There are reasons why we
met,
reasons for the good and bad
times, and a
reason why it ended. we have more to learn, new people to meet,
more to
experience, and more loving left in this lifetime. two years
has gone by.
two years ago today I got shattered. shattered by a boy who I
thought was
my world. I felt like I was crashing and burning. I just
didn’t understand
how someone could just stop loving another person after two
years of
constant commitment. but what did I know? I was seventeen.
young and
stupidly blinded. after all the tears, all the hurt, and all
the anger, Iv’e
realized something. I am never going to forget. trying to
forget someone
you once loved is like trying to remember someone you never
knew. but I
have accepted that, and now all that’s left is the
memories. I don’t cry
anymore because it’s over, I now smile because it
happened. all the hurt
I felt has strengthened me to become a better person, and if
that didn’t
happen, I wouldn’t be the person I am today. So, I thank
him for breaking
me. I'm perfectly okay
♥
9
currents
• Current Mood: happy
:D
• Current Taste: potato
chips
• Current Clothes: school sweat pants, socks, oversized tee
shirt, and my boyfriend's sweatshirt
• Current Computer: MacBook Air
• Current Finger/Toenail Color: blue and silver fingernails,
checkerboard toe nails
• Current Time: 7:36
• Current Surroundings: living room;
• Current Annoyance(s): missing someone :/
• Current Thought: I cant wait for
tomorrow
8
Firsts
• First Best Friend: Ray
• First crush this school year: Karl
• First Screen Name: aquamarine890
• First Pet: Justice
• First Piercing: ears
• First Thing You Did Today: checked my phone
• First Thing You Ate Today: pasta
• First School: Brookwood Hall preschool
7
Lasts
• Last Food Consumption: potato chips
• Last Car Ride: yesterday
• Last Text Message: Roy(:
• Last Movie Seen: This is 40
• Last Item Bought: dinner
• Last CD Played: i dont even remember haha
• Last Website You Were On: this.
6 Have
You Evers
• Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: so close,
but no.
• Have You Ever Broken the Law: yeah.
• Have You Ever Been Arrested: noooo
• Have You Ever Been on TV: yeah
•Have Ever Walked Into A Sliding Glass Door: yeah
• Have You Ever Sat On The Roof: yup!
5
Places You've Been To
England
California
Florida
Mexico
Canada
4
Things
• You're Wearing: sweatshirt, tee shirt, sweatpants,
socks
• You Did Last Night: nothing -____-
• What Can You Hear Right Now: music
• You Can't Live Without: my friends
<3
3
People You Can Tell Anything To
• 1. Roy
• 2. Sabrina
• 3. Al
2
Choices
• 1. black or white: white
• 2. hot or cold: hot ;)
If you have 35+.. you're spoiled!
[] own car
[x] cell phone
[] own phone line
[x] boyfriend/girlfriend
[x] own bathroom
[x] own room
[x] 2 or more story house
[] built-in pool
[]guest house
[] game room/play room
[] tv in your room
[] queen size bed
[x] more than 20 pairs of shoes
[x] 10+ things from a designer store
[x] good grades
[] Dior sunglasses
[] louis vuitton purse
[x] iPhone
[] XBOX
[] PS3
[] mp3 player
You or your family has...
[] Mercedes Benz
[] BMW
[] basketball hoop
[] air hockey table
[] pool table
[] ping pong table
[] trampoline
[] live ON a lake or pond
[] own a pair of skiis
[] own a snowboard
[] has a boat
[] has a jet ski
[] has a beach house/ cabin
[x] only child
[] stereo system in bedroom
[] DVD player in bedroom
[] 100+ dvd's
[] gets $50+ for allowance each month
[x] goes shopping every month
[x] shops at abercrombie
[] goes snowboarding/ skiing every weekend
[x] makeup
[x] perfume
[] AIM
[] MSN
[x]Yahoo
[x] 5+ trophies
[] own digital camera
[] walk-in closet
[] electric scooter
[] dirt bike/quad
[] 4X4 truck
[] guitar/drums
[x] hammock
[x] been on a cruise
[x] traveled out of the country
[] weight set/ workout set in house
[] personal fit trainer
[] expensive jewerly
[] met a celeb
[x] straightener/curling iron
[x] gets hair done/nails/spas
[x] on/was on a varsity team for the school
[] own batting cage
[] 100+ in wallet/ purse right now
[x] own savings account
[x] 1+ BEST friends
[x] been to the carribean
[x] been to europe.
[] been to hawaii
[x] been to NY
[x] shopped in seattle
[] eaten at the space needle in seattle
[] been on the eiffel tower in paris
[x] been on the statue of liberty in NY
[] been on the honor roll for 2+ years
[] went on a trip for sweet sixteen birthday
[] lives on a private property
[] license
[x] moved 3+ times
[x] sports car
[] hot tub
[x] pet(s)
[] ranch
[] at&t
[x] verizon
[] cingular
[] Sprint
[] virgin mobile / other
[x] been to 5+ states in the US.
[x] dont have a job.
[x] 100+ friends on facebook
[x] alarm clock
[] home-cooked meal almost everyday
[x] eat-out almost everyday
[x] been in a limo
[] own camcorder
[x]own laptop
[] own desktop
Overall Total
40
You spoiled?
[x] yes
[] heck no.
[] close
Last
night
my boyfriend and I were bored so
we decided
to take a walk to a track that is close by.
We walked two laps holding hands and
then all of a sudden he stopped us on the
back turn. He grabbed my waist and
started to dance with me.
what he said next made me cry.
He looked at me straight in the eyes.
him: I can just imagine both our families
surrounding us and you in a white dress
and me in a tuxedo with our favorite song playing.
^ True
Story
A few
nights ago
my boyfriend and I were laying on my bed.
We exchanged a kiss and after it he looked
at me and smiled. I asked him why he was smiling.
him: do you remember when you were
eight years old on Christmas morning,
and you opened a present and it was that
one thing you always wanted? that
feeling of pure happiness takes over.
that's how I feel every single time I
kiss you.
me: speechless