SheDreamer

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Joined: March 10, 2012
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i'm the sort of girl made up of  a million piece jigsaw puzzle. i have plain and downright ugly colors, but that only makes it easier for you to see the rainbow inside.
im not saying im the sort of girl that needs to be put back together as if she's broken, but i am saying im the sort of girl with a few pieces missing that tries to close up the hole because she's afraid the colors will leak out.
im the sort of girl that likes to inhale starfish and coral because that way, when i die someday, my inside will be beautiful.
im not the sort of girl that craves attention, but i am the sort of girl to take away the microphone and turn the lights off so i when i say something i want you all to hear.
im the sort of girl made of music held together by weeds growing in my cracked concrete exterior.
im the sort of girl who can either be your best friend or your worst enemy- provided you choose to push me away.
and we haven't even touched half my pieces yet...

Quotes by SheDreamer

Looking back at my quotes and thinking, "wow. I went through hell, didn't I?"
 
But guess what? 
 I'm stronger. I'm no longer afraid of myself, to be myself, or to be alone with myself.

Thank you,
SweetMelody15 for being there. I think I'm done being dark now. At least, I'm planning on it...

Stay Strong! Stay Smart! Stay Gorgeous!


LOVE,
--SheDreamer
My <3 leaps up when I behold a rainbow in the sky...
Dear Wittians,
What on earth is up with all the One Direction fanfictions? I go to look at the stories to read stories about highschoolers and crushes and cheesy romantic stuff--NOT about One Direction.

Sincerely,
sick-and-tired-of-one-direction-cuz-i-walk-the-opposite-direction-anyway
I'm better off by myself!
That's the lie I like to tell...

&& Right now,
the guy I may be in love with likes me, but loves her. Cue Miley Cyrus's "7 Things".
Vacant, empty, strong, and beautiful.

The girl who is [not] me staring at her bedroom wall, letting [asking] the blood [to] continue flowing because in the morning, she looks in the mirror and cries [and smiles] and says "You look so lovely, my dear, with the blood flowing 'round your dimpled knees to drape across the floor."

And she remembers how she crossed her heart and hoped to die cuz he only stayed with her for one night.

And she sadly remembers [wants to forget] the five hours they spent.

And she sadly remembers [wants to forget] the way he called her "beautiful" [and seemed to actually mean it].

And she sadly remembers [wants to forget] feeling loved, safe, and accepted.

And she cries a little [smiles a bit] turning to her oldest friend--the razor.

And she goes to sleep [cannot dream] and faces [stares] at her bedroom wall...
I come to the place where
I am loved,
and where I belong.
Where screaming fingers and
bleeding souls
cry out their insecurities
to hurting hearts.
"You look so lovely, my dear, with the blood twining 'round your dimpled knees to stain the carpet red."
So there's this guy
who knows I cut. I told him he should stay away from me cuz I wasn't good enough for anyone. And he says, "Please don't cut. If you ever feel like that again, come and talk to me." I told him i thought he'd leave like all the rest. But he answers,
"I think you're beautiful and we'll get through this together."

<3
a surge of power/anger/fear/sadness and the blade draws nearer and nearer the clenched fist.
lightly kissing the underside, trailing stars down the wrist,
SLICE!
STAB!
CUT!
BLEED!
DIE!
meticulously rinsing off the knife, picking off any skin left clinging to it, hands sliding down to my upturned hip--glowing in the water-light,

drive in the dagger so i don't have to scream...
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