SaveAdaliax33

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Joined: November 13, 2010
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Birthday: February 3
user id: 133651
Gender: F

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Am I the only one who...

- Has never had a good summer?
- Hates it when people use smileys in texts repeatedly?
- Falls for a guy's personality? 
- Hates group projects more than anything? 
- Has absolutely ZERO friends?

Because I'm sick and tired of feeling left out. Everytime, nearly everyday I cry without reason, and then my parents ask me what's wrong and won't leave me alone. Why the hell can't I be normal?

I just looooooooooooooooooooooooove how half the people I meet tell me I look too skinny, and yet the other half has to comment on my cellulite. 

What the f*ck is this, biology? I even looked up pictures of cellulite. Still not like mine. 

I'm 5'7", 110 pounds, and I have bullet holes in my freaking thighs
I want to be a model so badly. 

I want to be on the catwalk and have the look. I want to be the center of attention for once in my life. I want to be the new it girl, whose face is taking over the media. That's who I want to be, 

But most importantly, I want to be someone. I want to go to school, and have everyone know who I am. I don't want to be ignored any longer. I want to be that girl

I'm sick and tired of staying in the sidelines and pretending I'm invisible. 

I want to show everyone. I want everyone who has ever ignored me in the past to regret it. I want it to eat at them. 

I want to prove them all wrong. 

My Stupid Obsession

I have an alter ego. An alias. I refuse to tell anyone what it is because I think I may need it one day. Why? Because I actually believe in superpowers
Yeah. I know. It's stupid.
Impossible. 
But I do. And I'm so scared of the day I finally realize I'm  growing up, because when that happens, maybe I'll finally understand that they don't freaking exist.
And when that day comes, I'll fall into a deep depression. Deeper than any depression I have ever been in.
How could I have been so stupid? I actually let myself believe this sh/t. Why? Godd/mmit why?
I hate this. 

But I don't have a choice. 

This started with that stupid TV Show. She showed up and ruined my entire life.
No.
She saved me. She gave me hope. She is the only reason I'm alive today. And for what? To lead me to my depressing demise. 
But she took my life away. She took me away. Or did she help me discover who I was?

I have to keep watching the show to find all the answers, right? Because what else can give me any closure?

January 16, 2006. Cancelled


What do you guys think? Should I go on with the story? I was thinking of making it a sort of mystery thing, but I don't know. At least 5-10 likes and I'll do it. :3

My Biggest Secret right now is that I have a list of all my favorite supermodels. I resort to them when I can't get motivated to work out or when I want to eat anything sugary. But no matter what, it doesn't work. It makes me feel even worse. It doesn't matter what I do. I'll always be a big, fat hairy acne monster. Why won't I let it go?


There is this girl that I'm afraid of and I don't know why. Can I have some advice?
nmf


 

IS IT GOOD? :D Criticism is welcome. 
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An unknown instinct. A simple thought.
That I need you here no matter what.
 
I’m so weak and I don’t want to fight
There’s still a part of me that says I’ll be alright
 
So I’ll stay this way, by your side forever
I’ll be here through whatever
 
I have no choice under this spell
And I’ll keep saying that all is well
To my friends, family, everyone here
Because I’m in love with my biggest fear 



I need someone to rate my poems. Any one interested? PLEAAAAAAAAAAASE?

(It's going to revolve around domestic violence btw)

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