all the tears you cried would fade away
hii, I'm Alaina. There isn't much to say about
me, but I will start with my age. I'm 14 and
my birthday is August 22nd. I am a freshman
in high school. I play softball, sing in choir, a
defense attorney in Mock Trial, a model for
Barbizon, about to start guitar lessons, I am
a vegaterion (sense September and was one
for a year befor that),
starting lessons in boxing or MMA. I have six
brothers; all but two are younger than me; a
sister, younger; a sister-in-law, my oldest
brothers wife; two nephews and a niece. My
parents have been split since I was five. I'm
scared to make the same mistake they have
by falling in love with someone who is willing
to cause me pain at anytime. I have fallen in
love twice, biggest mistakes of my life;
however, because of the both of them, I have
become stronger. I build brick walls around
me because of them too. So far, my wall has
been pretty stable. Let’s just see how long it
lasts until someone knocks it down.♥
The boys in my pictures are: Jack♥, he's my
four-year-old brother;
and Ramsey, my ex/2011 homecomming
date/Bestfriend.
Single♥
His voice. His muscles. His eyes. His smile. His laugh. His touch. His kiss. His hight. His hair. His voice. His muscles. His eyes. His smile. His laugh. His touch. His kiss. His hight. His hair. His voice. His muscles. His eyes. His smile. His laugh. His touch. His kiss. His hight. His hair.His voice. His muscles. His eyes. His smile. His laugh. His touch. His kiss. His hight. His hair. His voice. His muscles. His eyes. His smile. His laugh. His touch. His kiss. His hight. His hair. His voice. His muscles. His eyes. His smile. His laugh. His touch. His kiss. His hight. His hair. His voice. His muscles. His eyes. His smile. His laugh. His touch. His kiss. His hight. His hair. His voice. His muscles. His eyes. His smile. His laugh. His touch. His kiss. His hight. His hair.His voice. His muscles. His eyes. His smile. His laugh. His touch. His kiss. His hight. His hair. His voice. His muscles. His eyes. His smile. His laugh. His touch. His kiss. His hight. His hair. His voice. His muscles. His eyes. His smile. His laugh. His touch. His kiss. His hight. His hair. His voice. His muscles. His eyes. His smile. His laugh. His touch. His kiss. His hight. His hair. His voice. His muscles. His eyes. His smile. His laugh. His touch. His kiss. His hight. His hair.His voice. His muscles. His eyes. His smile. His laugh. His touch. His kiss. His hight. His hair. His voice. His muscles. His eyes. His smile. His laugh. His touch. His kiss. His hight. His hair. His voice. His muscles. His eyes. His smile. His laugh. His touch. His kiss. His hight. His hair. His voice. His muscles. His eyes. His smile. His laugh. His touch. His kiss. His hight. His hair. His voice. His muscles. His eyes. His smile. His laugh. His touch. His kiss. His hight. His hair.His voice. His muscles. His eyes. His smile. His laugh. His touch. His kiss. His hight. His hair. His voice. His muscles. His eyes. His smile. His laugh. His touch. His kiss. His hight. I Miss Him.♥
So I need someone's help. I have this ex, he is the first guy I fell in love with, and I think he hates me; however, I'm not sure. Every time I see him he always looks like he has this sad expression on his face, but then again I always over think things. Him and I haven't talked sence last September; however, I've been having dreams about him. He's the reason I stoped having nightmares, the reason why I am alive and wrighting this. I don't know what to do. I saw him today, I was sitting at the park behind my new house and I was there for at least an hour, and the next thing I know he's behing me playing basketball with his friends. I got up and left trying to fight the tears from my eyes. I don't know what to do. My bestfriend thinks I should talk to him and so does my brother. What should I do and how do I get the courage to do it? Help. Please?