Shelby_nicole16

Status: I love life ♥
Joined: January 30, 2012
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Hello Beautiful,
 I'm Shelby ♥ Im a wild, free spirited 16 year old girl Who lives life to be happy, not just to live. I love photography. I am currently Pregnant with a little boy named Brayden Austin ♥ I recently lost my grandmother to cancer so i try to live life to the fullest and i always try my hardest. I can honestly say i have no friends because i trust
no one.   

I love it when i see new people follow me . and i follow back . ♥
i would love to have a friend on here who gives me advise ♥ 

Fears- Midgets, Manequins, Clowns, The Dark, Spiders, Dying, Sharks, Getting My Heart Broken, Trusting People, Bees, Steven Hawkings, Blood, & Moree
well strangers its time for me to go now ♥
  
 stay  beautiful

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If heaven wasnt so far away♥
R.I.P Grandma.
Gone but never forgotten  ♥
 
 





 






 
 


 

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Brayden Austin♥
Due: June 11th 

My Story:

 Found out I was pregnant when i was 21 weeks along..
It was shocking.. I cried for days. I am a sophmoe in high school.. what else am i supposed to do?
The father and I dated for a year and 2 months.
We broke up after he came to school one day with 3 hickeys on his neck..
not from me.. 
I had no one else.
I stayed in the house most of the time just crying and sitting in my dark room.
Finally, after awhile i got my friends back.
Some new some old.
I came home from school to my mom in the kitchen..
"Pee in this cup" she asked.
Thinking it was a drug test i was happy to do it.
After about 15 minutes she says it..
"Shelby, your pregnant"
What? How? When? Why?
i was in denial..
Its just my birth control causing missed periods..
<WRONG>
*Doctors appointment the next day*
Congradulations, its a boy!!
Oh. My. Dear. God.
"God WHY?" I cried every night..

But now,
30 weeks along:

"Dear God, thank you. thank you for my little blessing.
I love the little kick and hits and the hiccups i feel from my baby.
I cannot wait to meet him! only 10 more weeks♥"

Being a teen mom is scary.. but
With God, Anything is possible♥



 
Im Pregant!
With a little BOY!!
Due: June 11th ♥
     
Any one else?♥
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  I won't give up on us, even if the skies get rough.
I'm giving you all my love, I'm still looking up ♥

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I miss my grandma ..♥

Its been one year since i lost her and i would give
anything for just one of her comforting hugs . ♥

I live for her in everyway i can. I know shes in a
better place and shes not suffering but down here, im suffering.

I dont want her to look down at me and think,
"Who is that girl, I dont know her.."

I want my Grandma to be proud of me..
I want her to look down with a smile on that beautiful face and think,
"Thats my Granddaughter"  

I miss her so much and the past year has been a
struggle... I know they say ill be okay and i know for sure that i will never be, but im going to try.. Just for her ♥

Rest Easy Gram and Remember, I love you with all of my heart. <3 Meet me at those gates when its my time to go .. ♥ Ill always live for you ♥
Right now all i want is my Grandma <3

R.I.P Gram <3 

i miss you so much <3 




We are

NEVER
 
 getting back

together..  

You show the lights that stop me turn to stone.

You shine it when I'm alone.

And so i tell myself that i'll be strong

And dreaming when they're gone.. 


How other people flirt:
"Why hello there cutie, If beauty were time, you'd be eternity."




How i flirt:
"Your face, i like that sh*t " 

Have you ever put in an out fit and ripped it off bc you look fat?

 

Have you ever had to wear the ugliest shirt just to hide your acne?

 

Have you ever had to leave a store because you know you would look

ugly in anything you tried on?

 

Have you ever felt ugly?

 

                                                                                                      I have ...

Have you ever,

broken down sobbing after so long of being strong? crumbled to the floor, hands by your face. Your face scrunches up and you let out that first gasp. You try to be quiet but eventually it becomes loud, heart-wrenching sobs. You cry and cry so much you can't breathe. You ask whoever's up there; ''Why? Why me? Why this? Why can't I just be dead?'' You say you want to end it all right there. You sob you, trying to gasp breaths in between. Eventually you completely collapse on the floor after, and just lay there, numb.