Shining forever.
After all that has happened, I am still shining, and I will keep shining -- forever.
This is me.
I may not be full of glamor, nor bursting with joy, nor brimming with cheerful songs. But this is me, and if you don't like it, I don't need you here.
I am not the girl I once was. She is gone. Dead. She's deserted me, leaving the 'me' I call 'myself' behind. This is what's left, what's left after the storm. No matter how little I may look like the quiet, peaceful town I once resembled, the tattered and dilapidated dump that reamains after the storm is still the same town. That town is me.
I have lost much, gained little. I have grown much, and have carelessly replaced what was lost with weak links, much weaker than those that could be forged by another. Yet I can make by. I will make by. This tattered heart is several months strong, and something tells me it's still got some fight left in it.
I may not be beautiful, but I do have beauty, the beauty in my steadfast perserverence. I may not be bursting with joy, yet I know that my God is bursting in joy, for I am a survivor. I may not be filled from head to toe with cheerful songs, no, but I do harbor songs. My woeful heart is filled with lonesome melodies, with chilling harmonies, and terrible, tear-touched euphonies. I know I have a chance, sometime in the far, far away future, but as for now, I am all alone.
Yet I will stand.
Yeah I fail at typing today
Why don't you even text me anymore?
There's so much I want to talk to you about. There's a lot of news about the case that I thought you supported but you probably aren't paying attention to anymore...
It's my first time fasting for Ramadan. My life is a drag right now and I'm going to fall into another addiction, even though it isn't self-harm. It's not too bad, but I wish I could talk to you about it.
I'm not mad.
I'm just sad that you left right when I need you most.
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-_-
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
-_-
.... Stfu
POTATO SALAAAAAAAAAAAD
She knows you have potential dear. Maybe the note? I did email you an example of what you could do
I suppose it'll work itself out.
This is a spin I've been working on practically since I've started skating.
So I'd say 4 full years.
What she says is true. You really can't go anywhere if you don't have a spin.
From my expirience, the moment somebody gives up, they were closer to succees than they'd ever known.
I'm not giving up.
Yet I can feel I AM THAT CLOSE. I just don't know what else I need to do to get there.
-runs away while looking behind me-
POTATO SALADDDDDDDD!
-crashes into a tree-
-sobs-
-falls of cliff-
............ ow.
-dies laughing-
-rolls over laughing-
-breaks a leg-
-screams-
-writhes and rolls over in pain-
THE PAINNNNNNN
THE HORRORRRR
-rolls of cliff-
POTATO SALADDDDDD
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH