SheDreamer

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i'm the sort of girl made up of  a million piece jigsaw puzzle. i have plain and downright ugly colors, but that only makes it easier for you to see the rainbow inside.
im not saying im the sort of girl that needs to be put back together as if she's broken, but i am saying im the sort of girl with a few pieces missing that tries to close up the hole because she's afraid the colors will leak out.
im the sort of girl that likes to inhale starfish and coral because that way, when i die someday, my inside will be beautiful.
im not the sort of girl that craves attention, but i am the sort of girl to take away the microphone and turn the lights off so i when i say something i want you all to hear.
im the sort of girl made of music held together by weeds growing in my cracked concrete exterior.
im the sort of girl who can either be your best friend or your worst enemy- provided you choose to push me away.
and we haven't even touched half my pieces yet...

Quotes by SheDreamer

So there's this guy...
who's generally perfect.

And once upon a time, he loved me.

I knew that one day
He would leave me.
I knew it.

But he promised me that here would be no one else.
And that he really loved me.


He promised me 
That he would
Love me forever.

But no one keeps their promises anymore.
And no one tells that truth anymore, either.

I started to believe him.
Until I did, in fact, believe him.

And less than 24 hours later,
He found someone else.

And less than 72 hours later,
We were finished.

Because no one keeps their promises anymore.
And because no one tells the truth anymore, either.
 
So there's this guy...
who's generally perfect.

And he broke up
With me right before
"National Suicide Awareness/Prevention Week."

...Are you TRYING to hurt me?...

But I'm not going to tell him.
Rather, I'm going to sit back,
Think of ways to destroy myself,
And be glad that he's happier 
With HER... not me....

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Goal: to become thin at any cost.

I want to see my ribs and have a flat stomach. 

Comment a food and I won't eat it for a month.
Comment an exercise, and I'll do it for 10 minutes or 10 reps.

1 like = 5 sit-ups, 5 pushups, and 100 less calories for a day.
So there's this guy...
who's generally perfect.

And he's my boyfriend.
Yesterday he left for college,
And moved into his dorm.
Whenever he tells me about his day,
It makes me sad.

He found a way out--

But I'm still stuck here
with what makes me
starve, cry, and cut.

So there's this guy...
who's generally perfect. 

And Sunday night when I wanted to cut so bad,
He talked me out of it. 

He begged me not to,
And when i put the razor down to listen,
He said that he wouldn't leave until I was okay.

I put the razor away, crying pathetically.
And do you know what this guy did?

He smiled and said, "That's my girl."
Summer Goal #1:

Achieve Anorexia Athletica.
  (and not let my boyfriend know.)

&& Here i am...
still not good enough.

i'm tired of trying.
so there's this guy...
who's generally perfect.

and on prom day,
he showed up 2 hours early--
just to give me earrings
so i could wear them
to prom.

he's the boy with the saddest eyes i've ever seen, hiding himself in the sunshine. he thinks he can breathe underwater, he thinks he can fly through the earth...

Dance alone to the beat of your heart
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