ScreamMeLovely

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i feel like a . i should be satisfied with junior. but im not and i dont think i can change that, not now anyways

but he's with his gf and i'm with junior and it wont work for now ... :'[

prob not but i mean id feel so guilty its a poss.

i dont know, dude i rly shouldnt..

of course he liked it!

he didnt even ask.....

i sent him a picture lastnite

maybe just to talk to him. never for this reason..

please dear god i think im going insane

Delaney said it lol.

i just collapsed on my floor i cant breathe right i feel like dying

..."love u kid :)"

I don't know ..... Obviously it's not going to happen. tonight. but every day i see him i want to hug him and kiss him and i want it to be like how it used to be but i have junior now . I have my family. idk how to work this out anymore. i never thought it would b like this i always thought i would just b able to say no and leave it at that but now i want it... idk what im supposed to do here

my mind is going insane.

..."it can be our dirty little secret :)))"

remember that grilled cheese thing i came up with that i thought was so genius? I lied.
I definitely love him. but right now i don't trust him. and i think he knows it, and im pretty sure its killing us. i just want it to go back to normal, sheila... i dont want my family to be broken. it was perfect before and now its not and fuydfybiuycxvgyruUGH!

im gonna punch my bf. alot. hes a ficking dick and i rly want to knock him out. UGG. mutherfcker. doesnt help that im on my period

my names eva and ik that stuff cus shes my bff...??

the only thing that hasnt changed much is my bff her name is sheila too but shes a weirdo lol d: her bf once poured hot wax on her thinking shed like it and her belly was all spotty for the longest time lol

i dont even know who i think about more now, i know nothing will happen between my ex and me but i want to be able to talk to him without worrying about losing the second best thing to ever happen to me. u know? my ex would be the best guy friend i've ever had i know he would even better than this other guy my bf pretty much forced me to stop talking to, but he didnt hate that one half as much. i just want my bf and my friends and my BD to get along and be fine but i know thatll never happen but it sucks :( my life just got so complicated in like november in the best way cuz i got my bf but now other things are messing it up for me u know? i wish i knew how to make everything better