SarahB626

God Made Me A Loser
I Was Put On Earth For Nothing
Im Fat
..And Ugly.
 I Have No Talent...
What's The Point Of Living?

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Happy Mothers Day Mama(:
I want to say thank you for:
All the stuff you put up with
Having me(:
Hugging me when I'm alone
Buying me stuff
Putting up with my random weird things
Not caring if im annoying you
Loving me forever, even when i hurt you..
Keeping me ontop
giving me advice,
Being my friend when i felt alone.
I LOVE YOU MOM!(: <3

Thousands of candles can be lighted from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared. <3 

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When someone ask's me how are you, I say I'm good. But this is how I really feel....
Broken, useless, alone, clueless, confused,betrayed,fragile,on the verge of tears, depressed, anxious, about to break down, ready to give up, pathetic, annoyed, distant, lonely, bitter, heartbroken, rejected, crushed, i feel like im going to just fall apart at any moment, empty, defeated, Never good enough... 

If I came home crying, would you care? Would you hold me close and tell me that everything will be alright? Or would you just look at me and walk away? I dont want to feel alone anymore. I want to feel loved, and cared for. Im thirteen, I dont want to be living on my own already. I want your help, and your hand to hold onto when I fall down. I want you to help me get back up and kiss my cut when I get hurt. I want you to notice me when I'm hurting instead of looking away. I don't want to be ignored anymore.

I am deppressed. Or at least on the verge of getting there. I don't tell people, I don't want them to worry. For the past year my sister has had problems with bullying. Yes, she caused SOME of it. For her mouth and what she can say, But most of it, it's all fake. She's very depressed. She can't seem to find the right friends who don't believe all the things that are being said. They all leave her, she comes home from school at least twice a week sobbing. It makes my mom depressed, which makes my dad depressed, and that leads to me. Everythings about her, and yes I know shes going through a hard time, but does it make it okay for my parents to ignore me? To leave me out of most things they say? Im surrounded by family, but yet I always feel alone. When I walk through the door when I get home from school all I get is a simple "Be quiet I'm on the phone." from my mom, and a "I don't care." from my dad. But when my sister walks in, all light shines on her and its "Rachel, sweetie did you have a good day? Anyone hurt my precious daughter?"... I feel so alone here. It's hard. I want someone to ask me how I feel or if I'm getting hurt by anyone, I want to feel loved by my own mother. She says it, but I can't feel it, I want my dad to say he's proud of me, that I'm practically living on my own, I want to hear him for one say "I love you Sarah." It's just that simple.