Sceneskater

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Joined: March 7, 2011
Last Seen: 8 years
user id: 157187
Gender: F

Quotes by Sceneskater

Dear Superman (Derek)
I miss you...And it hurts.I miss you, and everything about you. I miss your 
craziness, Your smiles. The way you texted me all the time, the way you
said  
goodnight. I miss the way we got in trouble together, I miss my partner in crime I miss your arms around me. I miss the long talks,the long walks, and the  meaningful hugs.I miss you...I miss everything about you...... it's been a year and almost five months now and i still at times go to send you a cute text or something its been so hard i'm still not right. im close to the edge now its  been so hard without you. i know there is nothing i could have done to stop you but what if i was there an hour earlier like how we planned it? Would i still get to see you everyday? Would my smile be real at times? Would i still be hurting like this? I don't know but nobody does. I will NEVER stop loving you i just can't it's almost like something i was so accustomed to you know? i would wake up to a text from you and go to sleep texting you. I still feel like if i stayed uo two hours more that night i would still have you here with me. izz is okay now she was in the hospital for a while but she has found something to keep her mind off everything. i guess i kind of have i mean writing these letters helps a little but it's not the same. you saw me at my worst and at my best even if i was freaking out at something stupid the guys did you sat there and listened never 
interupting. i guess this is where this letter is going to end because im 
extreamly tired and should really go to bed but i'll just probably cry again. 
 i love you forever and always 
 SHORTY (lyss)
Please don't take this out on me,
'cause you're the only thing that's keeping me alive.
And I don't wanna wait for the down set date,
'cause I would rather end it all tonight.
And if I mean anything to you,
I'm sorry... but I've made up my mind.
let's turn witty orange for self harm awareness
She paints a pretty picture, But the story has a twist, Her paint brush is a razor And her canvas is her wrist, She paints her pretty picture In a color that's blood red While using her sharp pain brush She ends up finally dead Her pretty pictures fading Quite slowly on her arm The blood is not racing through her She can no longer do harm She painted her pretty picture But her picture had a twist You see her mind was her razor And her heart was her wrist
dear mike
i know you dont have a witty but i need to say this even tho you will never see this thank you so much you are the one person i can trust right now you keep the real smile on my face i can talk to you about legit everything and you don't judge you try to help me through it all your my best friend i dont know what i'd do wothout you 
thank you
love marleey

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i can't deal with this, i'not

strong enough and im sick

of trying to pretend i am


 

I DONT CUT BECAUSE I WANT TO DIE I CUT BECAUSE I WANT TO LIVE </3

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that moment when you just sit there and break down because youve held it in for so long you just cant take it anymore your done with all the bulls**t and lies so you just drop the fake smile and say eff it."
Jlynn_ColorTemplates

i may have lost a few battles but im still winning the war


im spending my friday nigh chillin in my basement with my little sister being losers and you know what i wouldnt have it any other way <3333
 

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