Everyday's
the same;
Waking up and thinking, "tonight is going to be the night.
Tonight I'll finally be free. Tonight I won't be dreading
the morning."
Everyday goes the same,
Waking up extra early to drown yourself in makeup, covering your
flaws.
Leaving the house in a long sleeve even on the hottest
summer days. Everyone thinking your "weird," in
reality, you have to hide the scars.
Don't forget the sweatpants in 80 degree weather, have to hide
the legs.
Then going through the day, everyone seems to be looking at
you,laughing at how pathetic you are.
Trying to read their minds. Checking youself out, making sure they
can't see the cuts.
Being dizzy all through third period.
Wondering who you'll sit with at lunch,
Watching people eat fries, and fried chicken, without a care
in the world.
Finally making it home, doing homework and exercising.
Everynight ending in tears,
Everyday ending the same.
Wishing you had someone.
Anyone.