Witty Girls,
Will you hear me out?
I'm in love with my
best friend. He is always there for me and i love him more than
I've loved any other boy in my entire 16 years. But, in my
life, every time something is going good, it ends as soon as i
get comfortable and when i start to trust another. That's
why he is so special to me, he took the time to break down my
security wall that I've put up around myself, because i
don't know if i can handle getting hurt again like i have
in the past. He tells me he loves me every day and he helps me
get through life. Now you're thinking, "okay so what
is the problem?" It's that he's changing. Granted,
i knew this wouldn't last forever because it never does,
but i thought this friendship was different, more special.
He's changing, only texting me for an hour before he
"has to go," or not telling me he loves me anymore.
He has a girlfriend and i know that poses what seems to be a
major issue, but we're just friends. And honestly, i
don't know if I'm in love with him, or i just love him.
But the one thing i do know is that i don't want to lose
him <3
It's Over.
I don't think I can even say that if we were never a
thing. But i am tired of wondering what we are, and hoping for
you to call me. I'm done being your backup. Because i need
someone who will know me and still want to be with me, all the time,
no questions asked. I need someone who will love me. And i don't think you
can do that. And that isn't the hardest part of this whole
thing, telling you it's over, whatever it may be. It's
walking away, for good,without running right back to you and into your arms again. So
here it goes. 'Goodbye.'
*Mine :)