Shinaa

Status: outcome GOOD or BAD. i figure, everything happens for a reason..
Joined: May 3, 2010
Last Seen: 8 years
user id: 107992
Location: Rosebud, SD
Gender: F
wrote a loooong %$#%# just for it not to save and be deleted :/

anyways, i dont kno0w who actually reads this but if you are...

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL, NEVER GIVE UP !
YOU ARE ALOT STRONGER THEN YOU THINK YOU ARE:
when your at your lowest point don't stay down, you can go nowhere but up from there <3

everyone of you lovelys are special, your meant for something!


my name is tashina (: (ta-she-na)
im seventeen and a SENIOR in high school. ima senior nikka :p but im just a girl whose trying to make it in this world.
its hard some days, but them days i bow my head and pray <3
i believe ...
 

I believe we are equal, no one is better. no one is less!
being native american ...yeah im native american (: and coming from one of the poorest nations i've been discrimated alot. and if your wondering NO im not an alcoholic, NO i dont't live in a teepee and i still dont ride horses and, NO my family isn't struggling. im very blessed!
oh, im Sioux and Cree* and im very proud of my culture. Dope to say, i come from very strong people!

 


My only dream is to be happy, to be honestly happy!
i do everything in power to make sure the people i love are happy, to see a smile on their face is what i love. overall just being able to make someone smile is what i love! i want to be a high school counselor when i grow up :) ..i want to be able to atleast make one believe that if you can keep holding on, in time you'll be strong. i know what's like to hurt i wana never see anyone hurt!
there are days when i feel like the whole world is against me and i have no one but those are the days i get strong! I've been through alot, i've seen alot, things one shouldn't see or go through but those are the things that made me, me.  I LOVE the person i'am but like every other girl i have my insecurities but i'd never want to change me maybe, for the better.

 


T.W.L.O.H.A <3

i love the organization, "to write love on her arm". gooood people :)
i hope to become apart of it, in anyway that i can!
i use to cut, it's been two years that i have stopped. i know if i can stop, anyone can. you just have to believe and have a little faith.


_ ANPETU MANI WI
my indian name (: it means "travels with the sun woman"
YEAH DOPE SHIZZ. playaa hate ('

October 11th, 2012
the day my life would be changed forever.. 
october 11th, i found out i was 8 weeks pregnant, in the beginning i was hurt but as my little love grew my excitement grew. 

May 21st, 2013
i will be a mother to a baby boy, Tyren Riley will be his name <3
i never knew i could love someone so much, even before i met them.. 
though i know i will have challenges and hardships along the way, i will always have my baby boy to hold and that gives me nothing but greater joy! 


Quotes by Shinaa

you two deserve eachother.. 
you were lucky to have me!
Seventeen, a senior in high school, and pregnant.
 
But, still filling out Scholarships like a BOSS!
My path may have gotten a bit rocky, but i like to someday hear my son say
"yeah, my mommy still went for her dreams!"
i never wanted to have a child so young, but i'am and i will. Even though some might say otherwise, im lucky.
I not only won't
expericence this journey by myself.. I'll have my son by my side.   
i've always wanted to be witty famous ._.
i know my heart will never be the same..
but, im telling myself.. "i'll be okay".
even on my weakest days;

                         i get a little bit stronger 


                                                    ...just a little bit stronger





i would have stayed up all night with you,
 
                                           had i known
 
...how to save a life.

 

 

 
 
We wake to mystery and beauty but also to tragedy and loss.  
Millions of people live with problems of pain. 
Millions of homes are filled with questions – moments and seasons and cycles that come as thieves and aim to stay.  
pain is very real.  
................


hope is real, help is real.



 
- T0 Write Love On Her Arm


 

              ♥              



my heart is set on you

i don't want no one else.




 


if i leave my heart with you tonight,

will you promise me your gonna treat it right.

I'm barely hangin' on..

will you let me down easy?

 ♥