I'm 15 years
old.....
And I have never had a boyfriend. Never held
hands with a boy, never anything.
And I feel so
stupid.
I know that I shouldn't need a man in my
life, but the only reason I havent is because Im not worthy of
one. The guy I like deserves the best. Sure, he's made
mistakes, But everyone deserves a second chance. He deserves the
best.
And I'm not
it.
He deserves a pretty girl. A girl that is
kind and loving and beautiful.
A Girl that is
everything that I'm
not.
I know, its
not pretty. But it works. I need help.
I have never felt the urge to cut so badly. I used
to cut, and almost 3 years ago, I stopped. Today I felt the
urge to cut so bad, I felt like I would go insane if I
didn't. I was at school, so I couldn't. But I think I
would have. I'm really scared. My best friend almost died
because he cut too deep. I need someone to help me. Any advice???
I really could use it.
Thank you so much <3