Dear Superman (Derek)
I miss you...And it hurts.I miss you, and everything about you. I
miss your
craziness, Your smiles. The
way you texted me all the time, the way you
said goodnight.
I miss the way we got in trouble together, I miss my partner in
crime I miss
your arms around me. I miss the long talks,the long walks, and
the meaningful
hugs.I miss you...I miss everything about you...... it's been
a year and almost five months now and i still at times go to send
you a cute text or something
its been so hard i'm still not right. im close to the edge
now its been
so hard without you. i know there is nothing i could have done to
stop you but what if i was there an hour earlier like how we
planned it? Would i still get to see you everyday? Would my smile
be real at times? Would i still be hurting like this? I don't
know but nobody does. I will NEVER stop loving you i just
can't it's almost like something i was so accustomed to
you know? i would wake up to a text from you and go to sleep
texting you. I still feel like if i stayed uo two hours more that
night i would still have you here with me. izz is okay now she
was in the hospital for a while but she has found something to
keep her mind off everything. i guess i kind of have i mean
writing these letters helps a little but it's not the same.
you saw me at my worst and at my best even if i was freaking out
at something stupid the guys did you sat there and listened
never
interupting. i guess this is
where this letter is going to end because
im
extreamly tired and should
really go to bed but i'll just probably cry
again.
i love you forever and
always
SHORTY
(lyss)