Vacant, empty, strong, and beautiful.
The girl who is [not] me staring at her bedroom wall, letting
[asking] the blood [to] continue flowing because in the morning,
she looks in the mirror and cries [and smiles] and says "You
look so lovely, my dear, with the blood flowing 'round your
dimpled knees to drape across the floor."
And she remembers how she crossed her heart and hoped to die cuz he
only stayed with her for one night.
And she sadly remembers [wants to forget] the five hours they
spent.
And she sadly remembers [wants to forget] the way he called her
"beautiful" [and seemed to actually mean it].
And she sadly remembers [wants to forget] feeling loved, safe, and
accepted.
And she cries a little [smiles a bit] turning to her oldest
friend--the razor.
And she goes to sleep [cannot dream] and faces [stares] at her
bedroom wall...