ShiningForever

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Joined: April 20, 2013
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user id: 357551
Gender: F
Shining forever.

After all that has happened, I am still shining, and I will keep shining -- forever.



 
This is me.

I may not be full of glamor, nor bursting with joy, nor brimming with cheerful songs. But this is me, and if you don't like it, I don't need you here.

I am not the girl I once was. She is gone. Dead. She's deserted me, leaving the 'me' I call 'myself' behind. This is what's left, what's left after the storm. No matter how little I may look like the quiet, peaceful town I once resembled, the tattered and dilapidated dump that reamains after the storm is still the same town. That town is me.

I have lost much, gained little. I have grown much, and have carelessly replaced what was lost with weak links, much weaker than those that could be forged by another. Yet I can make by. I will make by. This tattered heart is several months strong, and something tells me it's still got some fight left in it.

I may not be beautiful, but I do have beauty, the beauty in my steadfast perserverence. I may not be bursting with joy, yet I know that my God is bursting in joy, for I am a survivor. I may not be filled from head to toe with cheerful songs, no, but I do harbor songs. My woeful heart is filled with lonesome melodies, with chilling harmonies, and terrible, tear-touched euphonies. I know I have a chance, sometime in the far, far away future, but as for now, I am all alone.

Yet I will stand.

Quotes by ShiningForever

Forget me not,
But I'm going home.
They say before you left
To seek your destiny
That older voices called
And drowned your laughter

But I believe you knew
What you would have to be
A beacon in the storm
To guide us after
I have lost everything that matters
What I have left doesn't matter
I just went back and read my first quote
How different I am now, it's hard for even me to grasp
It's like looking at a different person altogether

I was so happy
So carefree, so cheerful and optimistic
I had everything I needed

How different I am typing this today!
My heart is not the same
I am not the girl who wrote of friendshp and joy
That girl is not me.

She is not me.
Dancing on a frozen river
Reflected in starlight that makes her shiver
A waltz or a foxtrot on blades of gold
As before her the dancer's dreams unfold
Me: -sees add about prostate cancer-
Me: -sleep deprived, misreads as 'prostitu.te'
Omg guys I'm serios
I finally did a scratch spin
I feel so accomplished
Lol I've been attempting this for like five years
Omg haha this is an ACHIEVEMENT!
"My heart does the tango
With every little move you make
I love you like a mango"

Okay does the radio just play really weird songs these days? Or was the artist thinking of something sexual while composing these lyrics? No? Okay.
Apparently with no stupidity
A poem by Emily Dickinson, helpfully edited to be far less stupid by this girl :D

Apparently with no stupidity
To any obviously gay flower
Death seems like a good topic here
Guillotines too
So let's now mention an assasian who just happened to be blonde and likely stupid
And a sun that remains unmoved because this poem is just so unmoving
To measure off another day of torturous memorizing of Emily Dickinson's poems
For an approving God,


Much better, no?
Open your heart

I am calling you!

Right from the very start

Your wounded heart

Was calling too



Open your arms

You'll find the answer

When you answer to

The call
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