ShiningForever

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Joined: April 20, 2013
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Gender: F
Shining forever.

After all that has happened, I am still shining, and I will keep shining -- forever.



 
This is me.

I may not be full of glamor, nor bursting with joy, nor brimming with cheerful songs. But this is me, and if you don't like it, I don't need you here.

I am not the girl I once was. She is gone. Dead. She's deserted me, leaving the 'me' I call 'myself' behind. This is what's left, what's left after the storm. No matter how little I may look like the quiet, peaceful town I once resembled, the tattered and dilapidated dump that reamains after the storm is still the same town. That town is me.

I have lost much, gained little. I have grown much, and have carelessly replaced what was lost with weak links, much weaker than those that could be forged by another. Yet I can make by. I will make by. This tattered heart is several months strong, and something tells me it's still got some fight left in it.

I may not be beautiful, but I do have beauty, the beauty in my steadfast perserverence. I may not be bursting with joy, yet I know that my God is bursting in joy, for I am a survivor. I may not be filled from head to toe with cheerful songs, no, but I do harbor songs. My woeful heart is filled with lonesome melodies, with chilling harmonies, and terrible, tear-touched euphonies. I know I have a chance, sometime in the far, far away future, but as for now, I am all alone.

Yet I will stand.

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JoTheSlothian 1 decade ago
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Girlllll, you're like a red light.... because just stop.
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Butterbear 1 decade ago
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What are you doing. You didn't even reply to our comments. You do realize that I get notifications when anyone faves my quotes, right? that includes you.
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JoTheSlothian 1 decade ago
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You know what? Don't even f**king start. You don't know the half of it. I know you don't. You may be able to fool people on the internet who don't know you, you may be able to fool other people, but you're not fooling me. You're not fooling Erica either. What the FUXK IS YOUR PROBLEM. To act like this, it's offensive. I'm not saying you don't have the right to be sad, I'm saying you don't have the right to act all depressed and like you have it so fricking bad when you don't. Stop feeling sorry for yourself. Everyone has problems but you don't have these problems, I know you don't. You're making everything so much worse than it really is, and you always do. You act like your life is so hard, you say your old self is "dead", what the fu*k are you talking about? Stop being dramatic, and stop acting like your life is horrible. Because it's offensive to those who really do struggle with the problems you act like you have. You may have problems, but you don't have THESE problems. Stop being a poser, and stop acting like you have it so rough.
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Butterbear 1 decade ago
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She's right,this whole thing just about sums all of it up. It really does.
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Butterbear 1 decade ago
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Stop lying, Shine. You don't cut, please stop looking for sympathy because there are other ways and if people here found out that you lied about it things would not go down well. Btw,styllloves you is my friend, be good to her.
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ShiningForever 1 decade ago
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I've changed. I am not the girl I was two years ago. Heck, I am not the girl I was four months ago, maybe less, even. This is who I am now.
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Butterbear 1 decade ago
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You have never cut and never will, don't try and lie to me and jordan as well because we know better. You're looking for sympathy, lucky you it happens to be coming from a good friend of mine, so i won't say anything. But Jenna? I highly suggest stopping this. Jordan is pisssed and so am I.
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Awkward3564 1 decade ago
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Cats.
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ShiningForever 1 decade ago
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Are amazing :D
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Awkward3564 1 decade ago
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We. Are. Now. Best. Friends.
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ShiningForever 1 decade ago
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LOL
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hermione23katniss 1 decade ago
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How do you know the hearing is being moved back more? This case is important to me because my family was personally affected by this. I don't think it's fair to them and all the other victims if they can't hear what the suspect has to say
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ShiningForever 1 decade ago
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Actually, my friend told me. I think she heard it on the news.

My God, that's terrible! I hope no one in your family was injured when the bombs went off? Nonetheless, I'll keep you in my prayers.
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Rajsonkar 1 decade ago
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Hi . . .:-) follow for follow?
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ShiningForever 1 decade ago
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Sure XD
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Butterbear 1 decade ago
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HEY SHINE I'M YOUR BIGGEST FAN!!!
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ShiningForever 1 decade ago
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NUUUUU
THE UNICORN WILL ALWAYS BE MY BIGGEST FAN
THE LIES YOU TELL YOURSELF, CHILD
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Butterbear 1 decade ago
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:c but I am the unicorn
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ShiningForever 1 decade ago
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LIES!! -runs away-
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Butterbear 1 decade ago
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I SPEAK TA TRUTH
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ChocoTaco 1 decade ago
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Welcome ti Witty! You're gonna like it here so much :3
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ShiningForever 1 decade ago
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Thanks! I already do :D
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ChocoTaco 1 decade ago
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You're welcome and that's good :DD
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Butterbear 1 decade ago
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SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNEEEEEEE I'm on the Site SPEAK TO ME :O
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ShiningForever 1 decade ago
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SNOW!!!!!
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Butterbear 1 decade ago
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SHINY! C:
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ShiningForever 1 decade ago
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SNOWY! I didn't even enter your name in the search bar.
I saw you under "top today"
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Butterbear 1 decade ago
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Lol c: ^-^ I'm awesome like that xDDDD
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ShiningForever 1 decade ago
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XD
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