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Birthday: February 3
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Quotes by SaveAdaliax33

Sorry, I just don't like you that way.
Matter of fact, I just don't like you
-Robin from Teen Titans

I find it weird how everyone on here thinks their moms have bad taste in clothes. I got a pair of expensive high-heeled booties with studs on them for christmas. AND THEY ARE F*CKING SEXY. so I still consult my mom when i'm not sure what to wear :D


That moment when you find out you're the weird kid in your school, and all your friends are the ones complaining about being stalked for life 



Am I the only one who thinks
Kristen Stewart would be awesome if she played Raven from Teen Titans?

if they ever made a TT live action movie of course


You know what hurts the most?

When I was little I always looked forward to my sweet 16. I always

wanted to dress up and feel all pretty for that day. Like I was a princess

But now there's no point in that happening anymore. I don't have any


The stone never feels, nor talks, or asks
It doesn't matter to the Earth
It isn't important to anyone
But It never breaks

It stays in the same place
Untouched and hardly noticed
While laughter and fun surrounds It
But It never breaks

A couple of scratches from being kicked
Bruises and scars tell Its story
In Its center, It felt dead
But It never breaks

Its insides were screaming, but Its heart was still beating
And revealed a beautiful tragedy
DIamond. Emerald. Ruby. Beauty.
It will never break

~ This is an original poem that I based off of my life. I will never break

~ Please read til the end ~
It'll mean so much to me. I've struggled with this for years now and I don't know what to do. Who should I go to for help?

Have you ever felt like this life wasn't destined for you? Like you were meant to be like the main character in a movie: once in a lifetime. Some sort of miracle even. You were meant to be special. But there was only so much you could do in reality. In truth, the only fun people ever get is going out and doing drugs. Partying. Whatever. 

No that isn't me at all. I feel like I was destined for more.

And so my obsession began. 

Please don't laugh. This is all 100% true

Terra- I watched Teen Titans when I was little, but I never understood Terra's character or anything at all about her. So one day I looked it up. I saw the first episode she ever appeared in, and by the end, I had shivers up my spine. I still remember them. I swear it. I thought she was just like me. So I got hooked. I saw every episode with even the slightest mention of her name, I understood completely. And now I've realized how goddammed stupid I've been all this time, because I actually convinced myself that one day out of the blue, I'll get superpowers. That I'll be just like her. That I am her.

And so it began. With every depressing moment in my life, or every resurfacing of my depressing and lonely past, I became suicidal. I wanted to go psycho and punch the wall and kick and scream, and I felt that one day, my eyes will light up and my superpowers will take control like Terra's superpowers did to her. Every time I felt depressed, her dammed memory seeps into my brain. I calm down. I relax. I have hope to carry on again to see new days. And my trust in her deepens. It's like I gave my soul to her. 

But when I'm not a teenager anymore, or when I finally get the idea that superpowers are not f*ckng real, I'll be depressed again, and my depression would probably be worse then it's ever been.

I know. It all sounds like some My Strange Addiction episode, but there's more. A lot more. She's started appearing in my dreams and people say I look/remind them of her too. I get so angry and jealus whenever I see someone who looks more like her than I do (even though I have brown hair and brown eyes).

TRUST ME. I could ramble on and on for days about this topic. Who should I see? Would a therapist help, or do I need any special pills or anything?
I'm looking for advice from anyone who sees this. I'm not looking for a specific answer. Just voice your opinion. Thank you :3 

Okay this happened a long time ago (in the past school year) but I never understood what it meant. So, one day, I was in a crappy-ish mood. So I guess when I got to school I looked all grumpy (or numb, idk) but when I got there and sat down, there were two girls. They weren't together. I never even saw them talk before. But when I sat down, they STARED at me. They were just like :O. Exactly like that. I felt like I scared them somehow and I wanted to hide... But when I told my friends that and asked what it meant, they said "Don't let the haters get to you." WHAAAAH? I don't know... it makes no sense to me. What do you think their looks meant?