you say to yourself
"I hope he knows
that I love him.
I hope he realized that no one's ever gonna love him as much as I do. I love everything about him and I wouldn't change him in any way. He's perfect. But he probably won't ever look at me and feel the same. Yeah, he's going to love me for a while. Maybe a couple years. But then he'll realize that I'm too much to put up with. I'm too annoying and depressing. I don't try to be annoying...or depressing. I can't really help the way I am, and I swear if I could change the way I am I would. I'm trying to be his definition of perfect but sadly I could never become that. I am trying though. And I'll try for as long as he wants me to...because I love him. I hope he knows that."
To my boyfriend;
Hi babe. Well, you most likely won't ever read this, but that's okay. I'm gonna pour my heart out to a bunch of strangers that don't really care. So basically, I love you so much. You are my defintion of perfect. You make me smile and laugh. When we fight we just wind up hugging and kissing each other, promising never to fight again...then we fight again and the cycle is repeated. Occasionally, you'll start tickling me just to see me smile. Then it turns into a huge tickle fight, i love those.
You wanna know something? I really hate fighting with you. But at least I'm fighting with you, my boyfriend. The guy I love and never want to leave. You are literally my world and I never want to be with anyone else. I love you more than anything in the world!
Love your girlfriend,
P.S. Maybe one day you'll read this and see how crazy I am about you. I'm so in love with you I brag about it to people on this website...but whatever!