StayAwake__

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Joined: May 5, 2010
Last Seen: 6 years
Birthday: January 27
user id: 108128
Location: England
Gender: F

Hey, my name's Amy, I'm twenty and from England. Come follow me on tumblr and twitter? I'm currently studying Criminology and Criminal Justice at the University of Portsmouth.. I've actually been on witty since March 2009, so quite a few years now. I'm not great at talking about myself, so I'll probably leave it here..
I'm pretty friendly (though slightly awkward), so feel free to talk to me if you want, and thanks for reading this! :)


Just to say that if you send me a comment and I don't reply it's not because I've ignored it, it's because I'm so bad at knowing what to say back to people.. Sorry! Hope you enjoy my quotes :)

[+] sun, laughing, cities, family, friends, CSI, Starkid, Lord of the Rings, orange juice, comedy shows, Harry Potter, tumblr, Criminal Minds, cats, xbox, Star Trek, eating, comic books, music, diet coke, Sherlock, books, visiting new places, photography

[-] the walk I have to carry my weekly shop along, British weather, spending money, losing pens, the sound of people eating, having so many coats but only being able to wear one as it's too cold to wear any of the others, cleaning the kitchen, losing bookmarks, having to listen to other people's music, smoking, excessive drinking, clubbing, 'the student way of living'

 
                                                           Things I think about.

Sunday 10th November 2013
I haven't been on here for ages, oops. So since August I've booked to travel around America for 6 weeks in June next year and I've been back at university for 2 months.. Looking forwards to going home for Christmas next month, I'm getting kinda fed up with my housemates and their habits so it will be good to get away from it for 3 weeks. And we're going on holiday to Finland over new years so hopefully that will be good. Oh and I passed my driving test in August so I can drive a snowmobile on holiday.. Just dreading all of the assessments due in beforehand - I've got an exam on 10th December and about 5 essays in for the beginning of January which I'm aiming to get done before I go home. And it's only 2 months until my birthday, which is terrifying as I'm gonna be 20. But yeah, next summer I'll be camping through 26 states in 6 weeks starting and ending in LA. So I have to fly. Alone. And I have to check into 2 hotels. Alone. Which isn't too bad, it's the flying that worries me.. I was scared going on a train by myself for the first time, yet alone a plane in a large airport. But I'm going a day ealier than planned so my dad's booked me into the Hilton hotel next to the Universal Studios there meaning I'm most likely gonna spend a day there! Ah man I'm so excited about it but I've still got 7 months to go.. 

Saturday 3rd August 2013
Wow, so one of my best friends from the ages of 5-12 got married last week. She got married. Wow. And her husband's twin sister (also our age) has been married for almost 2 years. Wow. That's crazy. I've never even been in a relationship. Or even been close to being in one. And they're married. And they're both living in the same city as me as we go to the same university. Wow. 

Friday 6th July 2013
Oh dear, it's Jack's party tomorrow. It's not even a big deal to any of them, but I have literally never been to anything like it.. Odd considering I'm the university student and they're both full time workers. I never really got into the whole party thing, and I think I'm more worried about the fact it's fancy dress and I only have tomorrow to figure out what I'm going as. To be honest I'm not even 100% sure if I'm even going as I haven't talked to Emma since last week and she said that she'd be giving me a lift :/ Fingers crossed it goes alright and I don't end up sitting in the corner by myself if I do end up going. Oh, and a guy I met last summer who was trying to chat me up the entire time is going to be going as well. I haven't seen him since then. Ach. I swear I'm like the Raj from the Big Bang theory.. Get alcohol into my system and I'm such a smooth talker around guys whereas normally I just sort of sputter out random words at them. It's not even a good thing :/

Sunday 30th June 2013
Okay, well it's only 1 in the morning but it's July tomorrow. Which is quite scary. Jess came back here for this weekend so I met up with her and Emma last night, which was nice. She's still living down in Portsmouth at the moment, then at the end of July she's moving to Reading, so it's going to be really difficult to see her now. It was a good night last night though.. We went to one of the pubs up the high street and had a cider each, and just talked for a few hours. Followed by a compulsory late night trip to the Chinese where we sat in Emma's car and talked even more. It's Emma's boyfriends 21st birthday this week and he said a few weeks ago that I was invited to his party but now it's next weekend and I'm slightly dreading it.. According to Emma a load of his university friends are going to be coming and loads of other random people as well, and I'm only going to know the two of them! over 100 people have been invited on the facebook group, and he's hiring out a pub that can hold up to 200 people.. And I've only ever been to one sort of party like this before and that was a friends 18th last year, but it was mainly her family and not all strangers in their 20s.

Friday 31st May 2013
Wow. Tomorrow it will have been exactly 1 year since I left school. Weird stuff. It's also my friends birthday tomorrow, so we're going out to a pub in the neighbouring town tonight, and then tomorrow night we're going to go to some of the clubs in the main town. And I'm going back to Wales inbetween and on Sunday, as it's my Nan's birthday on Sunday. Busy busy. Also terrified because I've never been where we're going tonight, and I've only been clubbing here once. Not really my scene, but at least I'll be able to catch up with people I guess. 

Friday 17th May 2013
Ah, had my last exam today. That means that I've just finished my first year at university! Terrifying! So my dad is coming to collect me and all my stuff on Sunday morning meaning that I'm gonna have to pack up everything in one day.. And I haven't been on my laptop at all for the past week as my Internet decided to cut out and there was no way of fixing it. And I got fed up and just haven't been on my laptop since. But I'm going home on Saturday so I will FINALLY have some wifi again. Goodbye annoying Ethernet cables.

Saturday 11th May 2013
Went to London yesterday and stayed in a hotel overnight with my parents and brother, which as pretty cool. We went to a circus type thing on South Bank last night, went back to the hotel which had amazing views, and we got free roam over the mini fridge and there was a mac in the room, which was pretty good.. Then we went to the imax theatre to watch Star Trek Into Darkness, which was really good.. And then we met up with my uncle and all parted our separate ways. So now I'm back in Portsmouth. So nervous about my exams this week, but next Sunday I am going home for good until September. And I am really looking forward to that. Even if it does mean packing my entire room up in one day.

Wednesday 8th May 2013
Still barely done any revision. I just can't do it. All I'm doing is staring at words. I mean I'm looking forward to going to London on Friday, but I'm also dreading it as I'll only have Sunday left for revision :/. Anyway, at least this time next week I'll only have one exam left. And I'm going home next Sunday as well, which is actually quite scary.. There was an email sent out earlier warning us that there are gonna be strong winds around tomorrow and that we need to make sure our windows are closed and secure, so I have a feeling that we may be losing our kitchen windows, as they're always open, even when I close them as it's raining and birds are getting in. And hopefully it won't be too bad as it says that there's a high chance that transport will be disrupted, and that includes trains, so it better stop before Friday.

Monday 6th May 2013
my exams start next Monday :/ I've barely done any revision because I'm just feeling so unmotivated. It's so sunny outside and I have to do revision, and even when the exams are over I have no one to go with. I'm sitting in my room at the moment and the guy in the room on one side of me is playing his music loud AGAIN, and the girl in the room on the other side of me is giggling loudly with the other girl in our kitchen. I'm going to London this weekend, and then I'm going home for the summer next weekend and I really can't wait, but I'm kinda sad that I won't be able to walk to Gunwharf when it's sunny. Especially because I haven't talked to my friends from back home for so long and I think Jess is going to stay in Portsmouth over the summer, instead of coming home :/. I'm just really hoping that I pass these exams, but I just can't do any revision as I can't concentrate in my room (Jake's music) and I don't like being around other people when I'm trying to revise so I can't go to the library or go sit on the common or anything as they're always really busy, especailly now :/

Friday 3rd May 2013
Ah, had a day completely to myself today. Well, that's everyday but today I made a proper day out of it. I went to Mcdonalds for lunch, mainly because of the monopoly stickers, then I went to a few clothes shops to look for some more summery stuff, then I went to Gunwharf Quays to pick up the cinema tickets for Iron Man 3, but I was really early so I got a smoothie from a cafe and sat down along the front by the sea and wasted a bit of time. Then I walked around some of the shops there and then watched Iron Man 3 (which was really good btw) and then came back to halls. 

I've been thinking about it and I think the main reason I've feel so lonely when I go back home is because none of my friends have gone to university. I mean every other group of friends from back home and that I've met here have had a few people go to different universities, whereas with us I've come to Portsmouth and so has Jess, but Jess has finished now and she's not coming back for a second year. Emma and Jess went to college and Becky just carried on not really doing anything, but working part time. What makes it difficult is that with everyone else they're all away and have all met new people and enjoy getting back together when they're home as they can't normally do it. With us, I haven't made any friends here, so that's not great, and then Jess and Emma have made loads of new friends from college who they hang around with all the time. Which would be no different from the people who go to university, apart from the fact that they're already at home. And they've got all these cool new people to hang out with, why would they need to hang around with me anymore? All I ever did was tag along anyway. I never met anyone new myself, I just got introduced to people they met. There's no benefits of having me around - I don't like drinking that much, I don't smoke, I don't do drugs, I can't drive, I'm awful at conversing and bring an awkward atmosphere everywhere with me. All the new people they're friends with now are the complete opposite of that. Maybe if they even made an effort to try and do something I wouldn't feel so bad, but it's like when we met up in the Christmas holiday (last time we met up in Bassett), I was the one who suggested it, multiple times, then no one even wanted to talk when we did meet up, both Emma and Jess brought their boyfriends with them, then they all complained they were tired. Then we all went home. We met up for about an hour. That was it. Ahh, I just feel like I'm complaining, and I know I'm not great at keeping in contact with people because I always feel like I'm bothering them, but I know for a fact that they don't have that problem and I think that's why I'm feeling so fed up and kinda sad :/

Thursday 2nd May 2013
It's May. MAY. Wow. Kinda really beginning to worry about my exams now.. They're in less than two weeks time! SCARY. My mum said that her, my dad and my brother are thinking about coming down on Sunday, so that should be cool. Especially if the weather stays as nice as it has been so far this week. And I finally got to eat my pizza. An entire week late but I finally had it! And I bought some more ice cream so I can have that now as well. And hopefully no one will steal this one as I've hidden it at the back of the freezer. Anyway, I'll actually be able to go home for summer in just over 2 weeks.. Guess I better start looking for a summer job at some point :o

Tuesday 30th April 2013
The guy in the room opposite got back today. I missed the smell of air freshner badly concealing weed. Yay. I had a poster presentation this morning which was terrifying. It wasn't too bad when we got to do it though, as we just had to talk it through with our seminar leaders and my group has the best seminar leader so it was fine and he made it not so scary. So just hoping that I didn't do too badly in it now. Then exams in two weeks and then home for the summer! Wow.. I've booked cinema tickets to see Iron Man 3 on Friday and next Saturday I'm seeing Star Trek Into Darkness in the imax cinema in London with my family, so that should be cool..

Saturday 27th April 2013
Aaaahhhh, just about to text my mum to ask if she'll be alright with me going to Chicago at the end of the month. I've had the text written out for over an hour but I haven't sent it as that basically makes it more of an actual possibility.

So she replied asking 'when, why and who with?' which was never gonna be a good sign. After ages of freaking out about what to answer for 'why' and turning to tumblr for advie it was already getting pretty late and she was all 'hmm, it doesn't seem the best idea for you to go alone' and then sent me a text saying 'we'll talk about it tomorrow'. It's just at a really awkward time and everything and I feel awful as she's going to Wales tomorrow to visit her sister who's just had heart bypass surgery and I dunno.. I just feel awful

Also, the oven and hob in our kitchen have been 'being cleaned' for the past 3 days, meaning all I've eaten since thursday are noodle snack pots, cereals and crisps. And I had to chuck a pizza out as it went out of date. So I bought another pizza and some ice cream because I could and I thought I'd treat myself. SOMEONE STOLE MY ICE CREAM. THEY STOLE MY BEN AND JERRYS!! As if I wasn't miserable, annoyed and stressed out as it was. I don't even understand people. Who eats someone else's food?! 'Oh this looks nice, it's not mine, I didn't pay for it myself, seems like a good idea to eat it anyway!' SAID NO STRAIGHT THINKING PERSON EVER! Ugh. Was so annoyed that I actually went for a walk. I just left. I wandered arounf Portsmouth for an hour and a half. Tried getting to the beach but the route I had planned involved going through a pitch black field, and the other way I found was blocked off by a bunch of drunk men so I just did a loop and walked back. And I saw a fox. Wish I was back in Bassett where I could go for a peacfeul walk and not get looked at funny. That's why I was attempting to get to the beach. Oh well.

Thursday 25th April 2013
Uhhhhhhhhhhhhh..... I kindareallywanna go to Chicago this summer and see the production of The Last Days of Judas Iscariot that Julia's directing but I dunno how to ask my paretns because I'll need to know by Sunday as the kickstarter finishes then and I wanna try and get to meet them and asiodhfgt. I'm so unsure about it as well, but I have the money, it would be helping them and uhuhgug. I dunno where I'd stay or anything, but just going to Chicago by myself and everything is so cool. And I was looking on my tumblr earlier and the last sentence on my about page is 'there are a handful of people that I would give anything to meet' and this would mean getting to meet some of them and it's just too good to be true, and I have no idea how I'll get around Chicago and asodfihg


Tuesday 23rd April 2013
Oh my gosh, it's so sunny and warm today.. although I've only been outside to go and collect a parcel from over the road. I did send a text to one of my friends asking if she wanted to go for a walk down to the beach tomorrow, but it's her boyfriends day off. So I think I might attempt to go for a walk there by myself and maybe get an ice cream or something. Only if it's this warm and sunny though! Might take some notes and do a bit of revision as well.. As long as I don't get out of bed at 2pm again and actually get out of my room for a bit, as I can see myself beginning to slowly fall into that routine again. 

And asdycvkblhiogu I just raised my pledge on Judas Redux to the one with an exclusive google hangout with the cast and creative crew. AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Monday 22nd April 2013
Back in Portsmouth now.. Pretty weird as I have nothing scheduled until next Tuesday, and then another 2 weeks after that. I actually got up this morning though, as I had to hand my portfolio in before 12, and I agreed to walk there with a girl on my course at 10.30.. And on another note, how am I so hungry?!??!! I went to KFC with Jess as she had some discount vouchers (we're students, when we have them we're going to use them), and they were sorta a buy one get one free thing, so we both had 2 large meals with loads of everything for less than it would normally cost for one meal.. And after than I ate a chocolate desert, a packet of crisps and some small chocolate bars. Admittedly that was 6 hours ago, but that was basically a whole days worth of food! (the reason I had so much chocolate is because my parents bought some food for me before I came back and most of it consisted of 'revision snacks').

currently trying to think of a way to ask my mum if I could go to Chicago.. I'd be paying and everything, it's just if she would let me as she didn't even want me getting a late train back to Portsmouth, where I've been living for the past 7 1/2 months. 'Urm, so Mum, could I go to Chicago to in August to meet some complete strangers?'. She doesn't even know who they are, I'd have to try and get my brother to explain a bit or something, seeing as I kinda forced him into watching avpm, but he did willingly watched hmb, because batman. Ugfslaeigfa.

Thursday 18th April 2013
I've said it before and I'll say it again; my entire life is just gonna be one major fail. I've got another driving lesson tomorrow morning. Need to pass my test before September or else I have to retake my theory test again. Failed it twice. Had one lesson last week after over a year of no driving and got told that I did everything well and that the main issue is my confidence. My last driving instructor said that I was really good as well. But I failed. Twice. And my piano teacher used to say it as well. That I was basically her best student as I could pick up stuff so fast and then just do it, and do it well.. but the main issue was my confidence. Failed the last piano exam I took as well. I dunno, I hate the fact that everything is measured on how well you perform in a particular moment of time, and also depends on every single thing that is happening at that very moment as well. I'm probably also gonna fail my also fail my first year at uni as well.. My dad basically told me it was pointless me even going back this weekend as I haven't done the poster I need for the 30th yet as I'm basically going crazy about as I can't find a topic that I'm happy with. It wouldn't be so bad, but it needs to be printed of on A3, and the only way I can do that is by giving it to my mum to do at her work. So today I asked her if was possible for me to send it to her in the week and then her give it to me the next weekend. She said yes. Then I clarified with her AGAIN, and she got mad at me because she's already said it was fine. Then I mentioned it again to her this evening at about 9.30 (too late for me to give it to her tomorrow by) and she turns round and says no. So then I get mad, she tells my dad that she never said that she would do it in the first place, and now my dad is mad at me, and I feel awful for feeling so angry at my parents. Oh, and I probably won't get the poster done now, so that's one unit completely screwed up. What makes it even worse is that I was crying and went up to my room, and sat in my little 'crying corner' behind my door, so that no-one can come in. For at least the past 4 years everytime I have sat in that corner I would tell myself that it was only so many years until I got to go to university, but I can't do that anymore as university sucks even more than here. I think that's what makes me so upset. The fact that I have looked forward to something so much for so much of my life and now that I'm finally there it may be the worst thing that has ever happened. 

Wednesday 11th April 2013
Urm, so I'm back home for the holidays at the moment, went to Paris for a few days two weeks ago, got my phone pickpocketed and not done much since then. Haven't met up with any of my friends, mainly because I'm stubborn and after being the only one who has made an effort to initiate in any contact or ideas for meeting up since last September I'm kinda fed up. And I think my friend who goes to the same university as me is still in Portsmouth spending time with her new boyfriend. Practically spending all day everyday with him, even though when I've asked if she wants to meet up she almost always says she's busy. Oh, and she was quite happy to move to a completely new city and live with her dad where she has no friends or anything, but now she's got herself this guy she's actually got a job in Portsmouth so that she doesn't have to leave him. It wouldn't be soooo bad, but they've literally been going out for a month. Or maybe I'm just jealous that's she's actually met someone to spend time with. At least she'll still be in Portsmouth next year. I guess.

Saturday 23rd March 2013
Oh my gosh, I'm pretty mad right now. Trying to work on an essay due in for Monday and the guy in the room next to me is still playing his music ridiculously loud. He turns the bass up really loud so that my entire room shakes as well. He's been doing this for the past 5 months and thinks that I'm just making a big fuss as the speakers - and quote -   'aren't even on her side of the wall'. I can't believe he's at university. He's like a little kid. Seriously. Plus all of the music that he plays is the same sort of stuff I used to listen to like 4/5 years ago and it's horrifically annoying.

Friday 22nd March 2013
This time next week I will be in France.. Looking forward to it, and hopefully the weather will be better there than it is here at the moment. Got invited to someone's birthday meal, which is on Monday, so that should be interesting.. I literally only know the girl who's birthday it is, and I don't even know who else or how many other people are going or anything.. I get on well with her, so hopefully I'll be fine with the other people that she's friends with, but it's even more terrifying than the Christmas meal I went to last year. Expecially as I only found out about it today and it's on Monday and I won't see her again until then.. Aha, oh dear..

Sunday 17th March 2013
Oh dear, not only is it St Patricks day today, there's also a massive sporting event between my university and a neighbouring one, which has loads of events throughout the day and drinking throughout the night. It's 8pm now and people are already running up and down the corridors screaming, so this should be fun. I totally wanted to go to some of it as well, but I don't have anyone to go with at all and I don't know how it works or anything, especially as it's the first time it's been done here.. Like there was some thing with stupid looking tshirts but I don't think they actually had anything to do with the actual day, but I have no idea or anything :/ Anyway, I finish next Wednesday and I'm off to France next Thursday morning, so all's good! It could probably be better, but oh well.

Looking forward to getting out of halls forever, and I don't think I will even mind if I never see any of the people who live here again.. It's not like I even see them anyway. Or they see me. I was in the kitchen cooking something in oven the other day, and another girl from my kitchen walks in with her friend and I smile at them both and get ignored, then her friend leaves and she puts something in the oven ON TOP of my food, closes the door then looks confused and asks me why the oven was already on. Seriously?! I was pretty annoyed. Then the next day I walked in the kitchen and the two other girls were in there and I said hey and got one sort of response and the other girl didn't even turn around. They had been talking before I walked in, fell silent the entire time I was pouring myself a drink, then as soon as I left started laughing between each other, so loudly I could hear them in my room for the next 20 minutes. I just can't wait for this to be over, and I'm hopinh and hoping that one day I will actually make some friends that want to be friends with me, and spend time with me and that I actually feel comfortable around. I'm 19 years old and I've never, ever, ever felt competely comfortable around any of my friends. I've never even had a 'best friend'. I just feel as though now I'm too old to even have any of this, especially seeing that as soon as I finish university I'm just going to be going into full time work for the rest of my life. Yay, life really does sound fun. 

Friday 8th March 2013
Oh and there I was hoping that the sunny weather would stay. Raining all day today and there's a chance of snow next week. Fantastic. Supposed to be cold and rainy on Sunday which sucks. I think there's a new person moved into the empty room sharing the kitchen, which is confusing, especially as it's March, we finish in May and practically have all of April off.. Hmm.. So, went out for lunch again today with two people on my course which was cool.. I also had lunch with my dad in a pub on Monday and went to kfc with Jess yesterday, and I'm probably gonna go out for lunch again on Sunday with my mum and brother for mother's day.. Wow 

Tuesday 5th March 2013
Well, this is bizarre.. Sitting in my room in shorts and a strappy top, drinking orange juice, organising stuff and listening to Ocean Avenue on repeat (song that reminds me most of summer). I mean, okay, it's not boiling, but it's still really sunny and nice and I just want it to be summer nowwwwww. I hope this weather keeps up, especially as my mum and brother are coming to visit on Sunday, and we were gonna walk around.. and then I'm meeting up with Jess on Thursday, and may even go to the beach on Saturday if it's still sunny. My dad was working nearby yesterday, so we met up for lunch, which was nice as he's going to San Francisco on Sunday so I won't be seeing him again until the easter holidays..

Thursday 28th February 2013
Oh gosh, I know I said this about February, but no way is it March tomorrow. That means that tomorrow my exams may start NEXT MONTH. Oh dear. But 4 weeks today I shall be in Paris, so all is good. And I'm going to go to Disneyland Paris as well, and the last time I went there was on my 3rd birthday which is absolutely crazy as I still remember parts of it.. So basically, I have the next 3 weeks of barely anything, and then in the same way as last semester, everything is happening during the last week.. Jess, Emma and Becky may be coming down on one day, then I've got an essay due in, then it's my last seminars and lectures of everything until september, then it's 3 people's birthdays within 5 days, then my parents are coming down on the wednesday, then Thea may be having a birthday dinner that evening, and then I need to pack for France and for the easter holiday, and then I'm leaving early on Thursday morning with my family to go to France.. Wow..

Wednesday 13th February 2013
Had a suprisingly productive day today.. Woke up this morning feeling absolutely awful, so I didn't go to my lecture, then I went back to sleep and then left to meet up with my friend, but as always she slept in.. So I went to poundland and picked up a tin opener as I can't find mine, then paid in a cheque, then collected my train tickets, then found a way to walk to Asda, as it's quite far away, and I picked up a cheap jug and some food, just because.. Then I went to my friends house and made sure that she didn't go back to bed again, then we went to kfc, then I went with her to pay a cheque in, then we went to Tesco, and did some more shopping, so I now have a ridiculous amount of chocolate sitting next to (not good). Oh, and I somehow managed to spill pepsi all over my bed, and then in my haste to remove the bed covers ended up getting it all up the white wall.. Hopefully it won't stain! I'd have to pay for damages if it does D:

Tuesday 12th February 2013
Pancake day today.. I haven't had any though. I had some small shop bought ones yesterday with some ice cream, then I might try and make some when I'm back home this weekend, in a nice, clean kitchen. Can't believe I've only got 6 weeks until my lectures and seminars are over and exams start D: If my seminar today was any indication to how well we're gonna do, everyone in the group is going to fail so badly. I also can't believe I only have 3 of those seminars left! And our seminar leader is moving to America, which is a shame as he's so many people's favourite. Like today, no one did the work, so we just sorta talked about nothing for the first half an hour, then did work for the rest alongside watching clips of a film and being told that our prep work for next time is to watch a film 'else I'll chop off your hands'. Oh, and my course has a social tonight.. I'm not going, but I did get invitied to go for pre drinks around someone elses flat, which surprised me.. Especially as the only other people going always hang around together anyway. I'm not quite sure why I didn't go.. Maybe because the last time I went to a club was Halloween, and I've just got used to sitting in my room every night.. That and the fact that I barely know anyone on my course that would be there, apart from about one of the girls and I don't cope well with absolutely loads of people I don't know. Even though I haven't gone, I'm just happy that someone actually did ask me to go.. I said no when they first asked, and then they asked why and before I could answer that I didn't have anyone to go with the girl I barely know said 'come with us'. Anyway, I just hope the weather does actually start to get warmer now, seeing as it's decided that it's gonna start snowing again. Woo. No.

Thursday 31st January 2013
There is no way on earth that it is February tomorrow. How did that even happen?! I used to wish for the days to go faster so that I could grow up, but now I just want to go back and relive them again, even if some were awful :/ I remember I always wanted to be 15, as it was halfway between 10 and 20, and I wouldn't mind being 15 again, especially seeing as I'll be turning 20 next January :o Anyway, the weather today was somewhat nicer than it has been for months, and although there was quite a strong, cold breeze, the warmth of the sunlight did make me feel slightly lighter and happier than I have done. It reminds me of being on holiday, being back at home with my friends, sitting outside at school and lots of other nice memories. Hopefully the weather will stay like this for a while now, so I can go for a nice walk, maybe to the beach, next weekend. I've got an essay due in for Monday, so that's this weekend busy. I was hoping to have got it done by now, but I'm just feeling so unmotivated. Especially to write a policy briefing.  It's just not fun.. And after that, only one more essay, a portfolio, poster presentation and 3 exams. Yay. 

Saturday 26th January 2013
Wow, 19 tomorrow.. I don't know whether to be excited or scared at the fact that my brother told me the presents I've got for my birthday are based on what I mentioned to him that I didn't get at Christmas..Also, I might as well just be officially renamed as 'melter of the snow' as everywhere I go that has snow immediately loses all signs of snow within a few hours. I got home yesterday and there were at least 4 inches of untouched snow in the back garden. I was planning to make a snowman today, seeing as all the snow in Portsmouth melted immediately.. Wake up this morning? Not a single bit of snow left. Oh joy.. Now please be summer? Oh, and also found out that I'm going to Lapland the week after Christmas and for new years this year! I will almost be 20, but you can never be too old to go on a reindeer sleigh ride!

Thursday 23rd January 2013
This time tomorrow I will be on a train just about to arrive back home for the weekend. Looking forwards to it.. Beats sitting here in my room alone for my birthday, at least my family are at home, even if none of my friends have even remembered when my birthday is. I had to tell one of them, two are in Poland and the other I haven't talked to for ages, but it's her birthday as well this weekend and she's alrready got plans with the people that she hangs round with now. Not that she'd turn up if I did anything anyway, she's always finding an excuse. I really want to be back on holiday last summer as well. I just want to go back to all of the places that we went to, other places, and stay for longer. All this snow is not making it better as I just want to be back in the sun D: Oh, and I girl I used to go to school with went to the national television awards last night and got a photo with Martin Freeman. Totally not jealous. At all. Never.

Monday 21st January 2013
So ridiculously tired. I went to bed early last night as I had an early start this morning.. Took me a good three hours to get to sleep and only moments after the fire alarm went off, leading to standing outside in the freezing cold and snow, only to get back to my room and have the night security guards have a loud conversation with some girls outside my room for another half an hour, resulting in me getting a total of about three hours sleep. I can't function with three hours sleep. I need my sleep. Anyway, early start again tomorrow (plus a walk up to the fourth floor of a building first thing), then one other seminar and free until Wednesday morning. Apart from the other half of the formative assessment that I need to get sent in by Wednesday. Then Thursday off, two hours on Friday and then home for my birthday! Can't believe I'm going to be 19. I'm 20 next year. One of my best friends turns 21 next year. *shudder* Don't wish your teenage years away.. believe me..

Thursday 17th January 2013
So one year ago today marks the last time I was in a car with a driving instructor. Not because I passed, beacuse I failed for a second time knowing full well that I could drive better than people who had passed their tests and with my instructor knowing as well. Jolly. But I have to pass by August this year else I have to redo my theory. Anyway, it was -6 degrees C here last night.. It's supposed to snow heavily tomorrow though, and I told myself that if it snows I was going to go to the beach for the novelty of being at the beach in the snow. I haven't even been there since I've been here as it's been raining practically non stop since September so I'm kinda hoping the snow will last more than one day. Oh, and it's my birthday next Sunday! Going home next Friday as I have no one here, and I might as well do something with my family, even if it is on the Saturday instead of the Sunday and I'm stuck on trainson my actualy birthday. Not that anyone here will even remember. I remember everyone else's birthday but I know it won't happen. People go out for meals and everything, but no one even has money and I don't have anyone anyway. Even my friend from home who is at uni with me, who I have known since I was 5, asked me when my birthday is yesterday. And only because I mentioned another one of our friends birthdays and she knows that they're close. 

Sunday 13th January 2013
I can't believe people sometimes. Out kitchen is A MESS. It's disgusting! And no one seems to want to do anything about it. If I wasn't stubborn about it I'd probably clean it, but it would be just as messy within the next 24 hours. I don't even know how it's possible. If the cooker's cleaned within a day it will be covered in dirt. I don't even know how people do it. Right now the counter tops are covered in food, the sink is half full with dirty water, but the plugs out. The plug hole is blocked from food that someone has poured down it. The floor is covered in food. There is bird poo pretty much everywhere as people still don't close the window. There's dirty plates and pans and cutlery everywhere. The bin bag is on the floor spilling it's contents everywhere, and people are just chucking stuff on it. Oh, and people have been using my cutlery. Seriously, if everyone just cleaned up their own mess it would be spotless! I've cleaned up everyone elses mess way too many times, and I'm just not doing it anymore. I don't leave plates in there, my glasses are all in my room, I wash everything as I use it and always make sure that any mess I've made is gone. IT'S NOT THAT HARD. I mean, who takes th bin bag OUT OF THE BIN and leaves it in the middle of the floor?! I just don't understand!

Wednesday 9th January 2013
I don't like this getting older business. It makes me realise just how hard I'm actually going to find life. I've always wanted to move somewhere away from home.. I've actually considered moving to America, or at least maybe doing a masters there after I finish here. But I'm not sure I could cope with being away from my family. They're the only people I really have, and I worry. When it was icy last year I was so worried about my mum slipping and hurting herself, as it's happened before. Today she actually broke her arm. She tripped over. I know it's not a major, major injury, but it's made me sad. Not a great start to the year. I've been trying to keep positive so far this year, instead of letting life get to me, like it has been since september. I guess some things are easier said than done though. I've only been back at uni for 5 days. On the plus side, I somehow managed to find the complete Sherlock Holmes collection for free on my phone to read, and the Lord of the Rings trilogy, so that's going to be keeping me busy I hope.

Friday 14th December 2012
So I've taken down the rubbish, washed all my plates and all I've got to do now is tidy my room and sort stuff out to take home with me. Oh, and pay the deposit for the house, but I'm going to do that tomorrow.. Ugh, I just want to play on the sims, but I need to tidy my room as my brother and mum are gonna be here tomorrow and urghhh.. I can't even pack what I'm taking home, as my mum's bringing the suitcase down with her tomorrow.

Thursday 13th December 2012
Totally bought a Gangnam style jumper today.. And a Santa jumper.. and another Christmas present for my brother.. I got him this thing we saw advertised on TV in America when we were on holiday in the summer, and it was so hilarious and we had this ongoing joke about it, and he mentioned it when I was home last as well.. And I was in a random shop with my friend, as we thought we'd check it out as we've walked past it loads and never gone in, and it was just there and I had to get it. Ahaha.. it's for ages 4+ and he's 13, but I don't care.. If he doesn't want to keep it I'll just keep it as it's amazing.. Anyway, just got one seminar, a lecture and a workshop left and have to pack and take the rubbish out, and pay the deposit for the house.. But I'm washing my dishes now, already got all the rubbish ready to take down tomorrow, transferred my money from my savings for the house and have already partly started organising the stuff in my room and now I'm going to go have some porridge, And we're putting the Christmas tree up on the weekend, and I'm just looking forward to decent food.. Especially Christmassy food as I've had some here, but it's not the same as having it at home. I actually went into the shop the other day and bought some frozen chicken party thing, a packet of cheese stick things and a massive tub of ice cream.. It basically looked like I was buying food for a party or group, but no-= one had to know it was only for me.. And I've eaten it all as well.. So much for being healthy.

Wednesday 12th December 2012
Okay, so the dinner wasn't bad actually. Everyone was really nice, and it turns out I'm in the same groups as a lot of the people who were there. Anyway, two days until I go home!! Looking forward to it, but not all of the stuff I've got to do beforehand. I've done the fun stuff like watch films, eat icecream, play on the xbox and stuff but now I've still got to pack all my stuff to take back, take out all the rubbish in my room, wash all my plates and stuff (dreading this, there's mouldy meat down the sink and just walking near it makes me gag as it stinks, so bad), pay for the microwave, pay the deposit for the house, tidy my room and buy Chritmas cards. In two days. Plus seminars and lectures. CANNOT WAIT TO GO HOME FOR CHRISTMAS.

Tuesday 11th December 2012
Oh wow, I'm so nervous.. I'm going to this Christmas meal in about an hour and a half and I only know about three people there. I mean, it's actually for a class meal, and I'm not in the class, but I know the person who organised it and she invited me and two others who aren't actually in the group, but other people know that they are going and no-one knows that I'm going who I am, and I don't cope well with people, so this is terrifying. And I still don't even know what I'm gonna wear, as most of my clothes are dirty and I've lost the top I would wear with the skirt I was gonna wear, but then it's too cold for wearing a skirt as it's like -4 degrees C outside and we have to walk a mile to get there and ughh, why did I even agree to this? I'm scared we'll end up arriving late and everyone will already be there as well. And I can't even not go, as I've already ordered my food as for group bookings you had to order the food from the Christmas menu. Ohhhhhhhhhhh, suppose its just this left and then I can finally relax and look forward to going home on Saturday. After I've paid the fee for the microwave and made a decision about the house for next year. I hate getting older.

Friday 7th December 2012
Oh wow. I can't even believe it.. I got 68% in the presentation 70% is a first so 68% is a high 2:1, and it was higher than the other people I talked to who are all much more confident than I am so I was just seriously shocked. And happy, but mostly shocked. I don't do presentations so I'm just gonna be trying to figure out what actually happened.. aha.. Now I'm feeling the pressure to do these other essays up to the same or a higher standard, especially as I've now had feedback from my first essay. Anyway, I go home for Christmas next week! So looking forward to it. And when everyone else is out partying in the courtyard on Thursday night I'm gonna be sitting in my room packing stuff to take home for Christmas, because I'm just that fun and don't have any friends. i would love to go down there, but it's certain that EVERY girl down there will be slutted up and I just don't feel comfortable with that and all the guys trying to get with everyone. Which is a typical student stereotype, but it rings so true. I just want to meet some people who are up for going our, but not getting completely smashed and getting with anything that moves, or maybe even just people who would rather hang around in halls or a house (that aren't total prats. Oh dear, I'm so judgemental, but it's so true. The only people I know like that I actually want to murder. One being in the room next to me who plays obnoxiously loud music 24/7 and the other his friend who spent last night stood in the corridor outside my room having an extremely loud conversation and singing for hours and hours.. and hours). I mean it's not like going to a club classes as 'socialising' all you do is stand near to people and dance as it's so loud it's pointless even trying to talk..

Thursday 6th December 2012
The first semester at uni has gone so quickly. I finish a week tomorrow for three weeks.. It's crazy. Currently procrastinating so that I don't have to make a presentation, but it's not gonna work as I need to present it tomorrow D: I hate giving presentations. I did a group one last week and when it came to be my turn I froze, stared at my notes, stared at all the people looking at me and all I could say was 'um, um... um.. urm..', so hopefully it will go better than that this week. It's just the fact that right now it looks so boring.. I mean I'm doing my presenation on parents that kill their children.. How the hell am I supposed to add images to that?! Oh dear, I'll have to find something I guess., maybe a video or link to a news page or something like that. Oh, and it seems as though I got a 2:1 in my first assessment, which is pretty awesome actually! Especially as it was the first thing I've ever had to hand in at uni. Now I've just got two more to do this weekend, and I can relax and hopefully do the LOTR marathon I've planned for Sunday.

Tuesday 20th November 2012
Wow, it's nearly December now :/ That's just a tiny bit scary.. I've already got my advent calender up though :). Had a weird evening yesterday.. I went over to one of the people I'm working with to take a seminar's flat, which was pretty cool.. It was really cosy actually.. She's a mature student, hence the living in a flat, and her daughter was still up when I arrived and she was really cute.. Then the other girl we're working with arrived and we did some of the work, and ate chinese and after just talked for ages about random stuff. It was literally so weird, like every time I've socialised with people in the evening so far it's invilved going out to clubs or getting really drunk, so this was really nice, even if I was the youngest there. The person who's flat we were at left school the year after I was born, but when you're just sat around talking you don't really think about it like that.. Ooooh, and I'm going to London on Saturday for a photo hunt with loads of other universities photo societies, which will hopefully be really cool, especially as we get put in random groups with random people from random universities. And I'm getting my hair cut on Thursday as well.. I think I'm gonna get a full fringe cut in again, if I don't chicken out.

Tuesday 30th October 2012
wow. So it's Halloween tomorrow... I'm actually excited this year, as Jess is having a house party and we're pretty much spending the entire day tomorrow carving pumpkins, shopping for halloween decorations and alcohol and decorating her house. Oh, and Jess and Emma are coming down for the party as well! Which will hopefully be pretty cool, then I'm going home this weekend as it's Jess' birthday. On a not so great note, the stupid people here at halls at my university have decided to charge all of the people in my kitchen £23 for the microwave that we had to have replaced because it 'wasn't included in our inventory' and apparently we must have done it. That makes perfect sense, it's just everyday that we melt and make the top and back of the microwave chip and bubble away purposely.Oh, and we totally made it spark, explode, smoke and almost set on fire purposely as well! All in about 2 weeks of being here! They obviously hadn't checked the inside roof of the microwave before we moved in in the exact same way we didn't think to do it when filling in the inventory. So clever. Anyway, we may go down as a group and try to appeal against it tomorrow, so fingers crossed.

Monday 22nd October 2012
Wow, this is going crazy fast.. It's the 6th week that I've actually been here for! I've had a load of hassle in halls as the halls people obviously didn't clean out our floor very well, seeing as loads of people's rooms are infested with bed bugs, mine being one of them.. yay.. So I'm currently in a room on the floor below as a temporary measure. But it's made me realise just how much I miss all the people in my kitchen.. I mean, I haven't written anything here for ages, but I have been out other times apart from the first few days.. Some of the photos up there are from a 'barbie vs action man' night at Liquid the other week.. Shamaine and I hung round in Josh and Ben's room within the first two weeks, we've just gone out generally and I've also been over to Ed's friends house, which is massive, there's just more rooms through every door! It's weird how people are in their own houses and stuff though.. I mean Jess is in hers, and it's like an actual house, and only her and her two housemates living there.. they're having a halloween party as well, so hopefully that should be good.. Last night our kitchen actually had a bit of bonding time, as we all sat down and ate together then completely tidied the kitchen. And it was so good that we even discussed it becoming a regular thing. We had a joke about it being like Come Dine With Me, but a few of us aren't that great at cooking.. The guys are actually all better I think. Anyway, Jake cooked this week and Ed volunteered to cook next week, so hopefully that will happen.

Wednesday 19th September 2012
So being at uni's pretty strange. I mean back home I'm not exactly one of the 'popular' people, I mean I have 5 friends. Meeting new people is always hard because they're so judgemental of everyone. But now I'm here it's just like, I've gone out with a different group of people each night and keep running into people I know. I mean, I don't even have any guy friends back home, whereas here there are three guys in my kitchen, so we've all just naturally started talking. I mean last night I went out with another kitchenmate, some on our course, my kitchenmate's boyfriend and people that people they know, know. Then when we got inside we ran into someone else from our kitchen, then literally a minute later another guy from our kitchen with some of the girls from next door. Then I saw our 'unofficial' kitchen member and another girl from next door, then we saw another person from our kitchen. Then we went back and there was a fire alarm and we were all outside and I was in my pajamas and was freezing, then I sat in the kitchen with three other kitchenmates for, like, half an hour, went to bed at about 4 and got up at 7. Wooooo, sleep deprivation!

Tuesday 18th September 2012
So, I'm at uni now... It's pretty crazy, I've only been here since Saturday and it feels like aaaaaaaages. Went out on Saturday night with one of my kitchenmates, some girls and a guy from the kitchen next to us, a guy staying in some other halls and another guy who doesn't even live in halls.. But he might as well, I don't even think he's been home since Saturday. Funny story, I posted some photos from going out up on tumblr, and got a message from a girl I follow and who follows me back who met the guy in the room opposite me in Tenerife in the summer. It's crazy, like internet blarggghhghhg. I went out with a different kitchenmate on Sunday, then last night we stayed in, and I had my friend over and another kitchenmate, Ed, had some of his over, then some random people joined and we all drank so much :L Anyway, I've got another introductory thing to go to in 40 mins and it's absolutely pouring down outside. I mean, yesterday it was boiling hot and now it's raining. Typical british weather!

Sunday 24th June 2012
Just as I thought the last month has gone extremely fast.. It doesn't seem that long ago it was the last day of school and we were out celebrating Emma's birthday, literally all night. Or sitting in the pub with my parents and some others for the Queen's diamond jubilee.. Or eating chinese in the park.. But now all of my exams are over and I can truthfully say that I am 'free'.. But I guess all that means is that I'm  pretty much responsible for myself as a person as I'm exposed to the world. We celebrated anyway, going out on Friday night and getting completely smashed. It's nights like that I love.. Starting off in some sort of structured routine, such as just sitting in the pub, then progressing into slightly different territory and moving to another pub to meet up with Jack and Harry, then, somehow, a few hours later, finding ourselves at a house party of a guy that we barely know, mingling with band members and many other extremely good looking guys. And trying to play the didgeridoo. I'm guessing none of you care about that, but it was pretty cool. It's sad that I know the rest of the summer's gonna go just as fast though, and before I know it I'll (hopefully) be off to uni :o

Wednesday 30th May 2012
Only 1 day of lessons left.. Then on friday we have an assembly in the morning and that's it, school's over.. Nice to know I'm going to be seeing out 7 years at the same school dressed as superman though! My costume is entirely sorted, and my friends are going as wonder woman, batman and robin. So yesterday was my last english lit lesson and everyone brought in food.. 3 of us made cakes, our teacher brought a cake, there was a shop bought cake, a tub of cookies, two tubs of doughnuts and chocolate things. And about 10 cups of tea. Living up to the english expectations.. So I ate 5 slices of cake yesterday. And then had cake in biology today. Not just any cake today, though.. Nathan's cake. His mum's job is cake baking and she makes the largest, tastiest chocolate cakes that I have ever tasted in my entire life. I have to admit I'm gonna really, really miss my english class though.. I finally got the photo from last year when we all dressed up for the open evening to show 'love through the ages' in literature. There's the Mad hatter, Sherlock Holmes, a knight, Shakepeare, Antony and Cleopatra (I was Cleopatra) and the evenings hosts... Ah man, everyone's awesome.

Saturday 12th May 2012
It's finally sunny here in Bassett, and it's making want summer to be now! I only have 19 days left until I finish school, 1 month until all my exams are done and 2 months until I go on holiday. Something tells me that's all gonna go by pretty fast. I went shopping with my mum today and found a dress for validictory, so that's one thing sorted. I also got my bra size measured, which I've been putting off forever and found out I've been wearing the right size bras anyway. I also found out that it's near impossible to find a strapless bra in my size. that's one thing I don't get - girls saying that they want bigger . Really? Think about it. Bigger mean you can't wear strappy tops, bikinis, nice dresses. Not to mention the fact that bras are more expensive. How ridiculous is it that just because I've grown large I have to spend more on clothing and bras?! Everyone underestimates it - my friends included. I haven't even told them my real bra size, because they, and many others, associate my bra size with the bras that old women with sagging wear. They've even laughed about seeing the bras in shops. Anyway, that was my vent for the day..

Sunday 6th May 2012
This is crazy.. I switched to this account from my old one two years ago, just before school finished for year 11 and we got the choice of whether to stay or go. Right now I only have 19 school days left until I finish school for absolute ever. It's funny, two years ago the teachers said it would be sad, that we would never see each other again, but they were wrong. No-one left, no-one moved, they just didn't turn up for school anymore. They still lived within walking distance and we could hang out whenever. THIS year it's sad. Come september I'm going to be leaving to go to university. It's not possible to just walk over to your friends, hang out, go to town when you're in a completely different city, miles and miles apart from your them. This is real, this is scary and its actually going to happen.


 
Have some photos... Newest are at the top and the oldest at the bottom :)


My mum and me, May 2014

My mum and me, May 2014

At a family friends hen night, May 2014

My dad, me and my brother, Finland December 2013

At a husky farm in Finland, December 2013

First time in the house for the next year, August 2013

Family meal for my nan's  70th, June 2013

Emma, Jess and me, camera in face on Emma's 19th, June 2013

Emma and Jack at a club on Emma's 19th, June 2013

Me and Emma at a pub for her 19th, June 2013

In the Spinnaker tower in Portsmouth, April 2013 

My mum and me in Paris, March 2013

Me and my brother by the Loure, March 2013

me and my brother in Disneyland Paris, March 2013

Me and my brother in front of the Eiffel tower, March 2013

By the Louvre.. March 2013

At Thea's birthday meal, March 2013

Me and Shamaine, Beauty and the Geek carnage, November 2012

Group of us at Halloween, October 2012

Shanti, Shamaine, Ed, Ben, Jake and me at our kitchen dinner, October 2012

Me and Shamaine, October 2012

Lauren, me, Shamaine, Mica and Josh at Liquid, October 2012

Josh. Alex, Lauren, me, Shamaine and Mica at Barbie Vs Action Man night at Liquid, October 2012

1st night in Portsmouth, September 2012

On the steps at Guildhall, 1st night in Portsmouth, September 2012

In a club on 1st night in Portsmouth, September 2012

Emma, Stuart, Jess, Jess and me in town, Results day, August 2012

Oh hey, a batmobile.. WB studios, July 2012

Me on the friends sofa at WB studio, July 2012

My brother, my dad and me at Venice Beach, July 2012

Me, my brother and my dad in LA, July 2012


My English lit class last group photo, July 2012

Me, Emma and Jess at validictory, July 2012

Me and Emma at validictory, July 2012

Me, Emma, Jess and Jess before validictory, July 2012


Emma and Jess at the pub, June 2012

Harry, Jesw and Jess at the pub celebrating no more exams, June 2012


Becky and me at the pub for Emma's bday, June 2012

Emma, me and Jess on last day of school/Emma's bday, June 2012

Becky, Emma, Jess, Jess and me on he last day of school, May 2012

Last ever English lit lesson, May 2012

Group photo in Times Square, April 2012


View from the Empire state building, April 2012

Yasmin, Abby, Zoe, Ben and me on top of the Empire State building, April 2012

Emma, me and Jess at Amber's 18th birthday party, February 2012

Me and Jess at the pub for her 18th, February 2012

Jess and me at the pub fo my 18th, January 2012

My English lit class dressed up for open evening, November 2011

Emma, Jess, Jess and me for halloween 2011

Jo and me in Holland, August 2011

Me and Dannielle on the bumpe cars at the fair, May 2011


Amber and Jess at the cross dressing social, May 2011

Emma and me at the crossdressing social, May 2011

Me and Jess on the way to the 'crossdressing social', May 2011


Jess and Emma putting up a tent by the canal, May 2011

Emma, me and Jess in Covent Garden in London in November 2010

Me, Jess and Abbie at the park by Amber's house, October 2010.


Me, Jess and Emma, June 2010

Jo, Amber, Emma and me before prom, May 2010

Last day of school, May 2010

Me, Emma and Amber in Amber's garden, April 2010

Emma and I by the canal, April 2010

At the prom fayre, February 2010

Me and Jo, February 2010

Me and Emma, Decemebr 2009

Me and Louis, October 2009

Rachel, Jess and me under the Eiffel tower, July 2009

Jo and I on the way to Paris, July 2009

Me and Emma on a bus, June 2009

Abbie, Jess, Emma, me and Jo outside on Amber's 15th Birthday, February 2009

Me, Jess and Jo going home on a snowday, February 2009

Me and Jess at the cinema for my 15th, January 2009

Me and Emma at school, October 2008
 



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