Have you ever been in
love? Horrible isnt it? It makes you so
vulnerable. It opens your chest and opens up your heart
and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you
up. You build up all thes defenses, you build up a whole
suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid
person, no different from anyother stupid person wanders in to
your stupid life....You give them a piece of you. They didnt
ask for it. They did something stupid one day like kissing you,
or smiling at you, and then your life isnt yours
anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. it eats
you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so
simple of a phrase like 'maybe we should just be
friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way
into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the
imagination. Not just in the mind. Its a soul hurt, a real
gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I
hate love, but its worth the
pain.