Dear
Everyone,
I don't come
onto this account anymore. There's a reason for that.
I'm almost 16 now, I'm almost done with college.
I'm holding on better. I created this account when I was
14, I was in a bad place---I still am, really. Most of you
don't know who I am, most of you just don't care. I
get that, but I'm not writing this for you people,
I'm writing this for me. Kind of like closure, I suppose.
I'm still in a bad place, yes, but I'm getting
help. I'm in therapy. I still self harm, but I'm in
recovery. People know now, I have a support system. To anyone
going through anything like this: get help. You're not
alone. I've been diagnosed with severe depression and
anxiety. Now that I know what's wrong, I can work on
getting better. It's still hard, but I'm trying.
I'm not leaving the website, but this account. I've
grown up. I've moved on. That's it, I guess. See you
on the other side.