SecretSphere

Status: Ahhh. I dont even know.
Joined: February 25, 2011
Last Seen: 8 years
user id: 155255



~//Sarah//~



 { Everyday is exactly the [same] }
 

{ I won't /cry\ because I know you don't care }
 

{ my eyes can |never| tell *you* how h.u.r.t I am }
 

{ Your weakness is \my/ s.i.l.e.n.c.e. }
 

{ don't worry dying |is| easy l.i.v.i.n.g. is hard }
 

{ maybe *I'm* the ~good~ guy p.r.e.t.e.n.d.i.n.g to be the bad guy }
 

{ you see *me* as whole, but /I\ am constantly t.o.r.n. in |two|}
 

{ ~I~ j.u.s.t. (know) one *day* I w ill .:wake:. <from> this |nightmare|}
 

{ *what* w.o.u.l.d. it ~take~ for you to (smile) }
 

{ I will |s.t.a.n.d.| in your m o m e n t of darkness }
 

{ you will never u.n.d.e.r.s.t.a.n.d. b e c a u s e *you* are |not| me }
 

{ I see |right| t.h.r.o.u.g.h. <you> }
 

{ even when ~you~ b.l.i.n.k. I'll |be| there}

{|there| is too much <to> l.o.s.e. }
  

 

 

Quotes by SecretSphere

If you've ever been called
"ugly"
put this as your quote
&
whoever 's it

disagrees
nmq/nmf


I know I'm not that perfect,
but stay awhile & maybe then you will see.

 


Say You Love Me.
And The Silence Will Set Her Free.


 

 



"How Do You Keep From Doing It?"


"Do you ever wonder why i write? It's like bleeding with words. When i'm writing, i'm letting all my emotions flow out, just like i used to let my blood. Instead of bleeding to get it all out, i write it all down.
Do you ever wonder why i play volleyball? Writing is nice, but when you need to feel that pain, the pain that tells you you're still alive, it just isn't enough. That's why i play. It hurts. It just doesn't make me lose blood or scar myself. But it's enough to feel the burn, to feel the blood pulsing through my veins.
The only downfall; I'm addicted to the feel of steel. Writing and playing are great, but the more i turn to them, the less they work. Quiting cutting is like cutting smoking. You crave it, you want it, and ultimately, you need it. You can use alternatives...but they only work for so long. There's always that voice in the back of your mind. Urging you to turn to the blade again, and it takes every ounce of strength to silence it. And even then, even with everything you're doing, it won't be enough in the end."



Actual Conversation I Just Had With My Cousin.

 

 

Most Parents Want Their Kids To Be Anything They Want;
Except Themselves.

Live
For
Dameon
</3

Okay, so Chloe.
I love you more than i think i have ever loved anyone.
You really are my best friend.
When i'm sad, depressed, angry, hungry, happy, no matter what, you are always right by my side.
AND I FREAKING LOVE YOU FOR THAT.
You've been by my side since pre-school.
I can honestly say, you have been with me through EVERYTHING.
It's almost scary...
You were here when everyone else left.
Thank you for that.
You save my life on regular basis.
And i can say with confidence that we will be those weird 80 year old best friends in the nursing home, having wheel chair races and eating fried chicken. Living out our days laughing at eachother's arm fat.
I Cannot Wait For That :)
But i really didn't make this to ramble on and on about stupid things that you already know.
I made this to tell you how my i love you.
You are my sister, tire buddy, fail screamo buddy, zoo buddie, wifey, best friendd, and my whole freaking world.
I never want to lose you Chler.
I LOVE YOU.

{ you will never u.n.d.e.r.s.t.a.n.d. b e c a u s e *you* are |not| me }
 

It's W i n t e r Again
&+ The P a i n Returns.

 

As Do
The ...Tears...
The Sleepless Nights
The Lonleyness
The Heartache
The Painful Memories

 

&+ The Knowledge That You Are Gone And Don't Love Me Anymore.

 

I've Got These
Questions
A.l.w.a.y.s Running Through My Head. So Many Things That I Would Like To U.n.d.e.r.s.t.a.n.d.
If We Are Born To
D.i.e And We All Die To L.i.v.e, Then What's The Point Of Living Life If It Just C.o.n.t.r.a.d.i.c.t.s?