SmilePrincessYourePerfect

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"My soul has never
had this feeling
and it feels like gold."
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To every young girl out there:

You are all so young and still have so much to learn. So don't rush into anything. Take your time to live your life, because you're only young once. If you try to grow up too fast, you'll regret it. I kid you not. You'll never be as young as you are now ever again.

Don't be afraid to talk to me. I am dead serious; come to me if you need to vent of if you need advice or if you need to talk to someone about something, anything. I'll be there for you when no one else is. I know what it's like to feel completely alone in this world, and I don't want the same for any of you. So please, I beg you, come talk to me if you feel like you have no one that cares about you. Because even though I don't know ANY of you, I care. And I won't judge.
Hey there. I'm your worst nightmare(:
Lol, jaykay.


I am a 17 year old senior in high school living in southern California. I'm a girl. Hooray. It's a good thing I'm a girl, otherwise I wouldn't have the amazing guy I have now<3 Joshua Miles asked me to be his better half on January 2, 2012. I responded with, "Heck yeah, bro." He's my boy, my baddy two TOMS, and m i n e . He's helped me in my healing process more than anyone, probably. And he did it unknowingly. Because of him, I've smiled more than I have in a long time. I've healed so much, and I've found happiness once again. All he wants is to make me smile; he does just that every day. We've had our moments of being upset with one another, being aggravated, getting mad over dumb little things. But in the end, we both manage to forgive one another and get back to the happy, loving place we were previously at. Quite frankly, I've got a good feeling about this boy. I don't care about the age or distance. If I really wanna be closer to him, we can do that after I graduate in a few months.
I don't know what I want to do though. I'm indecisive about everything. I'm just trying to find some color in this black and white world. You gotta just know that everyone feels broken sometimes, everyone feels cheated sometimes, yeah...we all feel real effed up sometimes. Life, bro.

Lalala. I'm so over filling this out. So I'll finish it later. Until then,
Peace.
When words fail...
                                                        Music speaks.

Quotes by SmilePrincessYourePerfect

 

Guys,
I love my boyfriend.
He may be stupid, not always nice, and a douche. But he genuinely cares about me and treating me right. He is a keeper and I will hold onto him. He is not like all the rest. He makes me happy, and I deserve what I haven't had in awhile. This is not my ignorance speaking, this is legit. This is real. I've learned enough to know. I'm mature enough to know. And I'm 17; almost an adult, so I can make these decisions on my own. He is what I want, and he is what I've got.
 
From Freshman to Senior year...that was 3 years.
From October to January...that was 3 months.
From Friday to Monday...that was 3 days.

What am I talking about?

I first harmed myself my Freshman year. I managed to stop but relapsed my Senior year...THIS year.
October was when I had the relapse. But I didn't again...not until January.
I did twice last month, and I've been living a self conscious lie this past week.

Each time I had a distinctly different reason.

I don't care how ugly this quote is, just please don't cause yourself that kind of pain. Please don't. Please.
And if you do, make this your motive:
Imagine if your kids saw your scars...they would think it's okay for them to do the same, and no one wants that for their child.

Guys, I've been there.
You need someone?
You have me.

Not like anyone cares what I have to say. And it's not like they'll notice it. But it's okay. Whatever. I'm used to it.
Okay then. Never mind...





Dear boyfriend,


SO. It is Friday night.
My sister is gone,
and I can stay up later tonight
since I do not have school in the morning.
Let's read letter 4 tonight
like I know you're looking forward to.
And then let's wait until my parents are asleep.
I'm thinking sexy time tonight.
Maybe. Maybe not. Hehe.

Love,
The awesome one

 
I'm not good enough.
I've never been good enough.
And I never will be good enough. 
Is it my turn to be happy, yet?
Really upset. Very. Extremely. I told you what would happen if___. I'm not afraid to do it. I swear I'm not. Think I'm kidding? Watch me prove to you that I'm not.


 Dear boyfriend,
That was hot.
Thanks, babe.
Mwah. <3

                                                 Love,
                                         This chick

 



LasNight...
He and I were on the phone when he was getting another call.
When he got back to me, he said, "They want me to go party
with them. But I said no because I'm having too much fun
talking to you." & so we talked for the rest of the night.
AWE<3