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I dont expect anyone
to fave this, I just need to vent
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I
have alot of secrets to tell. To many. One being, I wrote a
suicide note this year. I wasn't going to kill myself. I
was going to run away & make it so people thought I was
dead so they wouldn't come looking for me. My bestfriend
came over once & read it. She made me rip it up &
throw it away. I love you for that bestfriend
<3
Another one is, I am still in love
with the guy who broke my heart. IN LOVE. I have never felt
this way about a guy before. I miss him so much I just want
to tell him. Hes different than other guys. Way different.
Hes the best guy in the world too me. But he likes someone
else.
Another one? Simply,
im dying inside. I smile, I laugh, I joke around... But im
dying. Noone knows it. Noone can tell. Noone will
understand.
I cut myself
sometimes.
I cry myself too sleep just about EVERY
SINGLE night. Because I know its over between
us.
I feel so alone,
like noone understands me. Like I don't
belong.
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