writtenrain*

Status: Keep adventuring and stay not a grown up~
Joined: June 12, 2012
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Writtenrain

  Welcome to my little corner of witty.

The name's Courtney and I am 17 years old. 
I have written three full length novels in a contest called Nanowrimo and will do anything that I set my heart to, 



 

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Quotes by writtenrain*

 
the hours keep slipping away
i don't know how to stop them

 
idk all of the things that used to make me happy don't really do much for me anymore. i'm just kind of here and every atom in me doesn't want to be.

“HEY! HOW ARE YOU? HOW’S SCHOOL GOING?”
 
A PART OF ME CRINGES AT THE QUESTIONS
BECAUSE THOSE THOUGHTS ARE MY OBSESSION
THEY TORMENT ME ENDLESSLY
CLAIMING MY MIND’S IN A DEPRESSION
SO THE TRUTH BEGS FOR MY CONFESSION
BUT I KNOW, IF I WERE TO DO SO
MY WORDS WOULD BE FLAGGED FOR VIEWER DISCRETION
SO I’M STUCK WITH THIS SADNESS AND AGGRESSION
TRYING NOT TO
xFUCK UP YOUR IMPRESSION
OF MY PERFECT LIFE AND HAPPY EXPRESSION
BECAUSE WHO AM I TO MENTION
THAT MY LIFE IS ALL A LIE?
THAT THE HAPPY FACE YOU SEE IS STRUGGLING NOT TO CRY?
THAT HALF THE TIME I’M WONDERING
JUST WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF I DIED?
IN TRUTH, I KNOW, YOU DO NOT MEAN TO PRY
BUT WHAT THE
xHELL DO YOU EXPECT AS A REPLY?
YOU DO NOT WANT THE TRUTH,
YOU’RE MERELY SEARCHING FOR A LIE
WITH A HEAVY HEART AND SHATTERED LUNGS
I’VE NO CHOICE BUT TO COMPLY
SO I BREATHE IN DEEP AND CLOSE MY EYES
AND EVERY ATOM IN ME IS STRUGGLING TO DENY
THAT I JUST WISH THAT I COULD RETRY
EACH
xFUCKING DAY I LET GO BY
BECAUSE IT HURTS TO BE ALIVE
AND IT JUST SEEMS EASIER TO DIE
SO I PRAY THAT I CAN HIDE
THE PAIN BEHIND MY LIFELESS EYES
WHEN I SIGH
AND SAY
“I’M FINE”



»»  they're driving fast cars
but  they  don't  know  where

THEY'RE GOING.  IN THE FAST LANE.
living life without knowing


 


»» øηly α føøl fαlls iη løvε
with someone they can't have

BUT I NEVER SAID THAT I WAS SMART


 





And above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places. Those who don’t believe in magic will never find it


 




when was the last time I woke up happy?
IT SCARES ME, BECAUSE I REALLY DON'T REMEMBER
 

 




 


 



IF MY PARENTS KNEW HOW LITTLE
their opinions matter to me, would they even care? Would they regret the things they've said?


 






THIS WEBSITE USED TO MEAN SO MUCH TO ME
and I don't want to let it go. I don't want to lose it.



 


They use the word "reality" like it's some sort of weapon
Crafting it into an antidote for the dreamers and forcing it upon us
because they were too scared to venture into the unknown themselves
They talk about reality like it is set in stone, as if
we don’t have a choice about what we want to do in this world