This isnt gonna be pretty.
But guys i need advice. :l
Okay, so.. i found out that my
boyfriend cheated on me. Or i guess its not really called
cheating. But, this is what happened. I was looking at
his page, and i was reading through some of his comments, and
some were like, him flirting with this girl saying he loved her
how cute she was and how she was the only one for him. :/ it like
stabed a knife through my heart. The message was sent around
early july late june so its kind of old but it still hurts.
Especially when our relationship was so strong then. He told me
he only wanted me only loved me and so many other things i now
believe are all lies. We got in this big fight about it
yesterday, he said it was a mistake that he was preparing himself
if i left him cuz he didnt want to handle the hurt of me being
gone. He kept saying it was only one time and he'll never do
it ever again. I dont know, should i believe him? I told him
earlier today i just wanted to be friends and id see how i felt
at the end of the day. Honestly, my heart is like breaking. I
love him so much, but my pain and hurt is covering the love. I
lost all the trust i had in him and some of the love, and he
knows this i told him. I told him we should just stop talking,
and he usually fights for me when i do this. But this time he
just said some things and agreed. Thats when i realzied i really
love him and how much it hurts me. He hurt me alot. But he was
the best boyfriend. My heart hurts, but i love him. I dont know
what to do. Should i give him a second chance and see what
happens?
Im scared if i give him another
chance he'll hurt me again, but i still love him. :/ i dont
know what to do.
PLEASE someone comment. I need help. PLEASE im
begging.