I sit here waiting for you to
care,
To listen and to love,
But you're never there
I smile and laugh,
To hide the pain,
Through tears and sorrow,
That's all I gain
Looking in the mirror is a hell awaiting,
I'll never be the one you want me to be,
For you to care is all too debating,
You'll never see the real me
Standing up you push me down,
I wish you wouldn;t stare,
Bloody and drowned I lay,
Waiting for you to care
I look up at you sadly,
But you look away,
Wanting to confess something to you badly,
But I will never say
You'll never understand,
Those words that you said,
You hurt me and so,
I lay here dead
~An original poem by
ShutUpAndLookAtThis