
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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CLOSE WITTY.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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It's all good. She wouldn't be able to see this if she wanted to.
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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Oooh covert operations. Exciting.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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We could make it more exciting ;) Sorry had to. She wants me to go to bed. What should I do?
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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Sorry was getting food and hum.... Scream *UCK YOU and walk out.
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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wait how old are you
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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I'm 15.
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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Ah HA! I knew there had to be something, Im 17 you can call me onee-san
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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That sure is a difference o.o haha And okay I will d:
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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do you read elijah?
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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I'm assuming that's a book. So no. Unless you mean in general. And then I do. I'm over thinking things.
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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lol no. I mean do you enjoy reading book?
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Yes I do. I already know you do.
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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how can you tell?
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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You've talked about reading manga more than watching anime.
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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shoot. i've been had.Do you have a favorite book?
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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I'll have a favorite book for a while and then it'll change. It's basically whatever book I've read last xD
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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*Strokes wizard beard* i like that answer
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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I want a wizard beard too :O
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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O: NAH UH. Wizard beards are earned...through many quests
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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I'll do all of them then. I want d:
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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lol, you're gunna have to wait till tomorrow then, i gotta hit the hay, im getting pretty sleepy over here
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Okay I will ^.^ Goodnight then.
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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goodnight (:
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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lol nobody is that lucky, i live in missouri
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Especially me. But that sucks haha
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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what kind of music do you listen to?
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Hbu?
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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That ranges a lot. Mainly types of rock music.
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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mainly...hmm punk, indie, and...uhh alternative
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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We're too much alike to live so far away from each other.
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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okay. lets be best friends.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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I like that idea :P
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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Yo.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Hello o.o
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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I can't sleep. :/
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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I haven't been trying to sleep so.
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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GkbfI'm having nightmares again. Bad ones. :/ like Idk. I was just... Alone. I had no one, knew no one, WAS no one. Simply a being, walking alone in an empty shell with what is left of my mind. I kind of liked it. It was a simple bliss. There were no feelings or emotion. It was.... Insanity. That's what it feels like. A constant, empty feeling. Or lack of one, really. Just a silence. In your head. You know that little voice you hear? Your conscience? That is gone. Just an emptiness. Quiet, peaceful emptiness. I every once in awhile call into that state. I like it. Sometimes I wish that I was insane. It'd be so much easier. On everyone. My friends could continue with their lives without worry if me, I wouldn't have to live with it all. I'd be alive and safe from myself. A perfect situation. Anyway, message me later
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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You're never going to go insane if I have anything to do about. I'd still worry.
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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You've seen how I can get. Those really weird moods I get into, I'm slipping. Slowly but surely, I'm falling into insanity. And if I do, you don't worry. People will watch me. I won't hurt. Nobody hurts. Everybody wins.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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You do realize that would be Hell for me? For Becca? For Z? You won't slip.
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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How would it hurt knowing that I'm safe from myself?
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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You wouldn't be safe. You would have already lost,
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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Hahaha don't you get it? I ALREADY have lost. I tried to fight life, but it came back slapped me, kicked me, beat me, and now it's about to kill me.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Put your hand on your chest. You feel a heartbeat? Listen to your favorite song. Feel something special? You haven't lost.
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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I'm breathing. Blood is rushing in my veins but it should slow down any minute now. I'm done. I'm sorry..
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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No. You can't be done. How are you going to be done?
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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I were better to be eaten to death with a rust than to be scoured to nothing with perpetual motion. - Shakespear
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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I will not let life beat me. I will die only at my own hand.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Don't even think about it.
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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Too late
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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You can't Alyssa.... You're better than this.
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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Do you think overdosing would hurt
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Please Alyssa. Don't. You don't want to do this.
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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Yes I do. I have for a long time.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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It won't make anything any better.
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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How I won't have to pretend to be happy. I won't have to fake my smiles and laughs. I can regain my mind within the cold that is death.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Don't do this.
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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How. I won't have to pretend to be happy. I won't have to live anymore
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Please......
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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Why shouldn't I? What can I look forward to in my life? What's so special about me that makes me worth wasting another human life?
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Marriage, Children, a family, life after school, your friends, life itself.
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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Marriage is unlikely, kids hate me, I'm Fkin stupid, my friends are amazing and I don't deserve them and life is terrible. What is the point of being alive if you're never really living?
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Marriage is very likely. Yours wouldn't. You aren't stupid. And your friends are here with you.
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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Nobody wants to put up with my sh/t. Which is why Nobody would marry me. I am very stupid, look at my grades and yea,y friend are here which further proves my point: I don't deserve you guys.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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You call it sh/t but we aren't "putting up with it" We care about you. We would hate if you were gone. It would be our faults.
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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My life is my fault.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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You ending it would be ours.
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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Like I said, I die only by my own hand.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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No. If you died, imagine what me and becca would do? Imagine how Z would feel? Imagine how every single one of your friends would feel.
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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You'd probably be pretty sad. But, you'd mourn and eventually get over it.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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How could I get over that...?
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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Because we're 14/15. Our lives are in constant motion. We don't have the time to actually feel. To really care. (Ps how does my profile picture look? JW)
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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I have all the time in the world. It looks good. But why do you care about that?
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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Well if I'm gonna die I at least wanna try to be not be ugly. And as for having a long time, you'll eventually forget. You'll graduate. Get a great career. Settle down. Every once in awhile, you'll think of the girl in the casket and remember. How you used to be close to her, how you were the person she last talked to. You'll feel sad but like I said, your life won't stop moving just because mine stopped.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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I could make it stop. Please Alyssa. Don't die! If you do one thing for me have it be that. Don't die.
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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But why can't I? Why should I suffer..... :'(
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Because you'll get through this. If you die now then you lose and it's game over. Don't you want to win? Don't you want to be happy? You can't be happy if you die.
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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But It doesn't feel right to walk. Or speak. Or breathe. Or laugh. Or just to be alive. On the rare occasions I feel true happiness, it's amazing. A beautiful warmth that I can never get enough of. Butt that only happens rarely.... I jut. Idk. Nothing feels okay anymore
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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If you go now then it'll never feel okay. It can and will get better. You will be happy.
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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How do you know?
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Because it ALWAYS gets better. There will always be ups and downs.
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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Are you sure? :/
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Yes Alyssa. I'm sure.
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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Okay
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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You're staying, right...?
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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I'm trying. ... :/
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Thank you. Your life is worth living.
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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Sure why not.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Good.... are you going to bed anytime soon? or no?
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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Lol probably not. Still not gonna sleep. I have music and Witty. Hey you should look up this band Flyleaf. FKN amazing. Especially the song fire fire. *intentional subject change*
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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I probably knew about them before you did d: And well then maybe we could have those long nighttime conversations like we used to haha
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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Yeah, I miss those:) maybe we should bring this to chat though. Lol
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Yeah that'd be better d:
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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i cant handle chicks well, so me and like the other 99% of the users on here are female never really hit it off.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Good thing I'm a guy then, huh? :p
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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thank the gods
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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If you live in New York then maybe there is a God haha
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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lol, terribly lonely. We're a dying race. oh geez, whats your name? I dont even know your name.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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OH YEAH. lol I'm Elijah. And you are?
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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Sarah, its nice to meet you Elijah, nobody has every talked to me this much on here.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Nice to meet you too. I'm honestly surprised. You're really fun to talk to.
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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have you tried online?
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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I don't usually buy anything online o.o
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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xD no, i mean reading it online http://mangafox.me/manga/d_n_angel/
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Well I feel like an idiot haha
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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xD dont feel like an idiot, have you read all of those? Does it help you out a little bit at least?
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Err. 11 total not just 11.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Yeah. I've read 11. There's a show I've watched of it too. What do you usually read?
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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genres or titles?
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Genres.
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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lol, dont make fun of me, mainly comedy and shoujo, highschool life, some supernatural, historical,
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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I have a book on how to draw shoujo d: And why would I make fun of you? haha And another cute picture ^.^
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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lol its just kinda cliche girl manga and thanks again c:
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Girls I meet online are always so much better than girls I know o.o
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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guys i meet online are always better then the guys i know. I cant talk to one dude about anime/manga xD unless its DBZ or pokemon
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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No girl at my school would ever like it. I'm glad I've finally met someone who does like it d:
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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do you have msn? or am i like the only person who uses that still?
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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I think you might be the only one o.o Does it get lonely over there? haha I have a Google+ account, youtube, facebook, a few emails.
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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lol i've been drawing for years and you said you've only been drawing for a few weeks, it wouldn't be fair to compare us. But from what i can see you're really good already. You have nice lines and good proportioning.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Well I've drawn a lot before just haven't spent this much time. I spend like 2 hours on each picture. And thank you d:
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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more patience then i have. I freak out if i cant get something down in a certain amount of time.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Sometimes I'm more patient than other times. I don't look at the time until I'm finished.
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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i think i just get frustrated really easy. Do you have any of your art scanned or uploaded? Would you be willing to let me see?
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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I have a lot on my phone. I could put them on my computer and make them my profile picture. I made the one up now like 3 hours ago.
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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:3 you even color them! i respect you, i can never color mine.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Haha Thanks ^.^ That's Shiki from Tongainu no chi. That show is weird O-o
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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lol, i see the resemblance, xD what kind of anime do you usually watch?
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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On nightcore videos people talk about anime d: And I just google them. I prefer ones with magic or "science" Like this one. Have you seen that show?
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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i dont really watch anime that much, im more of a manga kinda gal. I just googled it though, is it yaoi? or am i looking at blush worthy fan art
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Well it isn't the most heterosexual show o.o But most of that is fan art. I realized very early how awkward it got. Have you read D.N.Angel?
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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i haven't, any good?
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Well I really like it. I haven't read all of them. Can't find them all.
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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right? its got its depressing moments
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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From your quotes.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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I have a feeling my weekend is going to be really upsetting then haha I can see you're very opinionated. d:
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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lol xD Maybe a teensy bit upsetting and yeah, a little opinionated. I try not to shove them down peoples throats but sometimes i get a little out of hand.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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More than a little, I'm sure :p I'm the same way. But I can get out of hand pretty quickly o.o
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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we're getting along beautifully already. Are you an artist? i see art!
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Yes we are ^.^ And I would like to think so. I started taking time with drawings like 2 weeks ago. Do you draw?
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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in fact i do, what kind of things do you like to draw?
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Mainly anime. Well actually only anime o.o I'm not very good at drawing anything else because I've never drawn anything else. What do you draw?
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InsertAliasHere 8 years ago
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a little bit of everything, my favorite is anime too
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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You're probably better than I am then.
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Just_A_Little_Too_Addicted 8 years ago
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JC? I don't know what
that is so I'm gonna
say no. haha
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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Sorry this phone is being a RITARD. And I'm not din much. Chillin. Eating pop corn.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Sounds like a productive friday night
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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Well do you expect me to be clubbing, bar hopping, and visiting strip clubs?
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Well we never know with you, so XD
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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THE TRUTH FINALLY COMES OUT. That's how errbody sees me. Fine. I understand.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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I hope you're joking o.o haha
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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Yes I am, lol
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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Okay good haha I'm gonna put the picture I just drew as my pic so you can see it o.o
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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B!tchin. Lol
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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I drew chibi of shiki too. He's such an adorable little murder :3 haha And I'm watching Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood. It's soooooooooooooooooooo sad. :o
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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:T okay.
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Saphacier 8 years ago
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The feels >.<
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Overcast-Kid* 8 years ago
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:T okay.
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cujo* 8 years ago
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Who cares about hope? Everyone. Even you, deny or not. Hope is not religion, nor fantasy. It's goals, achievements, faith in your ability, the truth of another day. Things don't get better because you refuse to try, you are so content on wallowing in pride and self-pity. Are you just some overly-cynical teenager who sits at a computer, shunning strangers and igniting pointless arguments - letting all the good things in life go to waste? Because now you just aggravate me, by sounding like those overdramatic teens. I may not know the story behind your outlook, but are you giving yourself a chance? Did you ever?

I will agree with you on that one note though, wanting things we cannot have. Needing things - we all can have and that should suffice.

You call it weakness - I call it strength. It may be real, or it may be imaginary. But believe me when I say that I have seen it make people grow into strong individuals. And progress matters to me, above all. If anything, doubt and faithlessness is weakness. You need to realize that life is worthless until you give it purpose.
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flyingbacon7 8 years ago
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Woah we have the same birthday! Happy birthday(:
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