SkinnyJeansGirl

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Rachael
^^That's my name.
I'm 14, and insecure as hell.
I'm emotionally unstaible, but maybe you can love me anyways.
I wish I could tell you everything about me, but I can't. Some things just have to stay a secret.

I'm an ex-cutter. I was addicted to cutting, but now, I'm fighting the addiction everyday.

I have friends. But people seem to hate me.

 Skinny jeans. Eyeliner. Converse. Vans. Toms. Piercings, Tattoos, Hair dye, Watermelons. Cats.  The Legends of Zelda. Music. Bracelets. Band Shirts. Rave. Flippy hair. Fires. Andy Biersack. Kellin Quinn. Christofer Drew Ingle. Hello Kitty. Kitty Faces. Cuddling. Hugs. Cute notes. Late nights. Whiskey. Sleep. Dreams. Glow in the Dark things. Fireworks. Swimming. Sitting on Roofs. Journals. Pokemon.

I used to smoke and drink alot, but I rarely do it anymore.

I have secrets, but who doesn't?

If you want to know more bout me, just read my quotes or ask me. buh-bye c:

 




Walk in my shoes for a day,
You'll fall your first step.

Quotes by SkinnyJeansGirl




He gives me hope ♥


 

I'm scared to go to school. Actually, I'm terrified.
Someone told my favorite teacher that I cut.
As soon as I walked in the class he called me out into the hallway.
The bell didn't even ring yet.
I couldn't stop shaking, so I tried to hide it.
His first words were,"Rachael, do you.. cut?"
I got scared and said,"No, why would I do that to myself?"
He then said,"I never thought that you would do that to yourself. I never thought that until someone told me that you were.. I thought that you would be smart enough to not do that to yourself. I was worried about you ever since I heard that. If you are doing that to yourself, you can tell me."
Then I said,"Nooo, I don't. I promise. W-who told you anyways?"
Then he said,"I have my sources."
Then we went back to class.

I'm scared he told the office..
If he did, they are going to see many scars.
They may even expel me.

I'm terrified.




I honestly hate One Direction.
Witty wore me out on them.
But my friend just sent me a bunch of links to their songs.
They are actually pretty good.
Never thought I would ever say that..



 

I honestly hate my eating disorder.
It has made me incredibly sick.
But I just can't stop.

At school today I got soo dizzy that I almost passed out.
All I wanted to do was cry.
But of course I didn't.
I can't eat or drink without my stomach trying to regurgitate it.
I hate this.



Do you want to know why I fake a smile when I'm around people?
Its because I'm worried that the people I love will leave me because I am always sad and depressed.



 




I see past her smile at school.
I can see it in her eyes and I can hear it in her voice that she is not okay.
She's upset.
She just won't admit it to me.



 




I don't really know why,
but when I'm upset and I listen to NeverShoutNever,
It makes me happy. c:



 




I smile everyday and act as if everything is great in my life.
But its just another lie.


I'm sorry to say, but my smile is fake.



 






It feels as if everyone has given up on me..
I just want to give up on myself to.





 




No matter what you say,
I'm always going to see myself as someone who isn't good enough.