Sonnets_In_The_Sun

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i'll spread my wings and i'll learn how to fly.

they broke up. 
i wanna get back together with him now and i have a plan.
mission:impossible is underway.

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secretly,
whenever i see you,
i throw up inside my mouth.



secret number 2 in series (:

i  wish i had  a  different life.
 i wish i was braver, or prettier, or at least happy.
but  its useless to dream,  because  nothing  ever  changes.

Last week, my boyfriend broke up with me.
Last night, I started to cry.
My best friend, who is a lot bigger than me,
came up and gave me a bear hug. He also picked me
up and spun me around, holding me tight.
 After about 5 seconds, he let go.
Secretly, I wish he didn't.




true story, mine.
series of secrets? comment

i'm so stupid.
today when i opened up the internet,
and started to type in wittyprofiles.com,
i accidentally typed "wittypedophiles.com.
thank god that website does not exist.

Oh, so I'm fake...
Because I wear uggs? [They're comfortable]
Because I wear makeup? [I like to feel pretty too]
Because I wear a bra? [I'd rather not be 'pointy']
Because I wear North Face? [Keeps me warm]
Because I shop at Hollister? [I like their jeans]
Because I flirt with one boy? [I want him to like me]
Because I straighten my hair? [It gets in my way when it's curly]
Because I am skinny? [Sorry, I can't help that]
Because I have kissed a boy? [You mean my boyfriend?]
Because I'm best friends with a guy? [He's fun to hang out with]
I'm a girl, just like you.
I have feelings and insecurities too.

STOP. LABELING. ME.


* highlight !
mine ! 

My Last Breath
P a r t   T e n

[Sorry it took so long! Just got over a horrible break up :'( But part 11 will be up sooner, i promise.]
I was in the car with Katrina, driving to the hospital, when she turned to me and asked me how Declan was. "He's okay," I answered, and turned up the radio before she went too far. Before the tears started to fall.
We arrived at the hospital. I said Hello to the receptionist, who I'd become close to while visiting Declan, and she directed us to my Dad's room.
"Hi, Dad." Katrina said as she walked in the room, not quite looking at him.
"Katrina," He greeted her.
"Hey," I said nervously.
"Leighlani."
It was awkard. Kat and I stood there looking around the room, rocking back and forth on our heels.
"Thanks for coming," he broke the silence.
"No problem, Dad," we both answered.
"How are you?" I asked.
He shrugged. "Eh."
"How's the other person?"
"Alive."
"That's good. For both of you." I patted his hand, still awkwardly, and faked a gentle smile.
He grunted.
"Hey, uh, Dad," Katrina said.
"What?"
"Tomorrow night's my prom," She began. "And my date can't use his car because his Dad needs it."
"Okay..?"
"So..uh.. I was wondering, can we drive your car? Since we can't afford a limo."
"Um.. Trina.." I tried to stop her, wondering if she knew how idiotic her request was.
"Shut up, Leighlani," my dad said. "We're talking. Don't be rude." He glared at me, then continued. "Katrina, you know how i was in a CAR accident?"
"Yes, daddy."
"I was driving. MY car." His voice got louder.
"Oh."
"it's in the shop. Can't use it for another few weeks. Well, I can't use it anyway. Both my legs are broken."
They were starting to fight. I took this as my opportunity to sneak away to Declan's room.
When I found it empty, I tried to find the nurse. I finally found her.
"Leighlani! Hi, sweetie." She called.
"Hi, Sally. Where's Declan?"
"Oh..Um.. He's in one of the uh.."
"Yes?"
"The surgery room. He's getting a very large tumor removed.." She trailed off.
"Oh. He didn't tell me he'd be getting surgery today. When will he be visit-able?"
"Uh, Leighlani, sit down."
I did. She started talking before i could ask questions. "Honey, Declan's tumor is near a very major artery. It's a big tumor, too. They have to be really, really careful when they're cutting around the tumor, and this could take the whole night. If they aren't careful, and they hit the artery, well..."
"Well..?"
"Declan could die."
i miss yousmile
but i can't seem to find mine anymore.
 hello, you just dumped me.
i dont know if you love me,
if you ever loved me, or if 
you ever will. i dont even 
think  you  miss  me.  but
guess what,  bitchface? 
I HATE YOU!



(im just kidding. i could never hate you. but im trying.)


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spongebob:squidward,    i   want you to  have  my   can  opener.
squidward:and   i  thought   this  friendship would never  pay off.
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