ShyNanuak

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Hi, My friends Call me Shy because I'm not one to talk alot, I rather Like to keep to myself and draw, write, read, ect. Um, I've been training since I was a baby to become an Author, an Artist and a Poet. My best friend in the entire world that was with me since first grade died on the 19th August 2010. My old girl Greebo, who was with me since birth and happened to be 3 years older then me died on the 26th July 2009. And my blood mother died when I was ten on my dads B-day. I've loved and losted alot of animals and people in my life, And all that pain, comfort, hurt, ect. Gave me the chance to become an Author, I write about si fi and magical stuff, I always Write about a past experiance I've had, but I always add a twist. E.g. The main character can turn into a wolf at will.

I'm 14, I have 2 friends, my nick names are Shy, Wolf, Nanuak, Puppy, Mew, and Mawg Dawg. I'm female, I weigh **.*, I'm 5'7ft tall. I'm cute but taken.
I love animals. My hobbies are reading, writing, singing, acting, running, mythology, aura reading(If you want me to read your Aura then tell one thing about your personality and one thing about your past.), swimming, dancing, making up quotes(E.g. Why bother trying to win lifes battle? You know you're gonna loose

ANY THING I PUT ON HERE, WETHER POEM, STORY, OR SONG, I WROTE IT, I WILL ONLY PUT MY OWN CREATIONS ON THIS SITE!


If you have any questions for me or wish to speak, feel free to contact me.

Quotes by ShyNanuak

Imagin It Was You
A Morgan Spear Origonal


Imagin you were taken away from your parents when you were only 4-5 months of age. Then brought into a loving home, Imagin striving every second of your life till you were ten years old, just trying to please your new family, Then one day you over hear them talking about moving to another place, you get excited, and when they pack the car and you get in, you start off, getting all excited about the move, only to pull up infront of an orphanage and given away. Suddenly going from your own bedroom and a computer, to sharing a room with four or five others and having to share what little toys you have, Imagin going from a cozy home where you're loved for ten years, to a place of depression where all you can think is, What went wrong? And with every passing day you see the young children and babies being adopted, where as you never seem to even get a chance. Until you finally give a up and stop trying. Imagin this happening to you. Would you like it? If you don't like it, then why do you do it to all these poor cats and dogs, and all these animals? If you can't care for them any longer, then try your hardest, find a friend or family member who is willing to take them in, put up flyers and tell everyone you see, till you find a suitable home for them, Euthenazia wouldn't be needed if you just took that extra step to make sure that unwanted breeding won't happen, and that one step to make sure they land up in a good home when you can't care for them anymore. I mean, Animals love you, even after you abandon them, they will aways remember you, they will never forget your betrayal, and will take it to their grave. So please, give these animals a chance and help them by adopting animals from the shelter, and taking that extra step to assure he/she lands up being loved and cared for till their last breath.

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inspirational
Kisshu was on his knees as he felt the tears fall.
He sat there quietly sobbing as he held onto her note.
He had found it in her room, laying on her bed the night before.
She had wrote it for him. And according to the Others, she had wanted to send it to him, but sadly couldn’t. The note was written to show him what she truly felt for him, after he had left.
He lay a dozen red roses down on top of her grave.
He slowly opened her note as yet another small tear fell, and in a gentle whisper, he read the note Out loud.
“Dear Kisshu.
I can’t eat, sleep or breath when you are on my mind." He smiled softly to himself as another tear slid down his cheek and onto the note, he sniffled and wiped away the tears as he continued,
“Ever since the day you guys left, all I could ever do, was think of you,"
The way your eyes shined with mischief and glee. Your sweet fanged grin, and your lush green hair."
When you left all those years ago, I realized on that day, the day you risked your life for me, the day you lay in my arms, I realized on that day, that deep down, I truly did love you after all."
He cried full heartedly and whispered her name, then continued to read out loud, “After you left, I couldn’t help but miss you, your touch, your eyes, your voice and smirk, your grin and your smile, even your smell, but most of all, I missed your love."
I hadn’t realized how big apart of my life you had become. And when you left, you took it with you. You left so quickly, I didn’t even get a chance to say good bye. And because of you, my heart ached and pained till I could take it no more, and I gave up waiting for you, my dearest... Kisshu..."
As he finished reading the note, darkness fell over the grave yard, he didn’t care as he clutched the note to his heart, it smelt of strawberries, Ichigo’s favourite.
Thunder cackled over head, laughing at his pain as he cried her name, only to be carried away in the wind
He felt a small rain drop as it splashed onto his head, but he didn’t move, just sat there crying.
After what felt like forever, he looked up to her grave, and in desperate need of her, he flung his arms around the tombstone with her name on it, as the rain came pouring down.
He whispered softly “Why did you leave Ichigo? Why? How could you kill yourself? Why would you Kill yourself? Oh Ichigo, koneko-chan, I miss you so much, please come back to me. My heart belongs to you Ichigo, and no one else, please Ichigo, wait for me, we’ll be together soon..." he summoned one of his daggers as he let go of Ichigo’s tombstone.
He lifted the dagger to his heart as he said softly, “Ichigo I know this is crazy, but I can’t imagine living without you, this is what I have to do to be happy. Why should I keep living, if you are not here with me?"
With that said he pulled the dagger four inches away from his heart and shut his eyes, getting ready to ram it into his chest, when a white, slightly tangible hand was gently placed upon his own, he looked up and gasped as he dropped the dagger and stared up into the dark, empty gaze, of Ichigo Momomiya.
“K-Koneko-chan...?" Kisshu whispered in disbelief, She didn’t look down at him, just stood there with an empty, death gaze, staring at nothing, as she spoke words without a voice ‘Don’t do this Kisshu, it’s not the way’ He heard the words yet she hadn’t moved, not a twitch, nor a tilt, not even a single flicker of movement, her words had come but her mouth had not moved, Kisshus’ eyes shot open as the dagger fell out of his hands, he looked around frantically, but she was no where to be seen.
He sighed as he picked it up again, “It was just Your imagination, Kisshu, Get a grip." He then took the dagger to his heart once again.
And with his last breaths, he breathed out the words “I love you... koneko-chan..." And with that said he delivered the final force, falling to the floor with a loud THUD, a smile on his face as he took his final breath and said, “Ko...Ne...Ko...Chan" his eyes shut and he was engulfed in an endless slumber....
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Ever since grade 6,
You’ve made everything a mix.
You helped me up when I was down,
And made sure I would not frown.
You made me laugh instead of cry,
And now I just want to ask, why?
Why did you die?
Why did you leave?
Why did you do this to me?
What ever caused that crash,
Made you die from great big throat lash.
You said to me, when I went to the hospital,
That you would be here, and never let go.
I wish you could have stayed instead.
I wish I could have said,
Every word I wanted to,
I wish I said to you.
Your arms fell limp in my grasp as I cried,
I had stayed next to you, through out all that time.
I cried out to a doctor, but no one came.
You died in my arms as I yelled out your name,
That lash in your neck and that wound in your head,
They were just to much, so you lay down dead.
Giving up life your final words you said,
Were the ones I wanted to say since the day we met.
“I love you.” Came the words that made my heart leap,
I want to yell out with a big “eeep!!!”
But then I remembered, you were dying in my arms,
I would have said some thing, if it weren’t for that alarm.
Doctors and nurses came with a rush.
They tried everything, but you lay in a hush.
The next year or two will be rough with out you.
But at least I can still look back and smile as I utter the words.
“I love you.”

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poems