Smokeweedbeflawless

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Joined: April 18, 2013
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 357333
Gender: F
My name is Alexi ( I prefer Lexi ) , I am 16 years young and I love my insane life .
I have been with the same boy for over a year now , &&' I love him with all of my heart !
I'm veryy outgoing , and I love talking to new people (:  I'm really good with giving advice and making people feel better , So if you ever need someone , I'm here !

I really like hanging out with my friends , Listening to music , &&' smoking Buddah . I understand some of you may be against pot , but I'm not and I don't think it defines who you are . Everyone has opinions , mine might just be different than yours , I would appreciate it if you wouldn't judge me for being a pot smoker . I'm harmless (;

if you wanna know more , Don't be shy , Askkk (;
#peachout


Quotes by Smokeweedbeflawless

Just a cut
just a scratch
"whats that mark?"
"it was just the cat"
just an excuse
just another lie
"whats with all the bracelets?"
"just fashion, why?"
just a tear
just a scream
"why were you crying?"
"just a bad dream."
But it's not just a cut
or a tear, or a lie
it's always "just one more"
Until you die 
< 3;



NMQ!/No credit taken
Broken pieces ,
       of a barely 
breathing
         story < 3;

 
Love don't change < 3;

 
Lost your balance on a tight rope , Lost your mind trying to get it back < 3;
Hiiiii gorgeous , can I keep my eye's wit' chaa ? c:
Im sick of this .
I know I was anorexic for 3 years , I know I could have killed myself , and I know there were other ways to handle things ...
But when the same person attacks you with words that shatter your confidence , and love for yourself , You break .. 
  I'm not saying what I did was right , But I am going to say that what I went through wasn't my consious decision ... Anorexia is a mental disorder , not a joke , and definatly not something you attack someone for . It took me THREE years to break the chains that held me in that dreadful place ... I'm not proud of what I did , I hate myself everyday for the harm I caused to my body to achieve a lower number on a scale ... I know I made mistakes , You don't need to refresh my memory , I do that enough without your help .

 
"There are 7 billion people on this planet I have not met , and 195 countries I have not visited .
yet I'm stuck in this insignificant town , being pressured about my future , 
when I barely even know 
who I am ."

NMQ.
Crazy

That blade
hits the ground ,
I think she's going crazy .

That voice
screams out loud ,
penetrating her ears
like nails on a chalkboard .
I think she's going crazy .

That girl
lies there ,
crying herself to sleep
like every other night .
She thinks she's going crazy .

That same girl
lies still in a coffen ,
No one heard her screams ,
No one believed 
that she was going crazy .


Alll mine ! Don't steal please !
#thanks

 
Reflections

I see my reflection ,
in a broken mirror .
My face is distorted ,
My eyes are cracked oceans of brown .
Blue ribbons of tears crash into what used to be glossy perfection.

This mirror reminds me of us .
Once beautiful and whole .
The reflections ,
were complete .

This mirror is now mutilated ,
dropped carelessly by slippery hands of contempt .
Nothings whole now.
Not the mirror ,
not us .

Something beautiful ,
Turned ghastly .
Once cherished ,
now scorned .

This is ALLL mine . Please don't try to take credit , or give it to anyone else . My poems mean alot to me .
#thankss(:

 
A little over a year ago ,
I met a boy that changed my entire life .

When we met I was broken ,
Terrified to love again ,
hesitant to talk to any guy .

But he came in and swept me off my feet .
He showed me I was beautiful ,
and made me feel wanted .

He proved to me that 
not all guys are the same ,
That I could trust him ,
and put everything I had into loving him
and myself .

And now , 
one year and eleven hours later
I can't imagine my life without him .

He made me whole again ,
and I love him 
with all of my heart <3