SkylarMini

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Joined: April 11, 2013
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user id: 356486
Gender: F
Hey there everyone,
my name is Skylar-Mini.
I love Merlin and Doctor Who.
I love the Jonas Brothers, Demi Lovato
and just generally music.
I one day dream of being a superstar singer.

On November 18 2012,
I done a tandem
skydive from
10,000ft to raise money for charity.
It was one of the bestest times ever and one of the things I am most
proud of.

I am girl who has been screwed over
by her
friends,
her parents and
boys
but Im still fighting.

I am lover of life
and of
people.
I currently have a major crush
on one of my best friends
who is
girl
who is straight
and will never like me back,
but thats
ok

I have had a few problems.
I have been betrayed a fair few times
by people
close to me and
I ended up really
low at times.
I hit a few bad times

but I get by.


Anyway, im running out of things to say so if you have any questions just ask <3

Quotes by SkylarMini

just over a month ago, I lost everything.
I lost my friends, i lost myself
I lost everything about who I was and wanted to be 
I was so angry all the time 
I was so sick for months
I lost my sanity and one night
I nearly died, 
Alll i wanted to do was take all the pills and get out 
but my friend she talked me out of it 
She stood by me while so many others walked out on me 
I will never forget that

 
Today has been difficult but hopefully tomorrow shall be better <3 


Come to the dark side
We have black eyeliner

 
Anyone got a tin of strength going??
I could really use some strength about now...

Clean break
Fresh start

 
Everyday is a struggle
It only ever gets harder
And sometimes I dont think im strong enough
Sometimes I just break down and totally collapse
I fall apart time and time again
but each time I fall 
I pick myself up again
Tomorrow its a new day
It's a fresh start
It's a blank page
I can try all over again
I can always make tomorrow brighter than today
Right now, I am very lucky to be alive
My friend just saved my life 
Now it's over
There is no going back from here
I don't know if any of you have read that play 
"A Streetcar Named Desire"
Blanche, She got on this one way track and couldnt get off
her fate was sealed and she could not escape it
she ended up in a mental institution 
My fate has been sealed by my actions
I have lost my friends and the people i care about
This is my fate, my punishment
I am on this one way track
I cannot get off it
There is no way back
It's over
So I have been in bed practically dying all day, my friend just text me and now I feel instantly better <3


Last week was a bad week, 
I was taking pills 
I was cutting
I was not sleeping
I was not eating 
I was suicidal
I tried to tell my friends but they got annoyed and said that i was burdening them and weighing them down and making them so depressed so I had to lie to them. They now believe I have seen a doctor about my problems but I have not. I feel so guilty about it but I really had no choice :(