StandingTall

Status: Starving
Joined: August 12, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 324669
Gender: F
Hey guys, if you ever need somebody to talk to, I'm here for you. �
Demi Lovato. Seventeen years old.
Get to know me �
Starving until I'm good enough.


 

Quotes by StandingTall

The key to true
 h a p p i n e s s
is letting go of everything that is 
 w e i g h i n g
you down.

Now I feel even more worthless than I already am. Thankyou. I just want to die. Goodbye everyone.

Does anybody want a fasting buddy ?
 

I'm bored in my room,
staring at the wall.
I do my hair,
cake on some make-up,
put on a tight shirt
& short shorts.

I take a picture,

all for a man who doesn't notice.

They think I only want attention.
                     ♥ ♦ ♧
They think "Oh she's not eating again."

Everyday's the same;

Waking up and thinking, "tonight is going to be the night. Tonight I'll finally be free. Tonight I won't be dreading the morning."

Everyday goes the same,
Waking up extra early to drown yourself in makeup, covering your flaws.
Leaving the house in a long sleeve even on the hottest summer days. Everyone thinking your "weird," in reality, you have to hide the scars.
Don't forget the sweatpants in 80 degree weather, have to hide the legs.
Then going through the day, everyone seems to be looking at you,laughing at how pathetic you are.
Trying to read their minds. Checking youself out, making sure they can't see the cuts.
Being dizzy all through third period.
Wondering who you'll sit with at lunch,
Watching people eat fries, and fried chicken, without a care in the world.
Finally making it home, doing homework and exercising.
Everynight ending in tears,
Everyday ending the same.
Wishing you had someone.
Anyone.


Just know it's killing me inside..

                              Pain.
Thats all I want. I want to punish myself for all the things I failed to become.