But honestly I can’t get over you.
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He grabbed me from behind near the
waist; I shuddered but smiled faintly and looked up into his
deep crimson eyes.
“Remember when we dated?” He
laughed and pulled me closer. I died inside.
“Oh yeah I remember, that it never
happened.” We both laughed and he continued to walk me
towards the front hall.
“It’s okay I still love
you”
“Yeah I love you too,” I
smirked; he winked, said bye and ran off the parking lot.
I looked at my hands, I was trembling. The truth is I was in
love with him and I had wished everyday that we would date, his
sarcastic but amazing remarks always faltered within my heart.
Tucker was truly someone special but the problem is, is
I’ve never been able to tell if he ever liked me or this
was his natural stance with girls. I’ve liked him ever
since sophomore year… I’m currently applying to
colleges. This boy made me weak in the knees every time saw
him. Now don’t get me wrong, when you’re in love
it’s great, but the problem is --when you fall out it.
It's hard to get over people; I mean really get over them.
You might start to have feelings for other people, but it
doesn't mean you're over him, you’re just moving
on. But I’m having trouble moving on from the first boy
who made me feel beautiful in several kinds of
ways.
I remember the first time I saw him.
There he was. Sitting 3rd period, sophomore year. Tucker. Cute
and Meek. I hadn’t ever really glanced his way. He
didn’t talk much. I assumed he was just shy. He had just
transferred from private school. But with time grew
conversation and feelings. He was always there for me even when
he didn’t know it.
I’m a senior now.
We’ve drifted apart. I could have sworn we were
going to get married. I still think it sometimes when we talk
and that leads me to today. Alone, never been kissed,
18.
“KELLY.” I could hear my
best friend Rachel scream my name from across the
steps.
“Let head to the parking lot
together, you know I hate walking alone.” She laughed and
dipped down and followed Tuckers shadowed
footsteps.
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