About me
I am...
Bisexual
13 years old
A girl ... lol
Oldest of 3
& I have...
3 cats
Amazing friends
&&
I am a cutter
I cut myslef to express emotional pain. I have a very tense situation at home. My "father" is an alchoholic & he also dabbles in various drugs. My mommy, has Crohn's Disease, which isn't too uncommon, and you are usually able to live a totally normal life with just minimal medication once your symptoms are controlled, but my mom's aren't under control and they're getting worse. She's had about 4 surgeries since her diagnosis about 3 years ago. I feel very responsible for my little brother Kyler, 3, and my little sister Jailyn, 7. Also, my Great Grandpa Kenny passed away on September 17, 2010, at age 83. He was my rock. Then this passed November, my other grandpa (my mom's dad)
died of a heart attack at age 56. I miss and love them both very much.
I have been diagnosed with OCD, clinical anxiety, ADHD, and clinical depression. The medicine for my ADHD pretty much offsets the medicine for my depression, so my life is an ongoing battle with overwhelming sadness. So I cut, because nobody in the whole entire world knows exactly how I feel inside, but everyone knows what phyisical pain feels like. I DO NOT DO THIS FOR ATTENTION. If I did, I wouldn't try so hard to hide it. Please do not leave any hater comments on my quotes or profile, thank you.
And one last thing, although I talk about cutting on my profile, I do not condone it. I have become totally dependant on my razor, it is an extension of my soul now, and I don't know how, or if I'm ever going to be able to stop. So please, don't put yourself in my poistion.
**If you ever need anyone to talk to about anything, I am here! I always reply to evry comment I get, and I love helping people. And I would really like talking to you I'm sure. So PLEASE leave a comment and we can get to know each other.
Thanks for reading ... bye ;D
You are beautiful
In every single way
Words can't bring you down
You are beautiful
No matter what they say
Words can't bring you down