SecretLife96

Status: I guess acceptance isn't always possible.
Joined: November 12, 2012
Last Seen: 8 years
user id: 338458
Gender: F
Hey Ya'll!
My name is Ali. I am going to be a senior in highschool this year (oh, the joys).
I am working on getting into college(: It's a long process, but I'm ready...I think.
I may seem like your typical, peppy girl..but that's just my cover story.
There's a whole other side of me that I am dying to share with all of you!(:


I am pretty open about my life and love helping other people.
Come to me with questions, stories, advice, concerns, EVERYTHING!
I have been through hell and back, but that only makes me stronger.
I love listening to other people's stories because it makes them who they are today.


Just remember that everyone is worth something. 
It is okay to laugh and cry and stuggle throughout life.
That is what life is. It is all apart of a journey.
Everyone remembers the day you were born.
Everyone will remember the day you die.
But only YOU will remember what happens in between. 
Make it something you want to remember.


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Steve 9 years ago
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Thanks for your feedback on the mobile homepage. I'm experimenting with new readable layouts. I'll make it less gloomy.
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madeleinebabeee 9 years ago
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I kinda need to talk to someone right now Because something happened and It makes me Really upset.. :c anyway Hope you get on soon
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madeleinebabeee 9 years ago
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Aw omg you Still havent replied? I Miss you!
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Maddness!* 9 years ago
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Hey saw that you started following me!! Very exciting... if you have instagram i would love to see you following me on that too I lik seeing new faces! Instagram=mr_n_mrs_hinz
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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I don't have an Instagram :/ but I love following people on witty!! New friends!!
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madeleinebabeee 9 years ago
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hey I have replied , idk if u saw it It's on my profile!!
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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You scared me sh.itless. I was like no way is she gone-_- she lives on a different continent, I will never talk to her again! I didn't know what to do. I kept refreshing your page and it said you like too down your profile or something. Anyway, I'll answer what you said when I get my laptop out cus it's too hard to use my phone :3
And I've read what your friend said about your boyfriend and she just seems concerned. But if she hasn't been in a full blown relationship it's hard to understand. Especially if she hasn't been in one with an older person. She's just worried. She's like an overprotective mother XD but i wouldn't fret too much! But don't let him get away with hitting you. (Okay I'm good, I said my little input lol). Tell him I said hey! Ali says hey! He's gonna be confused but it's all good. And as for the little girl, give her a hug for me (in a non weird way). Ya know just like in a mushy way. I don't wanna seem like a perv.e! Bleh oh forget it lol. Anyway I miss you bunches! Wish we could talk over Skype or something:/ bleh I wish I coulda known you in real life! But it's okay! I don't wana freak you out by saying that. Oh goodness, it's so late I don't even know what I'm saying lol. And by the way, I like the maid outfit! It's so cute!! :p
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madeleinebabeee 9 years ago
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Omg i'm so sorry!!!!my life is so busy at the moment its hard to get on witty! And lol i guess Witty did!n't show u the notification that I reply cuz its stupid haha I missed you!!!<3
Okay don't worry about it! XD
Omg your right Cate's so overprotective she's like a mom! Sometimes its annoying but i know she does it cuz she loves me but in this case she's wrong!she doesn't understand my relationship with jason. And don't worry either Jason has only hit me when we were fighting like twice and it really wasnt his fault and he's not abusive or whatever Cate says lol.
Haha dont worry i will XD u don't seem like a p.erv!and u didnt freak me out lol don't worry I wish we knew each other in real life too! You r very fun to talk to and I love talking to you cuz u never judge me an stuff.<3 Sadly i dont have Skype :( my boyfriend allow me to
Haha thanks!! i actually had 2 maid costumes and i liked the other kne better tbh but my boyfriend wouldn't let me upload a photo cuz it was "too revealing" lol
What was ur Halloween costume?! :)
Anyway i miss you i hope u will reply soon lol <3
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madeleinebabeee 9 years ago
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My bf DOESNT allow me to* lol XD
i really messed up this comment. Im so tired i should got to sleep lol
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madeleinebabeee 9 years ago
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Go* lol
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jojo* 9 years ago
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Sixteen haha twins
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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18 :3
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Heartless17* 9 years ago
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Holy crap! You are freaking GORGEOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!! *-*
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Thanks but that's not me lol. I totally wish. I'm ugly af
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Y0UNGL0V3MURD3R 9 years ago
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Nothing really. College and school pretty much rule my life-_- my birthdays soon though!
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Y0UNGL0V3MURD3R 9 years ago
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Pretty goood(: what have you been up to?!
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Y0UNGL0V3MURD3R 9 years ago
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Ohhh:/ that's okay! Anyway, how have you been?
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Draconequus* 9 years ago
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Hi there. I saw a comment you made on one of yourcool's quotes and I was wondering how your friend was?
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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which comment was that?
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Draconequus* 9 years ago
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http://www.wittyprofiles.com/q/7012086
(i'm so sorry idk how i never saw your reply)
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madeleinebabeee 9 years ago
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aw you still haven't replied I miss you :3 <3
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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I know!! Sorry babe!! I keep trying to find time to go on my laptop so I can actually type out the full story but I always get side tracked. I think about it all the time though!! Meh:/ I miss you!!
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madeleinebabeee 9 years ago
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Aw don't worry about it take your time! Im very busy anyway and i don't get on witty a lot so it doesn't matter! I miss you though aw <3
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Thought of something else. So when I was in sixth grade, everyone thought I was pregnant idk why. Anyway, I took a pregnancy test to prove to everyone that I wasn't. My mom found out and bought me one her self and then took me to a therapist cus she said I had problems. And stuff. That didn't last long. I just told everyone to F off. Everytime someone mentions it I cringe and then cry. And people still mention it...that may seem minor, but it was actually my entire 6th grade year that, that happened. And also in 6th grade I broke almost all my bones in my body (not all at once) and so I was constantly in a bandage or on crutches or something. So now everytime I say there's a problem or something hurts no one believes me. They used to call it a "finjury" a fake injury. We found out I have weak ligaments making my bones fragile. Yet sill my mom not brother nor anyone ever believe me. That part of my life...that part sucks. To never have anyone believe you.
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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OHH and if i missed anything, you can go to my second quote that i ever made cus that's kinda a short summery too. not as long as this, i promise lol (told ya there was gonna be a bunch of things i forgot lol)
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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that quote was from like 2 years ago and things are different now by the way...the girl that i mentioned is different and stuff and yeah...bleh sooo many comments...sorry;/
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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p.s. I am also now classified as special ed because of my "emotional problems." I am no longer the smart and first anymore. I actually feel stupid and my brother always says I'm stupid. I always make mistakes and just things are bad when it comes to that. Being stupid makes me upset. which, for the most part, leads to me cutting. I will probably have a bunch of little 'p.s."s because i forget things. Oh, and I am also diagnosed with short term memory loss. OHH and the girl i like is off at college now and so now I have no friends....okay yup..i think that's kinda it.
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Hey darling!! I miss you so much<3 I think about you and your daughter all the time(: How are you? How's Jason? How's the baby? :p Speaking of babies...small rant...so you remember how I said my friend had a baby? Well, my friend’s boyfriend doesn’t want me to see the baby…like my friend wanted me to come to the hospital (baby WAS in the NICU…home now) and then I was about to get in the car and go when she texted me saying that her boyfriend doesn’t want me seeing her…like okay. I cried forever and got so mad and sad and annoyed that I wouldn’t get to see her. Then I asked her if I’d ever get to see her baby and she said that her boyfriend never wants me around his daughter. Like I never had any problems with the boyfriend, but most of my friends do. Like if she keeps listening to what he has to say, she won’t have any friends. Anyway, so I haven’t been able to see my best friend’s baby and I haven’t been able to talk to her since that text about me not being able to see her. Like I don’t know. I want to talk to her because it’s been over a month, but I can’t get the courage to talk to her knowing I’ll never get to see her again because she’ll always be with her daughter, who I can’t see. I can’t talk to my friend because I feel like we will end up talking about her daughter and I’ll just get upset that I can’t see her. Oh, and another thing: my other friend got to see the baby and then proceeded to tell me all about the baby and I guess I’m just like really jealous. I try to tell myself that I spent the first 9 months of the baby’s life getting to know her, but I never get to see her in person. It makes me so sad…

Okay, so now that, that was extremely long (longer than I thought it would be), here’s an extra long note about my story…my thoughts will probably be all over because I’ve never actually written down my life…so sorry ahead of time. It all started when I was little. I was a very small child, but also very smart. I was told that when I was younger, I was one of the first one’s to get out of diapers, first one to write and read, and tie my shoelace. Things were great. Then, when I was 8 years old, I went off to a sleep away camp for 8 weeks and was r./aped in the process. I didn’t understand that it was r./ape until way later in life. Actually, I didn’t understand until I was r./aped again…I was 14 at my friend’s house and her boyfriend was there (different friend then the one that I mentioned before). I never told anyone about that until I was about 16. I told my best friend. I haven’t told my mom or anyone about it either. Okay, so when I was in 7th grade, my father got sick with pancreatic cancer… we were EXTREMELY close. He passed away 7 and a half months later. That was the summer going into 8th grade. In 8th grade, I started doing the sport crew. I was the youngest because it was a high school sport (private club though). I noticed the other girl’s looked really skinny and fit and I was not. I probably weighed at least 30 lbs more than them. I was a coxswain meaning that I was supposed to weigh less than everyone. Even my coach told me that I had to lose weight. So I did. Without even noticing what I was doing. I became anorexic. I would only have one bar per day (90 cals) and no one noticed. I didn’t realize what I was doing. That only lasted about 3 months though. Then I started back up with my second round of anorexia in I think it was 9th grade. In fact, in 2 and a half weeks I lost 25 lbs. People told me how good I looked and I just wanted to keep going. That was 7 months. I ended up in the hospital for one night because they thought I had a heart attack. I didn’t. Anyway, then I went into my 3rd round when I was in 10th grade. Wait going back for a second…the summer going into 9th grade I started cutting. It was really bad like 3 times per night. This has lasted until now. Anyway, going back to 10th grade. So like I said I went into my 3rd round of anorexia. My mom never connected the dots that it was an eating disorder even though she knew I was collapsing, having heart pains, etc. She even said to the doctor, “she never eats and has a weird diet. Like she’s always tired and stuff.” I never understood how she didn’t realize it. (side note: on occasion I would make myself throw up…I was bulimic for a month straight and then just sometimes). Anyway, in February of my sophomore year, things got really bad. I never ate, always cut, thought of suicide all the time. (I had tried to kill myself after the second r./ape, but no one knew). Anyway, I ended up in this partial hospitalization program. It was from 8am-2pm of therapy. I missed tons of school during that time and started failing most of my classes. My mom found out every time I tried to cut and stuff and she had breakdowns all the time. She also found out I had tried to kill myself. But I never told the program that I had been r./aped. It seemed irrelevant. And I didn’t care about it. I ended up switching schools junior year because they had a “therapy” program there. It didn’t do anything for me-_- I hated it. And I became anorexic for the FOURTH time. It wasn’t bad though. I am currently almost morbidly obese. That’s not me in my profile pic. I am too ashamed of how I look to put my photo up. And don’t say I’m not because my doctor told me I am. I am so fat and people tell me I am. My brother makes fun of me all the time for it. My mom constantly talks about weight and such and it me off because I just want to be anorexic again. I think I have a physical at the docs coming up and I am scared because every time I was weighed it was just after me being anorexic. And this time, I haven’t been anorexic since like January. I am so terrified. I hate trying on clothes and dressing up and all that stuff. I feel HUGE. My mom and brother tell me I don’t look good and that makes me feel awful. Anyway, my senior year has been okay I suppose. I haven’t cut since like May or something, so that’s good…I guess. I always want to though. This past summer was awful. I was a counselor at the camp that I was r./aped because I have been going there for like 10 years and it ended up so bad, that I quit. Oh, and my sophomore year, in gym class, I had a seizure and later on was diagnosed with epilepsy. I have been having major headaches and just everything has been crazy. Between looking for colleges and grades and such, it’s kinda stressful. On the bright side, on Oct. 6th (a week from Monday), I will be 18(: I don’t drive yet (that’s a whole other story that everyone nags me about) but I will soon hopefully. EVERYONE always nags me about that and it’s so annoying. Anyway, getting so sidetracked. One more thing, freshman year, I lost my best friend because she said that everything that I’ve gone through, the r./ape, eating disorder, depression, anxiety, etc. isn’t normal and that she can’t deal with it. Another major thing I forgot to mention: I am bi and stuff and well yeah. I’m not really open about it. My ex-best friend didn’t want to be friends because it went against her religion to like girls. Anyway, yeah. I also, lost my virgin/ity (not including the r./apes) to some random guy that my ex-best friend was supposed to get with. (SHE SAID I COULD THOUGH, but she hated me in the end.) We’re somewhat close now though. She goes to my old school. Well…that’s basically my story (or most of it). Sorry that it’s all over the place. If you have any questions or comments, go for it. I really need advice on my friend with the baby and just yeah. Sorry that was SOOOO long too. Don’t hate me :3 Love and miss ya <3 write back(:
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[deleted] 9 years ago
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Dude you're drop dead gorgeous omfg
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Tehe, that's not me :3
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Cupcake145* 9 years ago
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Hey gorgeous:D what's new?
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Nothing much buttercup, you?
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Cupcake145* 9 years ago
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Nothing much either just voteck(nursing) and hanging with my soon to be gf. Yeah long story short me and my best friend like eachother so she and I might date.
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Congrats girl!! I'm so happy for you! Did she know you were bi before hand?
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Cupcake145* 9 years ago
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Awe thanks:) and yeah she knows shes um actually my best friend so she knows everything.
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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hgfoiegnsoe THAT'S SO EXCITING(: are you happy?
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Cupcake145* 9 years ago
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Well I was but then something happened we broke up:(
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Aw if you wanna talk about it, you know in here(: sometimes it's the fact that you tried out the relationship that counts...especially when it comes to liking the same gender.
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lexiSut_xoxox 9 years ago
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Thanks for the faves;)
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Aw, no problem!! and thank YOU for the faves lol
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lexiSut_xoxox 9 years ago
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That's okk! ;)
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lexiSut_xoxox 9 years ago
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That's okk! ;)
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Tehe how's your summer been?
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lexiSut_xoxox 9 years ago
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It's been ok I guess, I'm going away in a few days, Wbu? ;)
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Oh nice. Vacation?
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Rajsonkar 9 years ago
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You're cute. Red suits you.
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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haha thanks, but thats not me. i wish. shes stunning!!!!! im ugly lol
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Rajsonkar 9 years ago
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Ouh. But that's me :) show your pic :)
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Haha nah lol and what's you
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Rajsonkar 9 years ago
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My profile picture and video is me
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Ohh that's cool. Maybe I'll watch the video later(:
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Ohh that's cool. Maybe I'll watch the video later(:
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Rajsonkar 9 years ago
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Can we be friends ?
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Haha yeah sure lol
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Rajsonkar 9 years ago
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Hmmm. So we're friends now. You're gonna hide you picture from your friend (me) ? :-( :-(
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Haha yes
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Rajsonkar 9 years ago
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thanks for the follow :)
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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No problem!! I always like your quotes and just never followed you lol
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Cupcake145* 9 years ago
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Awe
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Hah yeah, so how's your summer been?
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Cupcake145* 9 years ago
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Pretty good:) how about yours?
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Pretty crazy lol. Waiting for senior year
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Cupcake145* 9 years ago
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Awe:) and so am I school starts for me on the twenty fifth. Yay to us seniors meaning me and you lol
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Haha oy...seniors. Can you believe it? All out life all we've thought about is graduating and going off to college or into the real world and here we are..we did it! And wow! That's so early!! I think I start the 2nd
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Cupcake145* 9 years ago
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Yup. No I can't believe hs went by so fast. I know right I'm totally going to be the one who crys at graduation. And awe yes we did it. And I know right I start school in eight days.
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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That sucks so much! And I don't know if I'd cry. I feel like I wouldn't cus I transferred schools so yeah
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Cupcake145* 9 years ago
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It does. And oh
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Yeah. But I live in the same town as before. So it's okay cus I still get to see SOME people...not all :/
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Cupcake145* 9 years ago
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Awe that's upsetting hun . I hope you make a lot of new friends I mean why wouldn't you your awesome:D and its good that you still get to see some of your old friends.
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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It sucks sometimes because I feel like I'm missing out on what my friends are doing. Like I see pictures and hear stories and can't help but think that I wanna be there
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Cupcake145* 9 years ago
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Awe that's upsetting.
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Sometimes i wish I could change back to my old school to be honest
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Bye Summer* 9 years ago
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Omg hey! Thanks, you are so sweet<3 we should definitely talk you seem like an awesome person! I'm here for you as well<3
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Omg! I didn't think you'd actually answer...yay! lol I'm just here to reach out to some random people because I want them to know that they are loved and that there is always someone to talk to!(:
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*Suicidal Fantasy* 9 years ago
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Haha Awhhh thanks but I'm a guy lol and you're really sweet
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Haha ohh my bad!! I don't really pay attention to what I'm saying sometimes lol and thanks😘
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*Suicidal Fantasy* 9 years ago
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Lol that's okay sweetie. Thanks for being sweet haha 😊
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Haha no problem! How old are you?
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*Suicidal Fantasy* 9 years ago
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Im 16 hbu?
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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18 in two months!!
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*Suicidal Fantasy* 9 years ago
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Haha that's so cool do is that you in your pro pic??
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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No:/ I'm ugly in person
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*Suicidal Fantasy* 9 years ago
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-_- I don't even have to know what you look like in order to tell you that you're beautiful. You're gorgeous bae don't say that. <3
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Haha aw thank you so much! In case you didn't notice, I have really bad self esteem -_- you're probably quite handsome yourself!
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*Suicidal Fantasy* 9 years ago
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Haha me no I'm not I'm not even close to handsome lol
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Lies. I know you are because those who say that they aren't, always are!
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*Suicidal Fantasy* 9 years ago
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So therefore you're beautiful!!! And lol well I mean I don't think I am do you have a kik?
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Twisting my words :3 lol and no, I hear a lot about it, I just don't know what it is lol
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*Suicidal Fantasy* 9 years ago
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Lol it's a app where you make a username and you can talk to your friends if they have one too :)
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Ohhh that's kinda cool, maybe I'll make one!! Well see :3
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*Suicidal Fantasy* 9 years ago
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You totally should :)) so how are you?
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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That could be nice. Hm, maybe. I made so many friends on here that it might be nice to talk to them on kik. And I'm doing alright, just trying to enjoy the last weeks of summer(: how are you?
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*Suicidal Fantasy* 9 years ago
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Yeah you should its faster as well. And ive been great, ive been busy with football and stuff 😜
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Have you started school yet?
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*Suicidal Fantasy* 9 years ago
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No not yet I start in September did you? :)
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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I start in September, so soon :/
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*Suicidal Fantasy* 9 years ago
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I know summer went by so fast 😞
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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It always does and school is so long...
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*Suicidal Fantasy* 9 years ago
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I know :( I'll save you from the horrible teachers lol
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Haha aw why thank ya :* same goes to you lol
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*Suicidal Fantasy* 9 years ago
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Lol you're welcome :) how are you today
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Pretty good. Just been doing some college stuff and what not
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*Suicidal Fantasy* 9 years ago
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That's awesome actually!:)
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Eh not really. Kinda annoying. I just wanna go to college, forget the whole application process lol. How's your day been?
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*Suicidal Fantasy* 9 years ago
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You don't want to know trust me...
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Sure I do
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*Suicidal Fantasy* 9 years ago
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It was one of the worst days of my life....
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Why!? :/
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*Suicidal Fantasy* 9 years ago
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I loved somebody with everything I had but everything wasted away
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Explain? Who were they?
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*Suicidal Fantasy* 9 years ago
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She left me for another guy, she told me that I wasn't good enough that I wasn't meant to be with her
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SecretLife96 9 years ago
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Do you think she was right..?
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