Im sick of this .
I know I was anorexic for 3 years ,
I know I could have killed myself , and I know there were other
ways to handle things ...
But when the same person attacks you with words that shatter your
confidence , and love for yourself , You break ..
I'm not saying what I did was right , But I am going
to say that what I went through wasn't my consious decision
... Anorexia is a mental disorder , not a joke , and definatly
not something you attack someone for . It took me THREE years to
break the chains that held me in that dreadful place ... I'm
not proud of what I did , I hate myself everyday for the harm I
caused to my body to achieve a lower number on a scale ... I know
I made mistakes , You don't need to refresh my memory , I do
that enough without your help .