Star1012636

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Hey I'm Ashley..

Everyone knows me as this happy girl, that I'm not. I go home and see myself changing everyday. My parents don't notice, my friends don't either, and I don't really mind. I tried to be positive, I tried to be cool, I tried to fit in, but it never works. I'm done trying. I just want to be myself. If noone likes that then they'll just have to deal with it. I'm done trying.


High School never ends....
 


Quotes by Star1012636

I wish everyone would just stay out of other peoples relationships.
Maybe if they did I'd still be with my boyfriend.
I really liked him too...
:'(
I broke down crying again today...this time in front of my parents.
I don't know whats wrong with me. Its like when you take me away from the place I never wanted to live in the first place, I miss it, I want it back, and I can handle the thought of living here for the next four years. I want my friends back. I don't want to be friends with all guys. I don't want to have one close girl friend. I don't want my boyfriend to be jealous when I hang out with guys. But really when thats all I have, I have to take it. 
I see myself turning into her everyday...this can't happen.
Does noone see me changing?
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
                                       Or the moment of truth in your lies
                                                   When everything feels like the movies
                                                               Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive

                                                                          And I don't want the world to see me
                                   'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
                    When everything's made to be broken
       I just want you to know who I am...

Day 2- initials of the person you've liked the longest
W.N
I like other people but, I've like him the longest <3


77% OF GIRLS THINK THEY'RE UGLY.
50% of girls think they're fat. 
100% of society should stop insulting girls for their apperances. ♡
Day One - 15 facts about myself
 1.) My names Ashley Katherine Jamison :)
 2.) I have a dog named Pudding
 3.) I really like this guy who gets in trouble all the time, gets bad grades, and pushes people around. I'm the total opposite :)
 4.) I love french onion soup
 5.) I wanna move back to Ohio so badly
 6.) I love not having braces anymore
 7.) I hate my swim team here its tourture.
 8.) I really love acting and singing
 9.) I chew gum all the time
10.) I wanna be a vegan after I get out of highschool.
11.) I want to be with this one guy, I just know how it would work because we livee so far away from each other.
12.) I love going hiking :)
13.) I like shopping and fashion.
14.) I hate my Bio class when my "friends" tell me all my friends are weird and I need new ones.
15.) I just wanna be happy and positive :)
Dear Rebecca Black
At least I brush my teeth in the morning!
Sincerely,
Ke$ha
My friends and I sat in a booth at outback after a football game on Friday.
My friend Tori on my side. & my friend Lucy and her best friend Sarah on the other side.
Me and Tori talked for awhile....only to realize Lucy was crying and Sarah was hugging her.
I looked over, and ask Tori what was up. She didn't know. I asked Lucy what was wrong. and her reponse was:

"My life sucks! I can't get a boyfriend, I'm the only sophmore in the whole world that has never had some relationship with a guy!" 
I tried to tell them guys aren't everything...and Lucy told me I was so sweet. Sarah just stared at me for a second, Sarah can tell you like it is, the truth, and sometimes it can be mean, well most of the time, if you aren't use to her you'll be offended. She finally said:
"Ashley, you don't what its like. Every guy you've every liked has liked you back. Every one." I couldn't disagree..it was true, I didn't know what to say..I just looked at her. I don't know why that hurt, but it did. 

Just needed to vent :)
I just moved back to where I use to live, I'm going to high school with people I knew in 3rd grade. Its nice to know some people, but its kinda weird at the same time. 
Soo In 2nd grade there was this kid named Robbie, me and him got "married". We use to kiss all the time, but it was second grade! Eventually his friend "divorced" us...haha. && the next year I moved. Sometimes I would come to visit and my friend told me Robbie had moved, so I assumed he was gone, when I started high school. 
I was sitting in health and this really cute guy walks in. I turn to the girl next to me and ask her who it is(cause he looks familiar). Its Robbie. At first I was like...didn't he move? I thought I wouldn't have to deal with: "ohh haha remember you guys got married?!" Then I got really excited, I didn't know many people! So after class I walked up to him and asked him if he remembered me, we talked for awhile then went to whatever classes. He was in my lunch too! && he was friends with one of my friends. 
Then tonight at the football game, we hung out the whole time :)
Hes really nice, and sweet. I can't believe I'm falling for my 2nd grade crush....