I feel so selfish.
My mom has a boyfriend, and she's apparently known him for 10
years. They even have a kid together. I've never had a
father, and to be honest, I'm perfectly fine without one. A
part of me wants my mom to be so happy and live a life
without loneliness, but at the same time, the other part of me
just can't imagine what life would be like with a man living
in the house every single day. Things are so different when
he's around, and I just can't be myself. No matter what,
its like the older I get, the more I understand about certain
situations and the less I like him. If we do end up living
together, I hope he fully steps up to the plate and commits to
becoming the man we all deserve.