Shaynee

Status: &LOL, at people.
Joined: May 24, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 302232
Location: A PLACE ON EARTH.
Gender: F

Hi...
So...you have stumbled upon my profile. As you may know, I'm Shayne. I'm 16. I live in Canada, Onatrio, And I love everyone. So,..My life story...Well. First off, I did not grow up in a good home. It wasn't stabel. My dad abused me& my mom. He also raped me once when he was drunk. He used to come home every night drunk/high and he would start off with me, Sexualy, abuse me. Then he would hit me and eventuly forget about me and move on to my mother. Sometimes, I could here her scream so loud I thought she was dieing. I also had to wittness my dad cheat on my mom constantly. When she was out, he would bring over a new girl eachtime and have sex with her anywhere in the house. He made me watch. He's sick, I know. Well. He left about a month ago. And I started being happy. Well. Sorta. I was in love with my best friend. His name is Ben. He was the only good thing about my life. Everyday I would come to school (since kindergarten) with bruises and cuts from my father. Ben noticed. He helped me threw so much crap. Oh yes...What else..I got bullied form grade 1-6. You see, My father had control of everything. My food, and personal hygine. He would let me bath/eat once a day. But I still got really greecy. It wasn't my fault though. Anyways, The richer children made fun of me for having dirty stained clothes. But I coouldn't help it...Everyone except my 4 best friends who have been by my side forever bullied me.. Ben, Matt(: Izzy, and James. They always helped me out. They were the only ones that knew about my past. Okay. So. From grade 6-up, Izzy and her mom started taking me and my mom away from our un-safe house for about a week. My mom& her mom were best friends. Izzy started loaning me clothes and make-up. Eventuly, Kids started to like me and I became fairly popular. But my horrid life didn't end. This year, I moved back to the town where all my friends were. My dad starting hitting my really badly these past couple months. He tried shooting me, but it missed. He tried stabbing me but it didn't do to much damage. Anywho, He was getting really bad, too the point where Ben started having me sleepover like every other day to avoid my dad. This year at a stupid party I was raped by some random drunk kid. Luckily, before he did to much, ben heard my scream from the next room and busted the door down. I felt like a w*ore ever since. So my dad left about a month ago and I started staying home more often. I started to date my best friend Matt. But I dumped him. Because i'm stupid. And so many rumers were spreading on the internet about me that wern't true :/ Hmm. I'm trying to think of what else I could say...How about-about me. The little things(:
I'm not a s*ut.  If you don't count the rape, I only slept with one guy. My boyfriend. And we loved eachother so keep your mouth shut please.
I'm super nice to everyone. Sure, I can be mean, but only when i'm going threw a lot. :/
I love my best friend Izzy<3
I have one kitty :)
I love Chocolate.
I'm a dancer :) I compete in Dance compations. (No, my dad doesn't know, my best friends mom pays for it, because shes saint) I am in Ballet :) With my friend Izzy :)
I cut...Once...Maybe twice......A day.

I have never done drugs.
I drank once...
I have asthma, But I play sports & dance.
I have an eating disorder.
I hate when people judge me. they don't know why i'm so scared of touch.
I hate people moving there hands..It scares me.
I don't fight.
I may be nice, but if i don't like you, or your being rude, I'll say it.
Hmmm. Thats all :P




Hey Shayne! It's...BEN. Your awkward best friend:)  So, THIS CHICK SHAYNE, Yeah, her, Shes: Amamzing. Sexy. Funny. Sweet. Amazing. Beautiful. Stunning. Goreous. Amazing.Nice.Kind.Smart.Sexy. Am I repeating myself?o.o
OHWELL. S'all true<3 ILOVEYOU. Shes my besssssssssssssssssssst friend<3 Shes been through a lot of sh*t, and she doesn't deserve it. Shes been bullied alot too. So don't f/cking mess with her. I don't care who you are, DON'T MESS WITH MY SHAYNE. Shes f/cking awesome. Shes there for my ALL THE TIME. Iloveher. she always makes me smile and laugh. Shes a good kisser too ;) AND SHE HAS NICE HANDS ;) And a mouth...K. Ima shut my mouth before 'someone' gets me in trouble. *EHEM. Matt. :,3 YOU 2 ARE PERFECT FOR EACHOTHER. <3 LISTEN UP, I have known Shayne forever. Shes my f/cking best friend. Ilove her to death. SO SCREW OFF. Shes mine. I mean come on, who wouldn't love this chick. SHES AMAZING. I can't live without her. Shes my Shayneeeee. MINE. Take that matt ;) <3 JK. I have Izzy. ANYWAYS;D I LOVE SHAYNES ASS. HAHAHAHHAHAH, DID'NT EXCPECT THAT, EH? MWAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. She has a nice ass. And face. Shayne is legit the best person ever. Sometimes  I just want to sit around and laugh with her. SHES AMAZING. I LOVEYOU GIRLIE. You're just mine<3 I MEAN COME ON, Life without her would suck:L mooooo.MOO. Ima cow :D SHAYNE HELPED ME THROUGH THE DEATHS OF everyone I love. -_- Like Brinsten.My buddy. :'/ i'm starting to cry~.~ He was my best friend...and shayne hlped me through that...ok. no im in tears.
BYEBEAUTIFULSHAYNE<3

Quotes by Shaynee

06izzyfizzy06:
I'm sorry<\3 I really am...I feel really bad. I can't imgaine how much I hurt you and Ben...Please...Sometimes i wish I could just go to you and tell you everything thats upseting me right now...<\3

I tried to kill myself once.
Then he made everything better.

Sometimes I cry.
                       Sometimes I feel alone.
                     Then he comes around.
                    I forget the world and smile
                            ♥

       Fave it HE makes you smile for no reason<3

 

I miss those messages you sent.
I miss the way you talked to me.
I miss the way you kissed me.
I miss your hugs & your smell.
I miss your charming laugh.
I miss the sweet things you did.
I miss the 'up-all-nights' we had.
I miss the conversations that were so stupid but so fun and silly.
I miss those cute nose kisses.
I miss the snuggleing/cuddleing
I miss hearing your hearbeat.
I miss the after %#@ snuggles.
I miss everything.
...
I miss you.
<\3
(Sorry about this I needed to vent)

 


C.U.N.T
Can't.Understand.Normal.Thinking.

 2012;
Cool story bro.
1802;
Fine tale brotheren.
<3